Oct. 22, 2012, 11:22 a.m.
The Nervous Mind Of Love: You're So Lovely Like
T - Words: 3,706 - Last Updated: Oct 22, 2012 Story: Closed - Chapters: 11/? - Created: Jul 12, 2012 - Updated: Oct 22, 2012 950 0 4 0 0
Blaine woke up to the soft pitter-patter of Kurt roaming the room. He sat up and yawned slightly confused on why it smelt like pancakes.
"You're up, good." Kurt chirped smiling softly at Blaine. "I got us breakfast; the lunch lady filled me in on why you like bagel with strawberry cream cheese."
"I'm honestly surprised I even slept," Blaine yawned again, "it’s been weeks since I had a descent nights rest."
"Really? You pasted out before Meg Ryan took her top off. Then you snored all night." Kurt said sitting at the edge of his bed crossing his legs.
Blaine stood up and stretched, "come on Kurt, I've always snored." Blaine smiled walking over to the desk to grab his breakfast.
"True," Kurt smiled. "I'm going to take a shower."
Blaine waved at Kurt goodbye with his cheeks full of bagel. Blaine was very confused needless to say, he slept through the night. He hadn't done that since... ever, he always wakes up, often in a cold sweat or stuttering over the past event that relapse in his dreams. But the first night Kurt, the main component of his past, is here he has a perfect night. It was very strange and Blaine had enough thinking about it. He pushed the thoughts back and got ready.
The bathrooms were strangely empty for 7:30 in the morning and Blaine was flossing while he waited for a shower to open up. He had a towel wrapped around his hips showing his perfect frame, chiseled chest and stone cold abs not to mention the v his towel was hiding.
The bathroom door opened and Sebastian appeared in Blaine mirror. Blaine covered his chest and squealed jokingly in a high pich girly voice," Sebastian this is the E bathroom. What are you doing here?"
Sebastian laughed and walked to lean on the sink, "it’s an emergency, we have to replace Fred before sectionals, I wanted to do it after but that's no longer an option. Will you sit through auditions with me, well for me, I have lacrosse till four and tryouts start at four, I need like 20 minutes to get cleaned up." Sebastian asked.
"Yeah, I'll cover for you; do I get your gavel?" Blaine asked as one of the showers turned off.
"No," Sebastian said quickly then smiled, "its auditions, listen to a few tone deaf freshmen tell them they were great and we'll get back to them."
Kurt walked into view with a robe on and asked, "I couldn't help but overhear you need a quick replacement."
Sebastian turned his nose up at Kurt, "actually, we only need to audition for the part, club rules but they don't have to be replaced right away."
"I'd love for you to come try out though." Blaine said looking between Kurt and Sebastian.
"I'll be there, any chance I'd perform at sectionals this weekend?" Kurt asked.
"No, you'll have to learn the song, choreography and you’re harmonizing in 4 days. It’s not enough time." Sebastian said.
"I’m really good; I've performed and won with the new directions after changing the set list the day of sectionals. I learned a song and choreography 40 minutes before I performed." Kurt said disliking Sebastian more and more at every word.
"We are not sloppy like your little public school. The answer is no."
"Sebastian, major rules, we'll see Kurt," Blaine said giving Sebastian then what's wrong with you look.
"I hope you're really good." Sebastian said huffing and leaving the washroom.
"I don't like him." Kurt said to Blaine watching the door.
"He warms up; he just needs a reason to. You know innocent till proven guilty, he is guilty till proven innocent." Blaine said pushing off the sink and standing upright.
Kurt let his eyes roam Blaine's body for a noticeable second, before Kurt shrugged and walked towards the door, "well now he's guilty to me."
Kurt returned to their dorm and got dressed swiftly he had no idea when Blaine would return and as lovely as it would be, he didn't want to see Blaine naked again.
There was a sharp knock on the door while Kurt was mousrizing, "come in," Kurt called over his shoulder. Sebastian walked in with a grimace. Kurt watched him approach through the mirror then turned around to look at his cold green eyes.
"What do you want?" Kurt asked tensely.
"To give something to Blaine and to have a word with you." Sebastian said with the same fierce tone Kurt gave.
"I'm sure Blaine will be here at any moment. So say what you have to quickly." Kurt replied watching Sebastian look at things on Blaine’s desk.
"Oh Blaine take very long showers, he won’t be back for a while," Sebastian said. He looked at Kurt trying to see what Blaine sees in him but there was nothing popping out at him. He did have lovely eyes, but it didn't make up for the rest of his pale features.
