Aug. 3, 2012, 7:37 p.m.
The Scarf: And im telling you, Im not going
E - Words: 1,090 - Last Updated: Aug 03, 2012 Story: Complete - Chapters: 26/26 - Created: Jul 25, 2012 - Updated: Aug 03, 2012 311 0 0 0 0
Blaine was broken. He just ran out of the house to his car and cried. He sat in his car for a good 30 minutes before he wiped his eyes and started to drive home. He needed to take his mind off of things so he turned on the radio, only to be greeted by a song he couldn't handle listening to at that moment.
You found me when noone else was looking.
How did you know just where I would be.
Ya, you broke through all of my confusion.
The ups and and the downs.
And you still didn't leave.
I guess that you saw what nobody could see.
You found me.
You found me.
The song that Kurt had sung to him for their 1 month anniversary.
"DAMN IT" Blaine screamed as he turned off the radio." UHHH!!!!!!!"
He was so frustarted he had to pull into the parking lot at Mcdonalds and calm down.
Why did I leave and say I needed to think about everything? He thought. There is nothing to fucking think about. I want to be with him. I need him. Im such a fucking idiot. Why did I fucking walk out without as much as a kiss? He is probably crying in the corner of his room right now because of me. He probably won't even take me back. He hates me now. He was just an emotional wreck and couldn't think straight. UHHH! Im such a fucking pussy. When things get hard, I walk out inside of dealing with them. I should probably go talk to Kurt.
He got out his phone and dialed Finn's number.
"Finn! Is he ok?" Blaine asked Finn
"He is hurt. He doesn't know why you walked out. He is really sorry Blaine."
"I know. Im an idiot. I just needed a few minutes to think. I had so much going through my mind. Im coming back though. Me and him need to talk. I miss him already." Blaine said as he tried to hold back his sobs.
"Hurry, bro. He needs you right now. Im gonna go try and calm him down. I hear things being thrown in his room." Finn said as he hung up the phone in a hurry.
Blaine raced over to his house and ran upstairs. All he could hear was screaming and things being thrown at the walls and being broken. He opened the door to find Kurt throwning a vase of flowers at the wall.
"Kurt! Please calm down!" Blaine yelled.
"GET OUT, BLAINE" Kurt screamed as he tore apart his closet. He was really angry. Blaine walked over to Kurt and tried to hold onto him and calm him down. But Kurt just shoved him away and Blaine landed on the floor. It actually really hurt and Blaine tried his best not to break down into tears.
"Blaine" Kurt said as he rushed over to help Blaine. "Im so sorry" Kurt just started to cry and he collapsed onto the ground. "Im such an idiot. Are you ok?"
"Ya im fine" Blaine lied."I didn't mean to walk out on you. I was angry. I didn't want to hurt you."
"Im sorry. I just thought I was fat. There is something really wrong with me Blaine." Kurt said as cried into Blaine's shoulder.
"Baby, look at me." Blaine said as he made Kurt look at him. "I will never break up with you. Lets get up, make some dinner, and then we can clean up this mess. Because it looks like there was a fucking tornado in here."
They both got up off the floor and walked to the kitchen, hand in hand.
"So im guessing you too made up?" Finn said as he took another bite of his cereal.
"Ya we are fine." Blaine said as he placed a kiss on Kurt's cheek.
"What should we make, baby?" Kurt said as he pulled Blaine in for a hug.
"Hmmm. How about some pasta. And cheescake for dessert?"
"Sounds perfect" Kurt said as he placed a kiss on the corner of Blaine's mouth. "Your such a good little chef. You are gonna be so famous when you grow up. You can start your own restaurant in New York city and I could help you decorate. God, im so excited for next year."
"Hey guys. Guess what?" Finn said as he finished up his cereal. "Im going to New York with you. I finally decided that im gonna be an actor"
"Oh my god, Finn!!!" Kurt exclaimed. "That amazing! You can live with us. We are getting a two bedroom apartment. You and Rachel can share one. Rachel was already gonna live with us. This is so exciting."
"Thank guys! Well, just call me down when the food is done." Finn said as he started to leave the kitchen.
"You just ate, Finn. Twice! Your gonna gain so much weight." Kurt said as he stared at him like he was crazy.
"Who cares? Blaine's cooking is too good to pass up."
They made dinner together. They were singing their favorite songs from musicals and having so much fun. This was how it was supposed to be. All that fighting was stupid. They had eachother and that was all that mattered. They ate their dinner and that little voice in Kurt's head wasn't there telling him to stop eating. He felt like anything was possible. He was sick of having problems. He just wanted to be fixed. He knew that Blaine was there to help. He was so grateful for his boyfriend. If he didn't have Blaine, he wouldn't know how to live life. He would be lost. He would still be that lonely little boy who was scared of his own shadow. They boy that was scared of being alone forever. He wasn't that little boy anymore. He was a man now. He was a different person than he was last year. He was a strong person who could get through anything with his boyfriends help. They were in this together. Forever.
Thye finished up dinner and washed the dishes together.Once they were done, They went upstairs to Kurt's room and cleaned up. Then they layed down in the bed together and watched Grease. They barely watched the movie though. They made out for the most part. Kurt knew he wasn't in this alone and this time he was more than sure that he would get better. He was gonna get up at that nationals stage and win! He was gonna be victorious for once in his life.He was sure of it.