"No!" Blaine laughed "Just me. There aren't many gay guys in Ohio. Are you?"

"Yes" Kurt replied as he looked up into Blaine's eyes. They were the most beautiful eyes he had ever seen in his life.

"Cool. I know this is kinda soon but would you want to go on a date with me? Friday night?" Blaine asked. He had the biggest smile on his face.

"Yes!" Kurt replied instantly. "That sounds amazing!"

They exchanged numbers and said their goodbyes. Kurt went home and tried on every outfit he had trying to find the perfect one. He even had Finn sit there and approve of them.

"Kurt, he is gonna love whatever you wear! Can I please watch tv now?" Finn whined.

"No, Finn, I really need your help. I want him to like me. He is so perfect and he is actually gay this time."Kurt said as pulled on a gray knit sweater. "I need your help. I help you all the time with your outfits for your dates with Rachel. Now im asking you to help me. This is the only time. I promise. I just really want him. He is so perfect, Finn. He is everything I have been dreaming of. I can't screw this up. Does this sweater look good?"

"No! You look like someone off of The Sound of Music!" Finn said with a digusted look on his face.

Kurt pulled off the sweater and hung it back on it's hanger.

"Kurt, what is that on your wrists?" Finn said as he got up off the bed and held Kurt's wrist so he could see.

"Nothing" Kurt replied with a shaky voice. Damn it, he thought. Finn caught me.

"Kurt, are you... are you cutting yourself?"

"No....."

"Kurt, please talk to me. Im your brother. I thought we were closer than this. We tell eachother everything." Finn said and Kurt kinda felt bad. They did tell eachother everything. Even thought they were just stepbrothers, they acted like real brothers. They were best friends.

"Fine. I cut myself, Finn" Kurt said and looked down to the ground. Finn  pulled him over to the bed and they both took a seat.

"Why?" He asked with a worried look on his face.

"I hate myself, Finn. I feel worthless everyday of my damn life." Kurt cried and Finn pulled him in for a hug. Kurt cried into his shoulder for a good 30 minutes until he calmed down.

"Kurt, you aren't worthless. You are amazing. Look at all the shit you have been through in your life. You lost your mom, you are being bullied. Don't put yourself down because you are the strongest person I have ever known. You will pull through. Please, just promise me you won't cut again?" Finn cooed

"I promise, Finn. And thanks. I needed to hear that." Kurt sniffled and he sat up and wiped the tears from his eyes. They looked at outfits and finally decided on a pair of white jeans with a black button up shirt and a pair of Alexander Mcqueen combat boots. Kurt was feeling pretty confident. But he still felt worthless.

It was Friday and Blaine was gonna be here any minute.

"Finn are you sure my hair looks good?" Kurt said as he frantically fixed his hair in the mirror.

"Yes! Kurt, you look amazing. Calm down!" Finn laughed.

Ding dong.
Ding dong.

"Fuck, he is here" Kurt yelled as he sprayed more hairspray in his hair. He made his way downstairs and opened the door. There stood Blaine in a pair of black skinny jeans, a white v-neck and a pair of black converse.

"You look- wow!" Kurt said as he stared at the beautiful boy standing in his doorway.

"Thanks you too" Blaine replied. Blaine was freaking out. He really wanted to impress Kurt and he didn't wanna screw this up.

"Kurt, Is this your boyfriend?" Finn said as he approached the door.

"Not yet" Blaine said and he winked at Kurt. Kurt blushed.

"This is Finn. My younger brother.” Kurt said as he pushed Finn away.

“Only by two months, Kurt” Finn said as he walked back down the hallway to his room.

“Sorry, he is crazy but I love him to death” Kurt laughed.

“He seems cool” Blaine said as he reached a hand out to hold Kurt’s and they walked out to Blaine’s car.

“So where are you taking me?” Kurt asked as they got into the car.

“Its a suprise” Blaine said as he started the car.

They talked the whole way and they had alot in common. They both loved musical theatre, disney movies, they were both in glee club, and were addicted to Katy Perry. They reached their destination and Kurt’s jaw just dropped.

“You are taking me here?” Kurt asked while he smiled. They were at this new restaurant in Lima called Scallions. It was suppoosed to be really fancy and Kurt suddenly felt like he was underdressed.

“Yes, is it ok?” Blaine asked and he seemed worried.

