Aug. 3, 2012, 7:37 p.m.
The Scarf: Let it go
E - Words: 1,211 - Last Updated: Aug 03, 2012 Story: Complete - Chapters: 26/26 - Created: Jul 25, 2012 - Updated: Aug 03, 2012 392 0 0 0 0
Kurt woke up in a white room, in an uncomfortable bed, with his family, Mercedes, and Blaine sitting around him. Where the fuck am i? He thought to himself.
"Where am i?"
"In the hospital, honey" Carole said
"What happened? I can't remember. I left Mercedes house and was heading for my car. Now im here. How?"
"Umm Kurt you passed out on the concrete" Mercedes said as she grabbed his hand and squeezed it.
"Your passed out because you didn't eat" Blaine choked out
"I ate a piece of pizza at Mercedes' house."
"Ya but theres nothing in your stomach. Your on a feeding tube" Merecedes said as she pointed to the tube in his nose
"Oh my god! Get this fucking thing out of me. IM FINE!"
"Language, Kurt! And you aren't fine. Why arent you eating?" Burt said as he buried his head in his hands.
"I am"
Burt shot his head up and yelled......
"NO YOU ARENT!"
"yes i am dad! and please stop yelling. I have the biggest headache!"
"You hit your head when you passed out. You had a concussion." Mercedes said still holding Kurt's hand
"Can i have some time alone with Kurt so we can talk?" Blaine asked as he moved closer to his boyfriend
Everyone got up and left the room.
"Why? I thought you were gonna start eating. You are beautiful Kurt. Mercedes told me your weight and the whole conversation you had before you passed out. Do you really think i would leave you? I would never, ever leave you, Kurt! I love you to death! I would still loved you even if you weighed 300 pounds! You are an amazing singer and the best in bed"
Kurt laughed at that.
"You are the best boyfriend ever and you are NOT fat, Kurt! You are perfect! But 94 pounds is unhealthy. I havent been 94 pounds since i was 10. Im gonna make you eat because i don't wanna lose you, baby. You are my everything. If i lost you, I don't think i could make it in life. So please eat? Im begging you Kurt"
A tear escaped Blaine's eye and Kurt took his hand up and wiped it away.
"I promise I will, blainey boo!"
They spent the next hour giggling like teenage girls and kissing eachother, until his family wanted to come back in.
When they came in, Kurt had an announcement to make.
"Everyone, i am gonna eat for now on. Im sick of living like this. I wanna be healthy. I want to feel good about myself. So no more pretending to eat. I will do it. Thank you guys for everything you do for me. You support and love me through all the drama. Thats all i could ask for. I remember when i hated my life and had no friends. I was miserable. I thught i would never find a boyfriend. I thought i was the only gay kid in Lima. Hell, i thought i was the only gay kid in the whole state. But my life isn't so bad anymore and its because of you guys!"
Everyone just smiled and gave Kurt a hug. He was released from the hospital later that night and he went home and him and his boyfriend just snuggled.
"I love you, Blaine"
"I love you too, Kurt. Im glad your okay. I thought i was gonna lose you when Mercedes called me and told me you were in the hospital. I couldn't even drive myself. Mercedes had to come and pick me up."
"Im sorry for scaring you, baby."
Kurt started to cry. After all that Blaine had been through, he would hurt him like this? What is wrong with me, he thought, i am so stupid.
"Blaine, can i ask you something? How did your mom die?"
"Ummm she got into a car crash. We were both in the car. I left the scene with a broken leg and a few broken ribs. But she didn't make it. A drunk truck driver rear ended us and the car crashed into a brick wall. It was pretty bad. I crawled out of the car before it caught on fire, but my mom didn't move an inch. I went to go pull her out but before i got to the other side of the car, an ambulance had come and took me with them. I was rushed to the hospital, not knowing if my mom was ok. A few hours later, i had been informed that she passed away."
Blaine was crying really hard now and just cuddling into Kurt. His head was burried in Kurt's shirt and he was mumbling words that Kurt couldn't seem to make out.
"Blaine, im so sorry. I didnt mean to make you upset."
Kurt just kept whispering into his ear, its ok, i got you, your okay. He hoped his words were helping.
He kissed his boyfriends curls and proceeded the conversation once Blaine had calmed down.
"When i was 8, me and my dad went out to go get some icecream. We left my mom at home because she was sick and we wanted to try and make her feel better. She just had a cold, but icecream couldn't hurt. Me and my dad were having a blast but when we arrived home, fire trucks were surrounding my house and it was up in flames. I got out of the car screaming and asking them if my mom was ok. But she wasn't. She was asleep when the fire got started, and she had been burned to death. Nobody knows how the fire got started but we are guessing something to do with the electrical. I miss her, alot. I will never forget the day i saw the body bag being rolled out of the burnt down house. That day was the worst day of my life. I will never forget it. It went from being a happy day, to the worst day of my life. I had lost the house i grew up in, all my memories, and most of all, my mommy"
Kurt just started balling. He couldn't hold it in. He just grabbed onto Blaine, layed down on top of him, and cried. He hadn't cried this hard since his mother passed away 10 years ago. Blaine wasn't sure what to do. He was done crying for himself. He saw that Kurt needed him more than he needed Kurt. Kurt was a wreck. He had just gotten out of the hospital and he wa tired and cranky and he just wanted to be held close.
Kurt finally fell asleep in his arms. And Blaine decided he would close his eyes too. It had been a long, emotional day and he just wanted to sleep.
He was woken up by a shaking Kurt.
"WHATS WRONG BABY?"
Kurt was still shaking and mumbling "Mommy. mom. please i need you. please. mommy. don't die. mommmyyyyyyyyy"
"Wake up, Kurt. Please. Its just a dream"
Kurt was still shaking and crying hysterically, but he was awake.
"Blaineeeeee.... i wanttt... mommmyyy... mommmyyy.... please..... i... i misss.. i miissss herrr..... soooo muchh"
"Its ok, kurtie. I...im here. Don't worry. You have me."
Both boys just layed there and cried into eachothers arms. They were both an emotional wreck. Kurt missed his mom and Blaine hated to see Kurt this upset.....