
June 16, 2013, 12:16 a.m.
June 16, 2013, 12:16 a.m.
Blaine was terrified, what if he wasn't good enough for Kurt? What if Kurt decided that once he had sex with Blaine that he didn't want him anymore? Blaine knew he was being ridiculous, Kurt loved him, he would never think any of those things, but as he entered Kurt's apartment he was almost hyperventilating at the thought of not having Kurt.
"aine! Blaine! Can you hear me?" Blaine opened his eyes, immediately seeing the gorgeous blue of Kurt's eyes.
"Sorry, must have blanked out there for a minute!" He felt embarrassed that Kurt had found him wrapped in his own thoughts, and quickly decided to focus more on the task at hand than worrying about the thoughts currently going round in his mind.
"You do know we don't have to do this if you don't want to don't you?" Kurt was looking at Blaine with such care and love in his eyes that Blaine just felt like crying right there on the spot, and it was that care and concern that made Blaine's decision for him, he was going to make love with Kurt tonight, and it was going to be amazing. Reaching up to cup Kurt's face with his hand, he kissed him softly on the lips, nothing there but love and trust.
"I know, but I want to, there is something you should know though. I haven't fully been with a guy before, I mean, I've done stuff, but never done, well, it"
He ducked his head, waiting for Kurt to start laughing at his inexperience, what he didn't expect however was the hand that lifted his chin up, and he was once again looking deep into Kurt's eyes. The next words out of Kurt's mouth shocked him the most though.
"Me either, I mean yes, I've had boyfriends, and yes, we've done stuff, but I always knew I wanted to wait for the right person, and I see you as that person Blaine." Blaine leaned forward kissing Kurt, he felt the same way, of course, but to hear Kurt say it, well that was another feeling altogether.
The innocent kiss they were sharing soon turned passionate though, and before Blaine could get his head around anything, he was pushing Kurt lightly up against the wall in his living room. Just as he was about to suggest taking things to the bedroom, Toola, Kurt's cat decided now was the time to wind around their legs, clearly looking for food.
Both men burst out laughing, breaking any passion that had built between them. Kurt reached down, petting Toola and detaching himself from Blaine to go and get some food for her. Blaine took the opportunity to take a few a deep breaths, looking around the apartment. He took his shoes off and placed his jacket over the back of the couch.
Kurt returned a few minutes later, smiling gently at Blaine. "Why don't we watch a movie? Then we'll just see where the night takes us?" Blaine had never loved Kurt more, he quite clearly could sense Blaine's nerves, and was doing everything to make Blaine feel at ease.
They settled in watching the movie, Blaine would never be able to tell you what movie they were actually watching, too caught up in glancing at Kurt every couple of minutes, loving the feel of Kurt's warm solid body beside him. His mind started to wander; what would it be like to have Kurt underneath him, a sheen of sweat over his body, moaning in pleasure?
Kurt's chuckle pulled him out of his daydream. "Need some help with that?" Blaine looked to where Kurt was pointing, his cock was quite clearly hard, and was visible in the tight grey slacks he was wearing. Normally Blaine would have felt ashamed of the fact he was hard, but as it was he just winked at Kurt. "Actually, yes, know anyone who would be willing?"
Playing along, Kurt moved so he was sat with his legs either side of Blaine's lap, kissing his way slowly up Blaine's chest and jaw. Blaine couldn't stop the moan that escaped his throat, Kurt was honestly the sexiest man he had ever laid his eyes on. He had a natural type of sexiness, he knew he was sexy but didn't play on it.
"Bedroom, please Blaine, I need to be able to feel you, please?"
Blaine picked Kurt up, carrying him effortlessly into his bedroom. Making sure the cat was safely outside, he shut Kurt's bedroom door. The clicking of the door seemed to unleash something in both of them, there was a very feral need for each other. Clothes going flying at every angle, until they were lay on Kurt's bed, facing each other completely naked.
Blaine moved so he was lying on top of Kurt, the touch of their cocks making both men groan and arch into the touch. "Kurt, where is the-" Kurt seemed to know what Blaine was trying to say, pointing him in the direction of the bedside cabinet. Blaine reached blindly out, opening to drawer and feeling inside, he was starting to get a bit frustrated, when his hand closed upon the small bottle he was looking for.
"Blaine, please, I need you inside me, please" Wow, Kurt sounded wrecked like this, he was lay there, hair everywhere, eyes hooded, and to Blaine he had never been more beautiful. Blaine wanted to take his time with this, this wasn't just a quick fuck and leave, this was two men, totally in love connecting with one another.
He started kissing up Kurt's pale torso, making sure to pay extra attention to Kurt's nipples, rewarding him with a loud breathy moan. Whilst making his path up Kurt's chest, he opened the lube bottle and poured some onto his fingers, being careful to warm it up. He pressed his finger lightly against Kurt's entrance, not entering him just yet.
"Blaine, I'm not a porcelain doll, just get your fingers into me already!" Wow, okay, horny Kurt is scary Kurt, noted, Blaine thought to himself, slowly slipping the first finger into Kurt, he pumped in and out a few times, before Kurt was begging him for more. Blaine was careful to go as slowly as possible, not wanting to hurt Kurt, he soon had 3 fingers pumping into Kurt.
"Blaine, enough prep, please just get inside me!" "Okay, yeah, I can do that, yeah" Blaine was nervous, but with Kurt looking as amazing as he did right now, he happily obliged to Kurt's request.
Lubing his cock up, he lined it up with Kurt's entrance. "Please Kurt, you must tell me if I'm hurting you, promise me?" Kurt nodded at Blaine. "I love you" Pushing into Kurt was the single most amazing moment in his life, the point where he and Kurt were no longer two separate people, but one. He froze when he had pushed right into the hilt, waiting for Kurt's signal to continue.
After a few agonizing seconds he heard Kurt's breathless "Move" and started to move slowly in and out. The pleasure was intense, it felt warm and tight, and extremely intimate. After a couple of minutes of thrusting, Kurt started to push back towards him, clearly enjoying it. "Blaine, I'm sorry, I'm not going to last much longer"
"That's okay baby, come whenever you're ready" He changed his angle slightly and as he did Kurt screamed louder than Blaine had ever heard before, coming across both their stomach's. Feeling Kurt's walls clench around him Blaine followed Kurt over the edge, screaming through his own orgasm.