“Blaine, its perfect!” Kurt exclaimed and they both got out of the car.

They went in the restaurant  and took their seats.

“This place is really nice Blaine” Kurt said and he reached a hand across the table to hold Blaine’s.

“Im glad you like it” He replied with a warm smile plastered on his face.

They ate dinner and then they went back out to the car. They drive home, holding hands the entire time. Blaine opened Kurt’s door for him and they walked up to the front door.

“Thank you, Blaine. That was amazing. I really enjoyed it” Kurt said and he pulled Blaine a little close.

“Im glad” Blaine replied. Hmoved in closer and locked their lips. He pushed Kurt back against the door with a thud and kissed him with lots of passion. They kissed for a few minutes, holding eachother close the entire time. A few minutes later, they decided to come up for some air.

“Wow!” Blaine breathed against Kurt’s kiss swollen lips.

“Ya” He replied and kissed Blaine’s lips once more. “I should probably get inside before my dad comes looking for me.”

“Ok” Blaine said and he kissed him once more. “I will see you soon” He hugged him and headed for his car. Kurt smiled and leaned up against the door. He stood there for minutes just thinking about the date. He was happy and he liked Blaine alot. All of a sudden the door opened and Kurt fell backwards into the house.

“DAMN IT, FINN! WHY DID YOU OPEN THE DOOR? I COULD HAVE DIED” Kurt yelled as he got up off the floor and wiped off his clothes.

“Sorry! Sorry! But how did the date go? It seems that it went good. You guys barely came up for air out there” Finn laughed and he pulled Kurt into his room.

“You were spying? Not cool. But holy shit! He is amazing! And he likes me, Finn. He actually likes me. And he is such a good kisser” Kurt said and a smile spread across his face.

“Aww! Kurtie is in love” Finn sang and Kurt threw a pillow at him “Owww! Abuse! Abuse!” He yelled and Kurt started to hit him with a pillow. They both laughed really hard and stayed up all night talking about his date.

“Do you love him?” Finn said as he turned off the light int he room that they shared. Kurt loved sharing a room with his best friend but he had to admit that Finn was the biggest slob ever!

“I don’t know, Finn. But I really like him. I think I could love him someday. But its too early now.” Kurt replied and he closed his eyes. He was really tired and it was about 12 am.

Buzz! Buzz!

Kurt picked up his phone and saw: 1 New text from Blaine :)

He opened it and it said....

Hey! I just got home!Well, i just wanted to say goodnight! I had the best time with you and im looking forward to next time ;)
nighty night! <3

Kurt smiled and held his phone to his heart. Even though he didnt want to admit it too Finn just yet, he was totally in love with Blaine anderson. He fell into a deep sleep and whenhe woke up the next morning, he felt better than he ever had. Him and Blaine went on a date every night that weekend. And they texted eachother every second of the day. They were both falling really hard for eachother. Even though Blaine made Kurt feel good, he still felt bad about himself. He still hated himself and he still felt the need too cut. He hadn’t been cutting since Blaine came into his life but his day at school was horrible and he needed a release. He pulled out his makeup bag and dug out the razor blade. He locked himself in his bathroom. He put the blade to his pale skin and dragged the razor along his wrist, making a large wound along it. He hissed in pain but the pain felt good today. He suddenly forgot about all the problems he was having. He felt stronger. He felt in control again. He bandaged up the wound and made his way back into his room. He had a date with Blaine again tonight. Finn helped him out with his outfit and he drove over to Blaine's house. Blaine's parents were away for the weekend and they wanted to be alone. As soon as he got there, Blaine pulled him inside the house and pushed him up against the door. Apparently, he loved doing that. They kissed a little bit and then they walked up to Blaine's room, giggling the whole way. He pushed Kurt onto the bed and straddled him. He kissed his jaw and made his way down his body. Then he grabbed onto Kurt's wrist and put them over his head. Kurt hissed in pain.

"Sorry, what happened?" Blaine said and he released his wrists and Kurt sat up.

"Nothing. Lets just continue" He said and he pulled Blaine in for another kiss. Blaine pulled away.

"Kurt, can I see your wrists, please?" Blaine said and he got off of Kurt.

"Kurt slwoly pulled up his sleeve and Blaine gasped.

"You cut yourself?"