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Oct. 22, 2012, 11:22 a.m.


The Nervous Mind Of Love: Your Hand Is Touching Mine


T - Words: 5,668 - Last Updated: Oct 22, 2012
Story: Closed - Chapters: 11/? - Created: Jul 12, 2012 - Updated: Oct 22, 2012
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Author's Notes: Holy Mother of Lilith! this took forever to write and you can see why 5600+ word. Well its is very much so worth the very long read, i didnt think i will be writing anything this long again....
November 26, 2009.

Blaine was taking the exit off the high way to get to Kurt's house for the weekend. Thanksgiving, Blaine usually goes to New York with to spend it with Cooper eating Chinese food and watching a House marathon. Yet this weekend he packed a tie to eat with Kurt's family. Kurt took Blaine's hand and gave him a squeeze.

"Don't worry, they'll love you." Kurt said, "even with the creepy bruised cheek.

Blaine laughed, and rolled his eyes. Earlier that week Blaine fought with some one from another pack. Blaine told Kurt he fell, it was a glorious story about a wet floor in one of the kids he tutored home.

"Its not as bad as yesterday." Blaine said looking in the review mirror at his black and purple cheek.

"Yes it is, its worse." Kurt said leaning over kissing Blaine's cheek, "take East Park street til it turns left."

"I remember how to get to your house, its just past the train tracks in the neighborhood with the big park." Blaine said turning to get off on park.

Kurt smiled and sat back in his seat but still held Blaine free hand. Blaine was nervous, it had been years since he saw Burt and Kurt just told him they were dating. Blaine was worried he'd get the talk while Burt cleans a gun or something.

"Your dad doesn't own a gun or anything does he?" Blaine asked as they passed the rail road tracks.

"Stop, you're being silly, of course he doesn't own a gun, he's a congressman." Kurt laughed.

"He's still scary." Blaine said turning onto the street.

"You haven't seen him in three years. He's a softy now." Kurt said as the car pulled to a stop in front of the house. "Looks like everyone is home."

Blaine turned off the car and Kurt eagerly got out. Blaine looked at his face and sighed before stepping out. He pulled his duffle bag from the back seat and walked up the driveway standing beside Kurt as they walked in.

"Dad Carol, I'm home!" Kurt yelled.

"In the living room." Carol replied. Kurt put Blaine bag in the den and took his hand leading the way to the living room. Blaine swallowed hard as he heard the news on the TV and they emerged through the door.

Carol stood up with a grin, "oh Kurt it feels like forever since I've seen you." She cooed giving him a big hug.

"Carol I was here last week." Kurt laughed.

Carol let him go and looked at Blaine smiling, "its nice to finally meet you Blaine. Kurt didn't tell me you were this cute."

"Carol!" Kurt hissed but she ignored him. She wrapped Blaine in a warm hug that made him smile. Its been a long time since a woman hugged him like this, it was more then nice it was perfect. "Are you boys thirsty or hungry, Finn bought pizza for dinner."

"I'm fine, thank you." Blaine said.

"Don't worry, I'll get it." Kurt replied, "where's dad?"

"We though you would be another hour so he took a nap. I'll go wake him." Carol said.

"No its fine, I want to show Blaine his room and get settled first." Kurt said. "We won't be gone long."

Kurt dragged Blaine back through the kitchen grabbing two coke zeros before heading into the den. Blaine grabbed his bag then followed Kurt up the stairs. Kurt opened the first door on the right and flicked the light on, "Your room for the next 3 days and 3 nights." Kurt said as Blaine stood by his side.

"Can you sleep three nights with out me right beside you?" Blaine whispered in Kurt's ear.

"Lucky for us, bathrooms are jack and Jill. I'll come in if I need you." Kurt said back.

Blaine smiled and took off his jacket and scarf setting it on the end of the bed. "Can I see your room?" Blaine asked.

Kurt took his hand and led him through the bathroom with three doors and walked into his room, "tada, its nothing special."

