Sept. 11, 2012, 12:57 a.m.
Of Pleasure and Pain: Chapter 30
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Chapter 30
Blaine's playlist for this chapter:
God Must Have Spent a Little More Time on You - *NSYNC
You're Beautiful – James Blunt
Amazed – Lonestar
Touch My Body – Mariah Carey
Bless the Broken Road – Rascal Flatts
Every Day – Rascal Flatts
I Knew I Loved You – Savage Garden
Truly Madly Deeply – Savage Garden
Chasing Cars – Snow Patrol
So Close – John McLaughlin
They went down to the registry and had a refreshed version of their contract notarized, signing it with Sebastian, Puck and Sam as their witnesses. Kurt couldn't help but laugh at how much like a wedding it seemed. The five then met with Jeff and Nick at Breadstix for lunch. Kurt hardly spoke during the meal. Finally Puck had had enough.
"Would you stop sulking? Seriously, you're making me depressed." He waved his fork in Kurt's face.
"I'm not sulking, I'm thinking." Kurt insisted, pushing his food around.
"Kurt, you're sulking." Sam pointed out. Puck smiled at him. The two shared a look before Sam mumbled something to Sebastian, who in turn said something to Nick and Blaine. The three got up and, not really knowing why, wandered away. "Okay, what's wrong? Is this because of the two month thing?"
"No. well… sorta." Kurt mumbled. "I'm just nervous about… you know, that."
"Sex?" Puck clarified. Kurt nodded.
"It's actually not that bad once you get used to it." Sam informed. Kurt eyed him warily. "Yes, Sebastian and I have had sex, don't change the subject." He waved it off.
"Kurt, just trust him." Jeff advised. "He won't hurt you. If anything he'll treat you like you're made of glass." He snickered. "Just go slow and do what feels natural. And ask him to stop if you need to. He isn't going to be upset if you aren't ready."
"Thanks guys." Kurt sighed, hugging them. He glanced around for a moment. "Now where the hell did you send them?"
"I told them to go wait in the bathroom." Sam snickered. He scrambled out from their booth to go and get them, the others laughing loudly behind him.
*break*
Blaine held the door open for Kurt when they got home. Kurt smiled nervously and walked in, going straight to his room and putting away his jacket. Blaine knew the boy was scared of what was going to happen sooner or later. He wrapped his arms around Kurt's waist and kissed his forehead.
"If you don't want to do this Kurt… if you aren't ready…" he mumbled, being cut off by Kurt stretching up to kiss him.
"I'm ready Master." He assured. "I'm just… I'm scared."
"I'll go slow." Blaine promised, kissing Kurt again. The kiss started slow and languid but soon became heated, teeth knocking together and tongues tangling as the two fought for power. Blaine pulled away slowly and took Kurt by his hands, pulling the boy into his room and pressing him back into the mattress. They kissed again softly, chests heaving. Blaine breathed in, Kurt breathed out. Kurt breathed in, Blaine breathed out. Perfectly in sync.
Kurt reached up slowly to unbutton Blaine's shirt, kissing every inch of skin as it was revealed. Blaine shrugged the item off once he was done, doing the same to him. He reached over for a second; fumbling with his iPod in its dock before managing to find the playlist he'd made for this very night, hitting play. *NSYNC's God Must Have Spent a Little More Time on You filtered into the room softly as Kurt giggled.
"That's so cliché." He teased. Blaine rolled his eyes.
"You aren't supposed to laugh when I'm seducing you." He informed. Kurt blushed. Blaine smiled down at him again and kissed him softly before moving onto his neck.
"I mean honestly, the name of the song alone is a bad pick up line. It's one of the top five worst songs to sing to a crush, did you know that? They did a study. And really I'd rather have crazy hot love than 'peaceful and deep'. And what do they mean with the whole your soul is a secret? It just doesn't make much sense you know?" Blaine kissed him again.
"Kurt. You're rambling." He whispered.
"Sorry." Kurt murmured back, blushing brightly. Blaine smiled indulgently and went back to kissing him; purposely nibbling on the little spot under his jaw that he knew drove Kurt crazy. Right on cue, Kurt whimpered. "Master." He sighed, tangling his fingers into Blaine's hair.
"You're enchanting Kurt." Blaine whispered against his skin as he slowly moved down to his chest. "You're perfect and everything I've ever wanted and you're all mine." He practically growled the last words as he nibbled on Kurt's perky little nipple. The other teen arced into his lips, mouth opening in a silent scream.
Blaine's fingers found the zipper of Kurt's jeans, pulling them off eagerly, underwear following suit soon after. He wriggled out of his own clothes and the two lay together on their sides, kissing passionately and grinding teasingly into each other.
"Master, can I – oh god – can I be on top?" Kurt asked hesitantly. Seeing the confused look on Blaine's face, he nudged him onto his back and hovered over him, a leg on either side of his torso as Kurt leaned down to kiss him again. He smiled against his lips and pulled away from a moment.