Kurt was doing the exact same thing, Sebastian was not a threat. But his mind was, he knew things about Blaine the new Blaine at lease that Kurt didn't. A minor fall back he would say, but he and Blaine had something different.
"Blaine is mine," Sebastian said, "I've been here before you trying to get him all to myself and I was no, I am close to having him. You can share a room and spend time studying together but in the end he is mine."
"Does he know this? Because I'm pretty sure he likes me a whole lot more then you." Kurt said.
"Simple fallacy, Blaine is nice to all new kids. After a week he will forget about you."
"He hasn't forgotten me after 3 years. We are each other’s first, you don't forget that."
"You might be his first but I'll be his last." Sebastian adjusted his blazer and left the gavel on the desk, "back off." His final words echoed in Kurt head for a moment.
There was no way he would take a threat from some prep boy seriously, but if Blaine and Sebastian really did have something Kurt didn't want to wreck anything. Above all, he wanted Blaine happy. He knows what cheating causes, being step brothers with Finn and best friends with Quinn and Rachel, he more than knows the consequences.
He left the room before Blaine returned and sat in the study hall waiting for the bell to ring to send him to first block. He sat looking through his iPod tying to pick a song to perform. Blaine and Sebastian came around the corner laughing Sebastian patting his back before turning down the other hall. Blaine smiled at Kurt and leaned on the desk.
"I was wondering where you ran off to." Blaine said smiling softly. Kurt removed his headphones and turned his iPod off.
"I'm looking for a song to sing this afternoon." Kurt muttered passively.
Blaine patted his pockets and passed Kurt his iPod, "here, I've got tons of songs already in acoustic format, and even more that the warblers have already done. And I really want you on the team so that will give you an edge. David and Thad are also sitting through the auditions, and I'm going to stay even after Sebastian comes back, being the lead soloist of the club." Blaine laughed.
Kurt smiled and accepted the iPod then turned it on to see a picture of Blaine Sebastian, Nick, Jeff and a boy he didn't recognize as his background. He knew he could be honest and frank with Blaine so he asked, "Are you and Sebastian, seeing each other?"
Blaine snorted, "No, Sebastian and I are just friends. We had the same mentor so we hung out a lot last year; he transferred here from France last year."
Kurt smiled and stood up as the bell to class rung. He wasn't exactly sure why he cared so much, he thought that maybe deep down inside they were still little boys protecting each other. But in the end they were the special two, and with that Kurt found the song he would do.
Blaine was in his room creating an acoustic version of stolen by dashboard confessional when Kurt came in. He ate lunch with a few other warblers just trying to fit in, but left early to talk to Blaine.
"I've been wondering about campus rules." Kurt said interrupting Blaine strumming.
"It’s an open campus, you're not in jail. But the gates close at 8 Monday through Thursday. Friday and Saturday it closes at ten, and Sunday at 9. But you know me, quick means there is no curfew, I caught the guard drinking on the job and got a gate key last year." Blaine explained still strumming.
"I don't want to go out at night; I just want to grab coffee and hangout at the mall with my old friends tomorrow." Kurt explained.
"Yeah, you can do that, you're driving out to Lima?" Blaine looked at him for the first time.
"Catching a taxi, my car is in Lima," Kurt said.
"We have a parking garage you can bring your car. Or I can drive you to Lima, it’s an only hour drive and taxi men are bad company."
Kurt thought for a second before agreeing. "Do you have something to do in Lima?"
"Nope, but I want to see Men Who Stare at Goats, and I can see it in Lima." Blaine said returning to his guitar.
"Is that the ballad you're singing at sectionals?" Kurt asked sitting on his bed.
"Yes, this is what we were arguing about yesterday, Thad thinks my version of the song is better than the original, David agrees but know it’s not in my natural key." Blaine said.
"Wow, does anyone else ever get solos?" Kurt asked thinking Blaine is the male version of Rachel.
"Sebastian had one at regional’s last year, and nick has performed for the school, other than that its all me." Blaine said.
"I've never had a solo in front if an audience. I've sung sections of songs but never just me. Last I remember you were terrified of singing anywhere but your shower." Kurt said.
"My rehabilitation had a lot to do with music and art because things like that are on the right side of the brain. The left side, full of logic and crap, doesn't work that well." Blaine said putting the guitar down and walking over to his desk.
"I joined my glee club sophomore year, I thought it would help me make friends and it did." Kurt said.
