"Ok guys! Nationals! We need to start practicing. We only have a few more months and this year we are gonna win." Mr. Shue said as he wrote the word nationals on the board.

"Maybe we would've won last year if Finn and Rachel didn't swap spit on stage" Santana said as she shot Rachel a dirty look.

"That was last year, guys. We need to focus on this year. I want Kurt and Blaine to do a duet. You two are very talented and I think you could lead us to another win." Mr. Shue said as he smiled at the boys.

"Mr. Shue" Tina said" They have had a solo in ever competetion that we have had. Some other people need a chance to shine."

Blaine was actually really happy about this. He loved to sing with Kurt and he didn't want this to be taken from him.

"Tina, let me finish" Mr. Shue exclaimed "Everyone will have a solo. We are doing three songs. Rachel, Finn, Tina, Artie, Sam, and Sugar will be in charge of the first song. Kurt and Blaine will sing their duet. And the rest of you will do the last song. And since this is the last year for most of you, you will get to choose the songs you will be doing. Everyone will sing backup in the songs. Start thinking of your songs. Make sure to run them by me and we will start rehearsing."

Everyone in the room cheered! This was gonna be awesome. They got to choose their own song. This was their year. They were gonna win! Everyone could feel it. It was their year to shine and show this stupid town how to make something of yourself.

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"Honey, aren't you gonna eat?" Carole asked as she handed Kurt the bowl of salad.

"I had a really big lunch" He replied as he took the bowl of salad and put it on the table in front of him.

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"Kurt! Eat some food. I don't care how big your lunch was. You promised me that you would start eating. Remember our deal? I just want you to be healthy." Burt said as he gave Kurt a really disappointing look.

" But I am getting better. I eat three meals a day. Im fine now! Im just really full from lunch. I promise nothing is wrong." Kurt lied.

Kurt was feeling the pressure of getting a duet for nationals. He was gonna be up the stage and everyone would see him and he needed to be thin. He didn't want people seeing him the way he was now. He has weighed himself right after school and he was 120. Ever since he saw his weight, He knew he needed to lose some weight. He was a cow. But it was just salad, he thought, maybe just a little bit couldn't hurt.

"FATTIE! DON'T EAT THAT YOU COW! YOUR 120 POUNDS! DAMN! YOUR A FUCKING FATASS! STOP EATING FATTIE. DON'T YOU DARE EAT ANYMOR OR YOU WILL GAIN WEIGHT AND BALINE WILL DUMP YOU!!!!!!!!!"

The voice was back in his head calling hIm fat. Kurt was terrified. He hadn't heard that voice in a while.

"Excuse me" Kurt said and jumped up from the table and ran t his room.

"Is he ok?" Burt asked Finn who was really confused on why Kurt had gotten up from the table and ran away.

"I don't know! Im gonna go talk to him" Finn jumped up from the table and ran after Kurt.

"KURT! Are you ok?" Finn said as he knocked on Kurt's door. He tried opening it but it was locked. "Please open the door, Kurt. I just wanna talk"

Kurt unlocked the door and stood in the doorway with tear filled eyes.

"What do you want,Finn?" Kurt choked out

"Whats wrong, little bro?"

"Nothing. Im just really stressed."

"Kurt. Im your brother. I know when something is bothering you. You have been a mess ever since glee club. Whats wrong?"

Kurt just started to cry and Finn pulled him in for a hug. Kurt started to cry even harder.

"Whats wrong?" Finn asked as he held onto Kurt

"Im so fat, Finn!"

"Kurt........ your like a stick. You aren't fat."

"Yes i am" Kurt said as he let go of his brother. "Look at me. Im a cow. Blaine is gonna break up with me because im so fat."

Finn pulled his brother over to the bed and they both sat down. Finn was so confused. Kurt was so tiny. He wasn't fat. He wasn't even close to fat. But Kurt was always there for him. He had even gotten him and Rachel back together. He had to talk to him and try and help. That was the least he could do for him.

"Kurt" Finn said as he looked up to his brother "You aren't fat. And Blaine would never break up with you. He loves you. He would give his life for you. He won't break up with you."

"Finn. Im fat and I need to lose weight.Im gonna go up on that stage at natonals, and we won't win because im so fat. Everyone will judge me. They will call me names. The bullying will start again." Kurt said as he wiped the tears off of his face just so more could come pouring down.

"Im calling Blaine." Finn said as he pulled out his phone. Kurt just layed back on his bed and cried into his pillow. Finn stayed with him until Blaine got to the

house. Blaine walked into the house without even knocking. He had got past the point of knocking on the door. He was like family now. This was his house just as much as Kurt's. He walked up to Kurt's room and knocked on the door.