Blaine walked around looking at the Lady GaGa poster on the wall, and the pictures of Kurt and his friends in the huge wall bookcase. There was a picture of them from the Sadie Hawkins Dance sitting beside a picture of them now from sectionals. Blaine thought it was very sweet.

"I like your room." Blaine said walking over to Kurt placing his hands at Kurt hips.

"Glad its been approved." Kurt said sarcastically pulling Blaine back into the guess room. Kurt grabbed his soda and took a sip, "unpack your stuff I'm going to see if Finn is here."

Blaine watched Kurt leave before swiftly hanging his shirts in the closet and rolling his boxers and pants into the drawers. He walked out the bedroom and heard Kurt's voice down the hall; Blaine followed the hall to who he assumed was Finn, Kurt's stepbrothers.

"Well my boyfriend is here. Don't say anything rude or inappropriate and if he doesn't want to talk about something drop it or I will tell Rachel what you do when you should be practicing." Kurt threatened.

"Whelp that's my cue. See you Sunday Finn, by Kurt." Puckerman said as Blaine stepped in the door frame.

It was him, the new guy at fight club Monday night. Blaine squinted his eyes at him as Puck did the same thing. Then both boys gave each other a subtle nod. It couldn't have been scene to the average person but of course, Kurt was above average.

The fight was close, its been a while since Blaine had any competition and Puck gave it his all. Blaine left with a brushed cheek and a sore body but Puck had a black eye and fat lip with questionably bruised ribs. No one said anything it was almost ironic to have both them in the same room and not connect the two fights.

"Puck Finn, this is my boyfriend Blaine, babe this is my step brother Finn and his best friend puck." Kurt said.

"Nice to meet you dude." Finn said tossing his controller to the side and standing up. Blaine felt like a child compared to this 6'4 beast.

Blaine stepped out of the way to let puck and Finn out, not saying anything as he watched puck walk down the stairs.

"How do you know puck?" Kurt asked closing Finns door.

"I don't know if I do, he has one of those faces you know." Blaine lied smoothly.

"Time to see dad now." Kurt changed the subject. He didn't forget, he just put it on the back burner while leading the way down stairs. Burt was in the living room now as college football announcer echoed all the way down the hall. Kurt winked at Blaine before walking into the room.

"Hey dad." He said full of cheer and happiness. Burt turned his head and looked at his son smiling warmly. Then he saw Blaine, it was sock at first then anger then acceptance. Burt stood up to get a better look at Blaine.

"You remember Blaine right," Kurt said.

"I though you were bringing your boyfriend." Burt said to Kurt.

"This is my boyfriend dad," Kurt said nudging Blaine to say something.

"Hello sir." Blaine said in a shaky voice holding his hand out. Burt took his hand and shook it.

"What happened to your face?" Burt let go of Blaine's hand and crossed his arms.

"I fell." Blaine lied confidently. He felt the lies piling up and was wondering when and who would catch them.

"Must have been one hell of fall." Burt muttered returning to his seat. "LSU game from Sunday, don't tell me the score if you've seen it."

"I missed this one, playing the tar heels right." Blaine said giving Kurt a soft smile before sitting on the couch to talk sports with Burt.

Kurt disappeared to the kitchen and saw Carol applying the final touches to the Turkey. Carol smiled warmly at him, "how long have you two been together?"

"Technically since the 11th," Kurt said and looked over his shoulder before leaning close Carol, "but he was my first boyfriend. He moved away and we never saw each other until I transferred to Dalton."

"So the new school is good," Carol asked.

"Its great, I guess the classes are harder but Blaine helps me. And I'm in the glee club, I've got good friends. Its almost surreal." Kurt explained.

"I'm glad, would you do me a favor and pass me the bay leaves."

That night Blaine tossed and turned restlessly in bed looking at the bathroom door waiting for Kurt to come in but he quickly got tired of waiting and snuck into Kurt's room.

"Babe, are you awake." Blaine asked closing the door.

"No," Kurt replied rolling over and looking at Blaine bright eyes in the darkness.

Blaine smiled, "then you won't notice me seek under the covers with you." Blaine whispered as he crawled into bed.

