Kurt sat in class just thinking the whole time. 

Maybe I should just stop cutting. Then everyone would stop bothering me. Everyone knows already: they know how fucking crazy I am and hey know that at any minute I am going to crack. I hate myself so much. I wish I could just..... 

"Kurt Hummel. Ms. Pillsbury wants to talk to you" Mr. Peterson said as he wrote a note for him to be excused. 

"Fuck" Kurt muttered under his breath.  He ripped the note of of the teacher's hand and made his way Down the abandoned hallways. When he got to the counselors office, she was sitting there scrubbing an apple with a wet wipe. 

Kurt cleared his throat and she looked up. 

"Hi Kurt. Please, take a seat" She encouraged and he took a seat on the leather seat. 
"So I was looking at your grades and it seems that you need some help with    Math. I'm sure I can get you a tutor." She announced. And Kurt was relieved. He thought this was going to be about cutting. "And I have heard some things about you. This is hard for me to say but I have heard that you have been cutting yourself." 

Fuck. He was caught. His dad and Carole were going to find out and he was going to be sent to a mental hospital. 

He lowered his head and played with his sleeve. 

"I am fine." He muttered, still looking down. 

"That is not what I asked, Kurt" She whispered. 

"I am fine" Kurt snapped. Who would tell on him? He just wanted to figure out. "Who told you?"

"I can't tell you that" She replied. 

"No I want to know who told you!" He snapped again. He was furious. Who cared about him that much that they would tell on him? Everyone hated him. 

"It doesn't matter. I just want to know why you are so unhappy. I see you in the hallways with a smile on your face. I guess you are just good at faking one" 

"You don't know me! And I sure as hell don't want to tell you why I am unhappy!" He said back. 

Kurt couldn't believe this. She was going to cal his parents and ten he was going to be in a hospital for suicidal freaks and he didn't want that at all. 

"Are you going to call my parents now?" He said sarcastically. 

"No , I don't think we are at that point yet. I don't think that you are a harm to yourself." She simply said. 

"I know you are lying" Kurt replied. He knew she was going up call them. She couldn't be trusted. "I don't trust you" 

"I know you don't but I am here to help. Do you have anyone to talk to?" Ms. Pillsbury asked. 

"No" Kurt whispered and he once again lowered his head and pulled this clothing trying to get her to change the subject. "Can I leave now?" 

"No, we aren't done. What is really wrong?" She asked 

Kurt just started to cry his eyes out. He hated himself and now everyone know how crazy he really was. 

"Whats on your mind?" 

"I just am scared about college." he cried. It was half true. He was worried about his future. He didn't want to fail in life. 

They talked about college for two hours and how she was going to help him. When he finally got to leave, Blaine was worried sick about him. 

"Where have you been?" Blaine asked with a worried look on his face. 

"The counselor. She just wanted to talk about- schoolwork." he lied. He couldn't let him figure out about this. 

"Oh. How did it go?" 

"Good" he lied again. It was horrible. He just wanted to get out of there but she kept talking about New York. She was really excited to help him get there.  

They went to class and soon enough it was lunch time. 

"are you gonna eat for me baby?" Blaine asked with his best puppy dog face. 

"Yes!" He exclaimed. Will you go get me a pretzel?" 

Blaine shook his head and gave his a quick peck on the lips. 

When he returned, he had a soda in his hand and a huge soft pretzel and some cheese. 
"Thanks" Kurt said and kissed his cheek. 

Be normal. He thought. Eat the damn food. Why can't you just eat it? And stop cutting! Everyone knows now. There's no use. It isn't helping any. 

Kurt picked up his pretzel and ate the whole thing. Blaine was really proud of him and said he would "reward" him later on that day. Kurt blushed and finished his last bite of food. 

When they got back to Kurt's place, they were both so horny and needed a release. 
Blaine pushed Kurt up against the door and started to nip at his neck. 

"It's been way too long" Blaine groaned into his ear.  They ran downstairs to his room and locked the door just in case Fin came home from practice early. 

Kurt pushed blaine onto his bed and started to tear off both of their clothes. Once they were both naked, he climbed on top of his boyfriend and when their dicks touched, they both moaned. 

Kurt started to rub his dick against Blaine's and you could tell he wasn't going to last very long. 

"Please" Blaine whined. 

"Please what?" Kurt smirked. 

"blow job!!!" he moaned  Kurt pressed a kiss to his swollen lips and made his way down to how hard dick. He could see the bead of cum on the tip, shining, and he reached out and have an experimental lick.

"Uhhhhhhhhh!" Blaine moaned. 

Kurt licked the underside if his swollen dick and then took the whole thing in his mouth. He bobbed his head up and down for a bit and ten pulled off with a pop. 

"More" Blaine whined. 

Kurt smiled up at him and nodded and then he stole a pillow from the other side of his bed and placed it under Blaine's perfect, tan hips.  He lowered his mouth to his cock again and started placing gentle kisses to it. Then he moved his mouth down towards Blaine's tight little hole and licked around the rim. 

"Yes! more!" Blaine screamed with a broken moan. 

Kurt smiled and plunged his tongue into the warmth of Blaine's asshole. He explored with his tongue bad tried out he's things. And by the way Blaine was squirming, he could tell that he was enjoying this as much as kurt was. 

He continued to experiment with his tongue and it tasted delicious. He was starting to wonder why they had never done this before. 

"Close" Blaine whined.  Kurt removed his tongue from Blaine's pink little hole and kissed it before he made his way back to his dick.  He started to stroke it, and Soon enough, Hot cum was spilling out of his perfectly trimmed cock. Kurt licked it all up and kissed blaine, and then they fell asleep in each others arms.