"COME IN" Finn screamed. He opened the door and saw Kurt and Finn on the bed. Kurt was laying on his bed with his head in his pillow and Finn was on the edge of his bed. Finn looked really worried.

"Kurt.Its Blaine. Are you ok?" Blaine said as he took a seat on his bed and rubbed his back. Kurt tried to answer but he couldn't get the words out of his mouth. He just layed there and cried some more.

"Hey im gonna go do some homework. Just text me if you need anything."Finn said as he grabbed his phone and headed for the door.

"Thanks Finn" Blaine replied

"Kurt. Please talk to me, baby." Blaine said as he tried to hold back his tears. He hated seeing his boyfriend like this. He wanted to help but Kurt wouldn't even respond to him. So he just layed next to him, held him tight, and they both fell asleep.

Kurt woke up to Blaine holding him and felt safe. But he still felt fat.

Damn, he thought, im such a screwup. I have so many problems. I wish I was just normal. I have the best boyfriend in the world. I should be happy. I shouldn't be asking for anything more. But im so unhappy with my life. Blaine shouldn't even wanna be with me. I have so many fucking problems. Everyone keeps telling me im a stick and I just can't believe it. Why can't i just be normal? God, I just wish I was dead. I fucking hate myself. Im a worthless piece of trash. I sing like a fucking girl. Im sure our last two wins were because the judges were high as kites. Something was wrong with them. We shouldn't have won. And why does Mr. Shue keep giving me fucking solos? Im not even talented. Im never gonna get into NYADA and Blaine will be in New York with all our friends and I will be here. In lima, Ohio. Maybe i could become a stripper or something. That is the only kind of performing I will be able to do if I don't get into NYADA! Blaine will find a better boyfriend and I will be lonely my whole life. Its so hot in here. Aww! Blaine looks so cute when he is asleep. He is like a cute little puppy dog. In a good way. Kurt! Stay on one subject in your own mind. Stop getting distracted by your adorable boyfriend. I am so fat. Maybe thats why I never top in sex. I have only done it like 4 times. Blaine doesn't wanna be crushed by my fat ass. Maybe my dick is big enough! Oh my god! Its so small. Blaine will find so many other guys when he is alone in New York. Great, now I have a small dick and im fat. How many other things can be wrong with me? I have so many damn problems. I should probably call NYADA and cancel my audition. I suck anyways. I will just be wasting their time. They don't want a fatass who sounds like a girl. Damn it, Blaine is waking up.

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"Morning sweetie" Kurt said as he kissed Blaine's nose.

"Kurt are you ok? You seemed pretty upset last night. Wanna talk about it?" Blaine asked as he rubbed his sleepy eyes.

"Im fine, Blaine. I was feeling fat last night and I was just really emotional."

"Kurt! Your not fat. I thought you were getting better?" Blaine said and he looked as if he were about to cry.

"Blaine, I am fat!!!! Why do you lie to me? Just tell me im fat because I already know that I am. Your always sugar coating the truth. Just get out!" Kurt yelled and he pointed towards the door.

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"Kurt, im not leaving! Your not kicking me out." Blaine said as he pulled the blanket back over him.

"GET OUT, BLAINE! IM DONE WITH YOU! GET THE FUCK OUT! NOW!"

Blaine looked up at his boyfriend and tears started to pur down his face.

"Kurt....." Blaine said as he wiped away the tears.

"BLAINE! IM DONE! Just please......... leave......" Kurt said while he tried to hold back his tears. He wasn't even sure why he was doing this. He wanted to just fall into Blaine's arms but he knew Blaine would eventually break up with him and break his heart because Kurt thought he was fat and Blaine would leave him.

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"Kurt.... please baby. Don't do.. this.... please" Blaine begged.

"Please just leave Blaine. Im saving myself from heartbreak."

"What are you talking about, Kur..." Blaine said but he was cut off by Kurt

"Get out please?" Kurt begged. He was crying and Blaine was on the floor begging him to change his mind. Kurt just walked into the bathroom, locked the door, and cried.

Blaine walked out of the room and sat in the hallway, crying hysterically.

"Blaine... what was all that yelling?" Finn asked as he opened his door. He just saw Blaine sitting on the ground, crying. "Bro. What the fuck happened?" Finn took a seat next to Blaine and put a hand on his shoulder.

"Finn... He.. he... broke.. up with.. he broke up wit me" Blaine sobbed.

"Why? Is he on crack? Why the fuck would he do that?" Finn asked him with a confused look on his face.