"I guess not." Kurt said pulling Blaine close for a kiss. "You should go back to your room." Kurt said on Blaine lips.

"Only if you come with me." Blaine mumbled while kissing Kurt. He moved to lay on Kurt running his fingers though his hair. Blaine pulled away from Kurt and just looked at him.

"Okay you can stay for a while." Kurt said slightly out of breath.

Blaine smiled and continued to kiss Kurt moving to his cheek and neck, "Blaine," Kurt moaned. Blaine loved to hear Kurt moan like that, it got him so excited.

"No hickies," Kurt managed to get out causing Blaine to slowly pull away.

"I wasn't going to put them where anyone could see." Blaine whispered in Kurt's ear nipping at his ear lobe.

"I almost believe you." Kurt said, Blaine slipped from on top of Kurt to lay right beside him keeping his leg over him protectively almost. He took Kurt's hand and let the other trace Kurt's collar bone.

"Almost, now I am going to give you one." Blaine leaned towards his neck but Kurt giggled and moved back.

"Be quiet, if you wake up Finn then he will wake my parents." Kurt said.

"I am quiet, your the one giggling." Blaine teased.

Kurt kissed him cutting off the last word. "Go back to your room." He ordered with a smile.

"No, I'll be good." Blaine wined pulling the covers up over his head.

Kurt pulled them down and stared at Blaine. "Why did you come in here?"

"My room is cold." Blaine said but Kurt gave him a septic look. "Really, I'm always cold, can I please stay in here."

Kurt put his hand on Blaine's bruised cheek and shook his head no. Blaine wrapped his arms around Kurt and held him close burring his face into Kurt's chest, Kurt sighed and ran his fingers through Blaine hair.

"Goodnight love." Kurt murmured.

November 27, 2009

Blaine was standing in front of the mirror adjusting his tie when Burt knocked on his door. Blaine looked at him and smiled, "yes sir?"

"I just came to check on you," he said standing behind Blaine in the mirror.

"Thanks again for letting me come over. Its been a long time since I enjoyed a thanksgiving dinner that doesn't have fortune cookies for dessert." Blaine smiled looking at Burt through the mirror.

"Well Carol already said if you wanted to come for Christmas you're more then welcome." Burt said.

"I'll have to see, I might go to New York." Blaine turned to look at Burt, they heard Kurt's laugh resonate up the stairs.

"Its been a long time since I heard him laugh like that. We only sent him to Dalton because the bullying became too much, you're keeping an eye on him right?"

"Of course, but Dalton has a zero tolerance for violence. He's safe there." Blaine said.

"Then how'd you get the bruise?" Burt asked causing the color to fade from Blaine face, "I know a right hook when I see one, I'm going to guess Kurt has no idea."

"It wasn't on purpose, just guys having fun." Blaine mumbled, "I promise Kurt would never get in the middle of this."

"Good, lets keep this a secret between us, but god so help me, you hurt him and a bruised cheek will look like grace land."

Blaine swallowed hard, "yes sir I would never." Burt raised his hand and shook his head silencing Blaine.

"At dinner we go around the table and say what were thankful for, just a bit of a warning so you're not put on the spot." Burt walked out the door just as Kurt stepped to the door.

Kurt walked in and raised an eyebrow, "what was that?"

Blaine was conflicted, just those moments with Burt made him realize hiding the fight club was lying and Kurt deserved to know everything. But he was afraid of what Kurt would do or say when he found out.

"Your dad terrifies me." Blaine managed to get out. Kurt bit his bottom lip and held back his laughter.

"Oh he gave you the talk." Kurt said as Blaine took his hand.

"I have to tell you something." Blaine said in a serious voice.

"Can it wait? I came up here to bring you down for dinner." Kurt said.

"Yeah, I'll tell you later." Blaine looked at their fingers interlocked and sighed. The same hand that gave puck the fat lip was gently holding on to Kurt. Could it wait? Because now it felt like a thousand pound weight was thrown over his shoulders every step they took it grew heavier.

