We arrived at Dalton and I was amazed at the sheer size of the school. Blaine held my hand and walked me up the stairs around the corner to the dorm rooms. He led to the last room on the right and stepped in front the door before opening it, "This is my bachelor chalet, therefore anything you see was here before I met you. No judgment." he held up his pinky for me to lock.
I rolled my eyes, "Okay Blaine, I'm sure its not bad." I said locking my pinky with his as he opened the door. Jeff was sitting on his bed and jumped up right away when Blaine and I came in.
"Hey Kurt, great to see you again. " He shook my hand and smiled, "Thanks for coming Blaine, sorry about delaying your trip." they began to talk about the performance and new sponsor as I looked around the room. Blaine had a bookshelf above his bed along with posters and pictures he has collected over the years. At his desk there were three photos, I let go of his hand and took a closer look. Haley Williams, Katy Perry and Brittney spears, I covered my mouth to hide my laughter but Blaine already saw.
"I can smell your judgment from here." he said, he walked over to me, "Its fierce, feminine, and phenomenal, they are my idols." he said looking at the lovely collage with me. "I am going to run down stairs for about twenty minutes go over some harmonizing ideas, want come or judge me some more?" he asked in a teasing tone.
"I think I'm going to stay up here," I said giving him a kiss, "And I'm not judging you, I'm admiring you individuality." He snorted and walked away out the door leaving it cracked.
I looked at the contents on his desk, few sheets of math work along with a half finished English essay. I sat on his bed looking at more of his picture cut outs along with the pictures of him and his friends. I felt like I was looking at a shrine to Johnny Depp, midnight showing tickets to see his movies, article clippings, I couldn’t stop laughing. Blaine never told me he loved Johnny Depp.
I held back my laughter and looked at the photographs of him and Quinn, Wes, Nick, Jeff, and along with a few other people I didn’t recognize. He had a picture of him and an older guy, I assumed it was Cooper, he had the same facial features as Blaine, only with his mothers soft blue eyes, Blaine held a certificate of participation at a singing completion smiling boldly. He was very young, and looked so innocent. I couldn’t help but wonder what Cooper could have done to get his family so rallied up.
I glanced down and noticed a red notebook between Blaine's bed and the wall. I picked it up and opened it. it was his journal, I shouldn't have read it but with and opening like 'I dreamt about him again' I couldn’t exactly stop.

August 13, 2012
I dreamt about him again. The man with the blue eyes, he was sitting across from me drinking coffee asking me about my funny scar. Maybe its my subconscious telling me to stop listening to Fun before bed and Cooper would come back soon. but after 5 years of nothing its nearly impossible. Maybe the blue eyed man is someone new. I love meeting new people.

August 25,2012
Everything is getting out of control, my dreams are coming true again. Dad threw me out and I met a man with blue eyes. I never dreamt about falling in love with Kurt but its happening. He is amazing but if that much is coming true then what do I do about bloodsucking part. there is no way vampires are real so I should worry about the faceless monster attacking Kurt.

August 27, 2012
Yes, these dreams are premonitions. Its no longer a question to ponder. Kurt is a vampire, I have no idea what to do next. Last night I dreamt I was nearly killed. beaten to death while on a walk. The dreams aren't exact they just happen then I compare them to real life. This is all too weird. I just wish there was a way to make it all stop.

August 29, 2012
I lied to Kurt about my dream. The wolves were closing in on us and Kurt couldn’t help me. I should have told him but I wasn’t sure if that was a dream or a premonition. it feels weird writing that down. premonitions are things that make hit TV shows on SciFi Chanel not things I dream about that scare the crap out of me. I don’t think this one was real... but only time can tell.

August 30, 2012
Its Kurt's birthday and I dreamt about him and this woman eating dinner, later he tells me he is catching up with a friend. Am I dreaming about my self or about the people I care about because it seems less real when I dream about other people. Does it make me psychic? I need to find some one to talk to about this. I want to talk to Kurt I really do but everything I start I just can't seem to get the words out.

September 1, 2012
That's it, I'm not sleeping anymore. I refuse to play victim to my friends demise. I don't care what I have to do, I just wont put up with this dream crap anymore. Its all fake!

September 3, 2012
This was a dream. It had to have been. Kurt wouldn’t leave me. He swears he never will. This was a dream. I think I will tell Rachel. She has an ability, (Should I call this an ability?) she will understand how it feels to have this weight of real or not real over her shoulders. Yeah she will be perfect to tell. I just have to find the right time.

September 7, 2012
The faceless monster returns, he just killed my father. Kurt attacked him and dragged him away but I still watched it dismember my father. Sure I hate the man but that should never come true. I always thought being about to see the future would help. But its just scary especially because I cant do anything about it.

I stared at the words utterly shocked that he was keeping this from me. He wants to tell me, I shouldn’t rush him. I could always see if he did get around to asking Rachel for help. He has been dreaming about me since before we met and the other night on the phone he dreamt his fathers death. No wonder he never wants to sleep.

I closed the book and tucked it back between his bed as foot steps echoed down the hall. Blaine peered in the door, "Did you find something you didn’t like?" he asked.
I shook my head no looking at the book then to him. "are you ready to go?"
He stepped in front of me and took my hands swaying a bit as he spoke, "Yes, we finished faster then I thought. And its so easy, Uptown Girl, the sponsor has a thing for Billy Joel. I'll learn it all in a day." he paused looking at me noticing I'm still upset. "Kurt, what is it?"
He'll tell me, there is no reason for him to hold it back. He just needs time. "Johnny Depp? Really, Brad Pitt is way cuter." I said looking at his pictures.
"I argued with Nick about the same thing, Johnny Depp was Crybaby."
"and Brad Pitt played a vampire."
"Touch�." Blaine laughed pulling me to my feet, "but so was Johnny Depp," he kissed me and led the way out. He began to hum Empire State of Mind as we left Dalton, his excitement was the push I needed to set this dream journal aside for the day and enjoy New York.