"Are you asking if you can ride me?" he clarified, grinning like the Cheshire cat. Kurt blushed furiously and nodded. Blaine leaned up to kiss him possessively. Kurt cuddled up to Blaine's chest when the kiss broke as his Dom fumbled in a drawer to get a bottle of lube and a condom.
"No." Kurt protested softly, taking the little square of foil and putting it back on the bedside table. "No condoms, just you and me, please." He whimpered. Blaine smiled and kissed him again.
They kissed almost lazily as Blaine carefully rubbed the lube between his fingers to warm it up. Kurt rested his head on Blaine's chest again and took a shaky breath, trying to force himself to relax as a wandering finger circled his entrance. A single digit pushed through the ring of muscle there, and Kurt whimpered. Blaine's other hand found its way to his back, rubbing it soothingly and whispering comforting words in his ear.
"It's okay baby, just relax, you're doing great sweetie, try to loosen up a little." And so his little rambling monologue continued as his finger wormed its way around in Kurt's ass. Another was pushed in alongside the first, followed quickly by a third and Kurt sucked in a breath sharply. Blaine stayed perfectly still, not moving his fingers but not taking them out, as Kurt huffed and tried to relax. When he got over the burn of being stretched, Blaine's fingers actually felt… good.
He pushed back slowly, whimpering as his fingers pressed up against all the good things inside him. His fingers curled just so and Kurt let out a blood curling cry as they nudged his prostate. Blaine's fingers scissored inside of him, brushing his little bundle of nerves every few seconds, as if by accident.
Kurt had turned into a whimpering puddle of need, pushing back on Blaine's fingers and desperately trying to get his fingers to hit that spot again. The way he whined, with that still somehow innocent face, was almost more than Blaine could handle. He slowly pulled his fingers out of Kurt's ass, the brunette wailing at the loss, and snatched his bottle again, making sure he was slick enough that Kurt wouldn't be hurt too badly.
He nudged Kurt backwards until his cheeks pressed against the erection standing proudly between Blaine's hips. Kurt's eyes widened almost comically and he took a few deep breaths before raising himself up onto his knees. Blaine held himself in place as Kurt positioned himself just above him.
Their eyes locked.
"I love you." Kurt whispered before slowly sinking down onto Blaine's cock. Almost instantly he had gone from the words of a lover to cursing like a sailor, throwing out every expletive he knew as well as a few that made no sense. However he didn't stop moving until Blaine was fully lodged inside him. Blaine pulled his knees up and Kurt leaned back onto them, panting and trying to get used to the intrusion.
Beneath him, Blaine was caught between concern for Kurt and an intense pleasure like he'd never known before. Kurt was suffocating him, his walls clamping down around his cock like pure heaven, and all he wanted was to pin him down and fuck him into unconsciousness. But he waited. His hands roamed over Kurt's chest soothingly, whispering praises and a constant echo of 'mine mine mine.'
A few minutes passed before Kurt straightened up, still breathing heavily but with a determined look in his eyes, and slowly lifted himself up. He almost sobbed at the loss before sinking back down. He repeated the action, slowly at first, before moving a little faster, leaning forward and resting his hands on Blaine's chest. Blaine's face was a mask of pure unadulterated pleasure as he gripped Kurt's hips, not enough to hurt and not trying to control, simply enjoying the feel of his skin as he slid in and out of his tight heat.
Kurt shifted around on top of him, growling in a mix of pleasure and frustration. Blaine finally saw through the cloud of lust long enough to see the look of discouraged concentration.
"What's wrong baby?" he managed to choke out.
"Can't find it." He mumbled more to himself. Blaine was confused for a few moments before he smiled wickedly. He pushed Kurt back by his shoulder so the boy could lean back on his hands. Kurt chewed his lip as he complied, not sure what Blaine was doing. He lifted himself up and slid down again, shrieking when the head of Blaine's cock hit his prostate dead on. Hips sped up desperately as did the moans, their cries seeming to echo back to them off the walls.
"Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck!" Kurt chanted as he slammed himself down harder, seeming to take him deeper with every thrust. "Please." He whimpered, choking on his breath slightly.
"Please what?" Blaine growled, struggling not to pin Kurt under him and pound him into the sheets.
"Wanna cum, please Master." He sobbed. Blaine's hands were on him almost instantly, tweaking his nipples and pumping his cock rapidly. Kurt's back arched, so far Blaine was amazed that his back didn't simply snap in half, as he released onto Blaine's chest. His ass clamped down around Blaine's cock deliciously and he shouted, following soon after him and filling Kurt to the brim.
They collapsed in a sweaty tangle of limbs, Kurt keeping his legs wrapped around Blaine's waist and refusing to let him pull out. "Just stay in me tonight. Please." He begged. Blaine gave in almost too easily.
"I love you Kurt, my life, my submissive, my everything." He whispered into his hair. Kurt's eyes shone as he replied, "I love you too Master."
The two fell asleep smiling, never untangling all through the night.