Kurt led the way down the stairs into the kitchen where Finn was already seated Carol was bringing the last of the food to the table and Burt was filling glasses with soda and his and carols with red wine.

Everyone gave wistful smiled as they took their seats at the beautifully decorated table.

"I guess I will go first." Burt started looking at the faces around the table. "I'm thankful for the frequent flyer miles I've gotten since becoming congress man. I'm thankful for my beautiful wife, my two wonderful son." Burt said.

" I'm thankful for this whole family, this is our first of many full Hummel Hudson thanksgiving dinner. I'm also thankful for the football scholarship I got to attend IL state." Finn.

"I'm thankful for a big full table this year, my life has changed in the last year and a half and I couldn't ask for more. I'm also thankful for Kurt bring his boyfriend Blaine, you are welcome here when ever you please." Carol said, sending a wink at Blaine smiling warmly.

"I am thankful for my father, you will always be my hero dad and I love that you are a congressman. I am thankful for carol, even after spending all day making this wonderful meal, you agreed to come with me black Friday shopping." Kurt smiled, "I'm thankful for my little big brother, I'm older then you by 3 months but your tall then me by 7 inches, so I guess its a draw on who's the big brother. I'm very thankful for Blaine, and my new life at Dalton. Everything is falling to place for my future, and I'm thank full that NYADA accepts late applications." Kurt said turning to Blaine to listen to him.

"Well for starters I'm thankful for Burt, raising a perfect son is hard and doing it alone is even harder but you did it. And carol for inviting me to dinner making is delicious meal. And finally Kurt, you brighten my days and make me stronger then I've ever been, I'm so thankful for you being back in my life, at the best timing possible too." Blaine said.

"Lets dig in." Burt announced.

Blaine enjoyed dinner so much telling Kurt everything else slipped his mind. It wasn't until he woke up from a nightmare he remembered but by then Kurt was seeking into his room to tell him bye while he went to stand in line and shop. Blaine sat up to talk to Kurt, "be careful, and safe." Blaine said as Kurt sat in his lap and draped his hands over Blaine neck.

"I will be, this is like my last black Friday ever, because there is no way I'm going out Friday in new York." Kurt promised.

"Okay, I love you. Have fun." Blaine kissed him gingerly.

"Get some rest okay." Kurt said as he stood up.

"I can't sleep without you." Blaine confessed.

"Try," Kurt whispered as he left the room.

November 28, 2009

When Kurt came home that morning with bags on top of bags of cloths he didn't care who saw him go into Blaine room and curl up right beside him. Blaine wasn't quite sleep so he felt Kurt right away.

"Beat up any old ladies for a duvet?" He asked softly brushing Kurt's hair off his forehead.

Kurt let out a soft laugh, "nope, but I got really cute jeans for you." He let his eyes shut and the smile fade off his face as he fell asleep. Blaine kissed his temple and tried to sleep right beside him.

Carol walked in Blaine's room to see if he was hungry, she was surprised to see Kurt there fast asleep beside him. She pulled a blanket from the cabinet and draped it over Kurt and smiled at the two boys. She left shutting the door behind her glad that Kurt finally had someone to love. She did like her step son and curl led up next to Burt and fell asleep.

After lunch Kurt and Blaine went out for a walk around the neighbor hood to talk. Blaine had horrible butterflies and his heart was pounding in his throat, he was terrified of Kurt reaction to his weekly fights.

"Fall is my favorite season, the crisp air and the colors the leaves change too. It perfect cuddling weather." Kurt said scooting closer to Blaine taking his arm.

"Yeah, I like spring more, same concept, the colors and the crispness." Blaine smiled.

"But there no cuddle time in the spring." Kurt smiled as they turned a street the house returning to view. Their was a park bench across the street and Blaine stopped Kurt.

"I need to tell you something, can we go sit?" Blaine could look at Kurt confused face so he led the way staring at the bench thinking of ways to word everything without sounding insane.

"What is it Blaine?" Kurt asked as they sat. Blaine stared at the ground taking a deep breath before looking at Kurt.

"I lied, I didn't fall and get this bruise, I was in a fight. And that puck guy was the guy I fought with."

