Kurt was in shock. He couldn't believe that Blaine had figured out that he cut himself. Blaine would probably think he was a freak. He was gonna break up with him.

"Baby, why do you do it? Are you unhappy?" Blaine asked worried.

"Somewhat. I just... its addicting. I tried to stop but I just can't. Im sorry. I would understand if you wanted me to leave." Kurt said as he scrambled off the bed and grabbed his bag. He headed towards the door and Blaine got in front of him.

"Kurt, please don't leave me. Im not gonna break up with you. Im just worried about you. I really care about you. Will you talk to me? Please, baby?" Blaine begged.

"Ok. Lets sit." Kurt said and he sat down on the bed and dropped his bag. He looked up into Blaine's eyes and saw pain. He looked really worried.

"I started cutting about two months ago before I met you. I tried to stop but whenever im stressed or feel bad about myself, i cut. It takes away the pain. Its harmless though. Im always careful not too cut too deep." Kurt rushed out. A tear spilled out of Blaine's big brown eyes.

"Im so sorry, Kurt. I wanna help you. Please don't cut yourself. You are perfect. I will help you. I promise. I- I love you, Kurt. I know its only been a week but I love you so much. I never thought I would find someone like you." Blaine cried. He was secretly hoping that Kurt wouldn't be freaked out because he said I love you so soon.

"You- You love me?" Kurt whispered.

"Yes" Blaine sighed. He sat there anxiously waiting for a response.

"I love you too, Blaine. I love you so much. I was just too scared to say it" Kurt said and he flung his arms around Blaine and hugged him. He pulled away and wiped the tears off of Blaine's cheeks. "Im sorry. I didn't want you to figure out about me cutting myself. But I want to get better. I have been trying for a few weeks now. I will try for you." Kurt exclaimed and he pulled Blaine in for a kiss.

Kurt straddled Blaine's hips and kissed him with lots of force. He started to grind his hips down on Blaine's and both boys were cleary hard.

"Uhh Kurt" Blaine moaned into Kurt's mouth. "Mmmm"

Kurt released his lips from his boyfriend's and sat up. He started to slowly unbutton his black shirt. Once he was done, he bent down for another kiss and pulled off Blaine's t shirt. He kissed down his stomach. Blaine was writhing under him and felt like he was gonna pass out. He couldn't believe this was happening. He had never been this hard in his life. Kurt reached down and unbuttoned Blaine's jeans. He dragged them off and he was down to his boxers. He moved to the end of the bed and took off his jeans too. He climbed back on top of Blaine and cupped his erection.

"Mmmmm... Kurt.... sooo good..... uhhh" Blaine moaned. He was happy noone was home because things were about too get pretty loud.

Kurt started to rub up and down and then he stopped and Blaine whined from the loss. He hooked his thumbs on the waistband of Blaine's boxers and dragged them down. He almost choked when he saw Blaine's pink, hard dick. It was beautiful and Kurt couldnt wait to have it in his mouth. He pulled both of their boxers off and Kurt licked a strip on the underside of this dick. This made Blaine almost scream.

"So good Kurt"

Kurt humed in delight against his dick, making Blaine buck his hips up. Kurt giggled a little bit. He put his hands on Blaine's hips and sunk his mouth down over his dick. He bobbed his head up and down and it tasted amazing. Kurt was already so close. He sucke a few times and Blaine was coming down his throat. He swallowed it all while Blaine cam edown from his high. He was panting and Kurt licked him clean. Blaine pulled him in for a kiss, wanting to taste himself on Kurt's mouth. He pushed his tongue inside of Kurt's and hummed as he tasted himself. He flipped them over so he was on top and he sunk his mouth onto Kurt's dick. Kurt was so, so close, But he wanted this to last. He held it while Blaine sucked but then before he knew it, he was coming hard down Blaine's throat. He was breathing heavily and coming down from his high when Blaine crawled up next to him and pulled him in for a hug.

"I love you" Blaine whispered into his hair and they both fell asleep in eachothers arms.

We are never, ever, ever, getting back together. We are never ever, ever getting back together!!!!!!!!!!

"Fuck" Kurt kissed as he hopped out of bed and dug through his bag for his phone that wouldn't shut up. Blaine was still asleep and Kurt couldn't help but blush when he saw Blaine laying naked and his dick was hard. Kurt pressed a button and put the phone to his ear.

"Kurt! Whe the fuck are you? Mom and dad are freaking out!" Finn yelled over the phone. "They think you were kidnapped or something!"

"Sorry, tell them im on my way home" Kurt whispered and he hung up. He was gonna leave but he just couldn't resist Blaine. He walked over to the bed and licked Blaine's dick. Blaine's eyes sprung open and he moaned.

"Kurttttttt" Blaine whimpered.

Kurt sunk his mouth over Blaine's erection and sucked until Blaine was coming. He swallowed it all and kissed Blaine. Blaine was coming down from his high while Kurt got dressed.

"Sorry, I have to go. My parents are freaking out" Kurt exclaimed and he collected his things and kissed Blaine goodbye. He rushed home and unlocked the door. Burt and Carole were standing there waiting for him with their arms folded.

"Where the hell were you?" Carole said as she walked towards him "We were so worried" She pulled him in for a hug.

"Sorry, I fell asleep at Blaine's" He replied. He apologized and promised he wouldn't do it again. He rushed upstairs so he could tell Finn all about his wondeful night. He opened the door and ran towards Finn's bed. He toppled onto it.

"Finn! Oh my god! It was amazing! He is so good to me! He even told me he loved me" Kurt exclaimed. He layed on his back and just smiled at the ceiling. He was so happy.

"Did you guys have sex?" Finn asked with a smile on his face. Kurt was so lucky he had Finn to talk to about these things. Rachel was always so awkward about sex.

"No but I gave him a blowjob. and then he returned the favor and right before i left, i gave him another. He was amazing. I just love him so much, Finn!" Kurt said as he turned on his side to look at Finn.

"Oh my god! You guys are adorable. I wish Rachel would dot that to me. I haven't even seen her boobs yet. She is so annoying sometimes. I got to touch them for the first time last week. There isn't much too touch but I guess it was good" Finn whined.

They talked for hours and the Finn had to leave to go to Rachel's. He was hoing to get something from her today. He took a shower and got dressed in his pajamas. He got out his laptop and layed on his bed. He logged into facebook and he had 2 new messages. The first one was from Rachel. She was complaining about not being able to find a song for their glee assignment. The other one was from Karofsky.

Hey fag! Just wanted to tell you how gay you are! :) nighty night.

Kurt just started to cry. He ran to the bathroom and pulled out his razor. He lifted up his shirt and dragged the blade across the delicate skin. He hissed in pain. It hurt even more than his wrist but hopefully Blaine wouldn't fine these cuts as easily. He cut a few more slashes in his skin before he wiped off the blood and bandaged himself up. It hurt really bad but he knew he deserved the pain. He wasnt worth anything. He was a piece of trash.