"What?" Kurt was upset and Blaine was only just starting. "Why would you fight Noah Puckerman?“

Blaine swallowed and looked away, "because he wanted to, he's going around fighting all the leaders, I doubt you care why." Kurt let go of Blaine hand and just stared. Blaine almost wanted to know what was going on in his head but knew it would hurt too much.

"I don't understand." Kurt said each word separately.

"I can't tell you, its the first two rules, but I can't lie to you either. I started and run Dalton's fight club. Were about 30 guys come every week to fight each other." A strange sound came out of Kurt mouth but Blaine decided to just keep talking. "Its almost like therapy the way we let everything out, I mean we have strict rules and I am the leader and I make sure everything is going accordingly, I also fight new members."

"Why would you all of you do that. You can get hurt, you did get hurt." Kurt said flustered.

"Kurt I haven't lost a fight all year, and this is the first time for me to have a bruise in months."

"You have to stop," Kurt looked at Blaine with cold eyes.

"I can't."

"You can't or you won't?" Kurt's voice was hard and unforgiving.

Blaine didn't answer him and it killed him to stay quite. Blaine loved Kurt, but he wasn't going to stop everything to be with him, the cutting was understandable, and when Blaine does feel like doing it he just talks to Kurt. But when he is angry or fed up he needs his fight club, he loves that sense of fear in the air when he walked into the parking garage. He never wants that with Kurt, not once piece of it.

Kurt stood up and walked away from Blaine, "Kurt wait." Blaine called but Kurt ignored him and walked quickly to the house just as a car pulled up. Blaine ran to catch up with him. "Kurt please don't go." Blaine pleated reaching for Kurt's hand.

Kurt turned around and stared at Blaine then looked at his cheek, "I can't Blaine, I have nothing to say to you right now that won't make things worse so please leave me alone."

"Kurt, Blaine? No one told me you would be here." Rachel over exuberant tone interrupted them as they both put a poker face on and smiled at her.

She ran into Kurt's arm giving him a tight hug before giving Blaine a friendly squeeze.

"Hey Rachel, its great to see you." Blaine said his eyes lingering on Kurt.

"I just came to get Finn for a little party Mercedes is throwing, you two want to come?" Rachel asked.

"I'm like five minutes from a turkey coma, I'm heading to bed." Blaine said and looked at Kurt hoping he would say no so they could finish talking.

"I'd love to go. I haven't seen all the new directions in the same room since I transfer. I'll wait in the car." Kurt said not even looking at Blaine as he got into the back seat. Blaine didn't even make an ordeal about it with Rachel, he just walked into the house and got up stairs before anyone would say a thing. He closed the door and just stood their numb almost except for the beat of his heart. He could feel it as if it were in his mouth. His tongue bounced rhythmically as he took selective steps onto his bed. He stripped down to his boxers and tank and lied in bed wishing he had someone to talk to. Cooper didn't known and if he did who's to say he wouldn't react the same way.

Blaine tried to see it the way Kurt did but it didn't make sense, he understood the getting hurt part but it was still very strange and Blaine just wanted to talk.

He let his eyes close and hoped sleep would come wash the pain away. But it never did.

Kurt came home pretty late, Blaine was on the couch watching TV with carol when he came in. He didn't say anything to them, he just went up stairs and shut his bedroom door.

Carol gave a loud yawn and said, "I think I'm ready for bed."

"Good night carol." Blaine said warmly giving her a hug and turning off the TV. He went up stairs and knocked on Kurt's door. He waited a second but Kurt didn't say anything so Blaine tried to open it and it was locked. Blaine pressed his forehead to the door and heard drawers opening and closing like Kurt was looking for something, Blaine gave up and went into his room. He couldn't sleep knowing Kurt was really mad at him. He sat and listened to music while playing solitaire on his iPod.

It was a little after one when Blaine heard Kurt throwing up. Blaine jumped up and opened the bathroom door seeing Kurt hunched over. "Kurt?" Blaine said as the foul smell of alcohol and vomit resonated through the room.

Kurt flushed the toilet and wiped his mouth. "We all have secrets right." He barely got out. Blaine was so confused and hurt he walked into the bathroom and tried to help Kurt up. Kurt swatted his hand a way, "I'm fine," he slurred using the wall and sink to help him up. Blaine's heart was breaking at Kurt drunken condition, Kurt stumbled his way back into the desk. Blaine walked in and took a cup from the counter smelling it catching a overwhelming scent of vodka, "Kurt, what is all of this. how much have you had?" Blaine said causing Kurt to stare daggers into Blaine.

"Leave me alone," Kurt barley got out as he closed his eyes and started to feel woozy.

"No Kurt, you need to sleep this off." Blaine said looking at the half empty bottle.

"Shut up, you don't get to tell me what I can't have Mr. fight club." Kurt hissed.

"So that's what this is about, you're mad at me so you put this garbage into your body?"

"Well its better then hurting other people," Kurt reached for the bottle but Blaine was faster and took it. "Goddamnit Blaine, give it to me."

"No, I can't believe you would do this,"

"News flash Blaine I'm not perfect!" Kurt said running his hands over his face, "fine keep that, its not like I don't have more." He said standing up and stumbling to his closet. Blaine sat the drink and cup down and followed after Kurt. Kurt opened his closet door and reached around for the string of the light with little success.

"Kurt stop," Blaine said taking Kurt's hand from the air.

"I don't want to stop, Blaine. I want to drink and drink until I am flying and I don't have to worry about you and what you and your demons." Kurt cried falling to his knees in the closet.

Blaine knew exactly what he was saying and it hurt. It hurt so bad to know that he worries Kurt to the point of drinking to calm him down.

"Kurt, I'm sorry." Blaine started. He leaned down and wiped the tears from his cheeks. Kurt shook his head no but fell into Blaine chest to cry. Blaine threw Kurt's arms around his neck and picked him up to move him to the bed. He sat him down gently and saw Kurt stopped crying.

"Go away, you're not suppose to see me like this." Kurt stammered before closing his eyes again and biting back tears. Blaine made the choice of ignoring Kurt's wishes long enough to help him take his cloths off and tucked him in to bed.

Blaine stood up to leave but Kurt wouldn't let go of his hand, "do you want me to stay or to go?" Blaine asked Kurt softly.

"I don't know." Kurt said on the verge of tears. "I just don't want to be alone," he said. Blaine didn't like this side of Kurt, it hurt to see his love doing this to him self. Blaine sat at the edge of the bed and pushed Kurt's hair back.

"I'll stay until you fall asleep." He said, Kurt muttered okay and held Blaine hand closing his eyes.

Kurt was sleep but Blaine didn't want to leave, Blaine never expected this to happen. He found Kurt's flaw. He saw Kurt as the most perfect boy in the world and tonight that image was crushed. Blaine pulled the desk chair right beside the bed and just watched Kurt sleep..

November 29, 2009

The sun woke Blaine up as it found his face perfectly through the crack in the blinds. Blaine looked at the clock and saw it was almost 10:30 he look over at the bed and Kurt was gone with out a note. Blaine walked down stairs and saw Carol in the den looking at her Christmas decorations.

"Hey carol, have you seen Kurt?" Blaine asked.

"He and Burt went to visit Kurt's mom, you just missed them." She replied. Blaine thanked her and returned upstairs trying to think if last night was a dream or if Kurt really fought with him. He looked in Kurt's room and saw the open bottle of gin and knew it was real. He took the bottle and emptied it in the sink before throwing it away.

He didn't have a problem with alcohol other then the fact that it brought out the worst in people. He also got alcohol poising last year with Sebastian and wouldn't wish that on his worst enemy.

He just didn't want to see Kurt hurt, and after Kurt said he had more it made Blaine worry. He had his problems, and his demons, he had no right to judge Kurt on his. They both had a lot of work to do to fix each others broken pieces. Our had done so much already for Blaine, and now Blaine knew he could help Kurt too.

Blaine took a long shower thinking about fight club and if he could really retire, or at least try to stop. He would do anything for Kurt, he just needs time.

Blaine had the car parked and was enjoying lunch while reading through his Facebook feed and replying to his brothers wall post. Kurt and Burt came in Burt going straight to his room and Kurt looking over at Blaine and smiling before disappearing upstairs. Blaine took the smile as fights over, though he didn't want to press his luck and go upstairs. Instead he finished his turkey sandwich and rinsed the plate setting it in the washer. Burt came out of his room and walk to the fridge while telling Blaine, "you boys should head out as soon as possible, its getting ready to snow." He pulled out the stuffing and turkey left overs and set them on the table.

"Yes sir. It was great seeing you again. I hope I'll see you soon." Blaine said extending his hand to shake Burt's.

"I'm sure you will. Kurt comes every other weekend, I don't see why you don't Jon him." Burt replied.

Blaine smiled as Kurt came down, "bye dad."

Burt gave his son a hug and carol walked up the stairs from the basement, "your leaving already?" She asked only seeing Kurt say bye.

"Its going to snow, the clouds have been gray all day, and it is way to calm out there." Kurt said giving carol a hug as well.

"Alright you two be safe and call when you get in," she said walking over to Blaine to give him a loving hug. "You welcome here when ever you want Blaine," carol said kissing his cheek.

Blaine left to the car looking at the over cast sky hoping it would snow. Kurt followed him and smiled, "do you have everything?" He asked calmly.

"Yup, ready to go back." Blaine responded. Kurt nodded his head and walked to the car getting in. Blaine followed after him then proceeded to leave the neighborhood. Blaine turned the radio on the news and drove out of town.

The car was quiet and as much as Blaine wanted to say something he knew staying silent was what's best. Kurt was looking out the windows and smiled, "Blaine its snowing," he exclaimed.

"First snow of the season," Blaine said pulling over to a clearing.

"What are you doing?" Our asked as Blaine scanned the radio, he found a country station and left it there. Blake Sheldon's who are up you when I'm not looking was going off when Blaine explained what he was doing.

"Come dance in the snow with me." Blaine said, Kurt smiled and got out of the car. Blaine tried the radio as lout as it got and left his door open. He pulled Kurt in close and swayed cheek to cheek to Alison Krauss when you say nothing at all.

"I love this song so much, my mom would sing it to me to put me to sleep." Kurt said singing along to Blaine. "The smile on your face lets me know that you need me. There's a truth in your eyes sayin' you'll never leave me. The touch of your hand says you'll catch me if ever I fall. You say it best when you say nothing at all." The song ended and a song by Tim McGraw started to play.

"I'm sorry," Blaine said.

"I'm sorry too, I don't like fighting with you Blaine." Kurt said relaxing more into Blaine hold.

"I don't either. But I still love you, and I am here for you if you ever need to talk, just like you're there for me. And I'm going to try to stop the fighting."

"No its fine Blaine," Kurt interrupted. "I understand, and its okay, I just need to know your safe. And thank you, I don't really know what happened yesterday, I was just upset and I started drinking at Mercedes' then got home and didn't feel like stopping."

"How long have you been drinking?" Blaine asked.

"Sophomore year, a student adult April Rhodes slipped it to me and it was really great, took my mind to a place that hurt less and helped me sleep. Then puck had a fake ID and I paid him to buy it for me." Kurt explained.

Blaine didn't saw anything, he pulled back and kissed Kurt gingerly, the song changed to need you now by lady antebellum, "I'll always love you, no matter what your feeling or what is coursing through your veins. I'm yours and you and mine." Blaine said. Kurt smiled an kissed Blaine as snow fell on top of them.

"I'm cold," Kurt said after their kiss, Blaine nodded and they returned to their cold car and turned the heat on blast as they hit to the road. Blaine hand rested inside Kurt's right where it should be.

End Notes: Did you like this? Does my Angst make you angry? want to read one of my funny stories? here is a link to Lsat Fridaty Nite to help past the time til the next update. which sneak peak Blaine is going to lose his shit! who's excited I'm excited!

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