"I only joined the warblers because my mentor Wes was on the team his whole family has gone here, he was the last one and he graduated last year. He was also Sebastian mentor that's how we all met. I roomed with nick freshmen and sophomore year, junior year Thad and this year you." Blaine smiled at the end.
"I'm going to rehearse my song; I'll see you in class." Kurt put his hand over Blaine's before he left.
Blaine didn’t know what he and Kurt were doing, but that touch sent him back to the murmurs of I love you in Kurt's bedroom and the kisses shared in that house. There was only one person Blaine would go to for relationship advice and as Blaine dialed him hope cooper wasn't in class.
"Hello," cooper shouted around the sounds if a bar. The noise was changing as cooper walked through the bar.
"Coop hey, are you busy?" Blaine asked hearing the now semi busy streets of New York.
"Hey little brother, long time no talk. I was just eating lunch with some first L's. What’s up?" Cooper asked. It was nearly a month since they talked but cooper is always in class and Blaine is busy with warbler and senior year.
"Cooper, the most amazing thing happened yesterday. Kurt Hummel just transferred to Dalton academy." Blaine said.
"Are you sure that’s amazing? He was your first boyfriend he knows old bushy head hobbit Blaine. Not smooth suave prep boy Blaine."
"Well, we have grown up and he is pretty perfect still. We're roommates."
"Mosel tof. You're calling me, something must be wrong."
"Nothing, well nothing serious. I just don't know what to do. I know he didn't come to Dalton to be with me that's just crazy. But there is still a spark between us, I don't know if I should fan it and start a fire."
"Is he single?" Cooper asked.
"I haven't asked, but he asked if I was seeing Sebastian so he knows I am single." Blaine said thinking about this morning.
"Not the same, have you put the move on him?"
"Not really, we watched a movie together in my bed. And he saw me naked; well I had a towel but still."
"He knows you're not a little chubby kid anymore." Cooper sighed, "You’re giving me nothing to work with here."
"We're going to be in a car for two hours tomorrow, I'm driving him to Lima, do I put my moves on him then?"
"Don't say that, you sound like a dork." Cooper laughed, "Not on the ride to Lima, but on the way back sure, put a love CD in, play a little matt nathanson radio. See if he still has feeling for you."
"Coop, you know I suck at romance."
"You've don't it once before, this time should be easier." Cooper said.
"Are you still with Erica?" Blaine changed the subject not entirely sure if he could get Kurt a second time.
"Nope, I'm dating some forty year old named Elisabeth; she is the art teacher at the high school I live next to." Blaine could hear the grin in coopers tone.
"Am I going up there for Thanksgiving?" Blaine asked actually wanting to meet this woman.
"Only if you want to, I'm not cooking and Liz has a son starting freshman year of high school, I can see if we can join her." Cooper said. "Hey Blaine I have to go, my hot wings are getting cold."
"Okay, text me about the holidays. Love you."
"Love you too." Cooper hung up and left Blaine even more confused than when he called.
"Aaron Grey," Blaine called bored to death with auditions only after thirty minutes and 8 performances.
"Hi, I will be singing Kris Allen live like you're dying." Aaron said nervously.
"When ever you're ready." Blaine said smiling on the outside dying on the inside as the amateur vocalist started.
Sebastian came in mid way through the performance and took Blaine seat and his gavel back. Blaine sat at the forth chair and tried to look optimistic.
"Thank you but I don't think you're ready to be a warbler." Sebastian said.
"You came midway through," Aaron said but Sebastian tapped his gavel.
"Try again next year." Blaine said smiling as the boy walked away. Sebastian turned to Blaine.
"Blaine doesn’t get their hopes up. That's mean, thank you for covering me though." Sebastian said. "Thank god there are only three left. Let’s hope no one sings bohemian rhapsody."
The guys laughed as a freshman walked in his legs shaking with fear. Blaine felt bad for him but he knew it took a lot of courage to at least audition; Blaine stood up and walked over to the boy.
"Hey Andrew, what do you say to making this a duet?" Blaine offered looking at the sheet music to use somebody. "Great song, you start." Blaine picked up his guitar and started strumming. The freshmen had a raspy voice that was surprisingly good; Blaine picked up at the chorus singing trying to encourage the boy to get louder.
The council clapped as the boys came to an end, "you did great, but right now we need someone with experience that can perform as soon as possible. But next year, come to the first set of tryouts and you will be on the team." Blaine said speaking to only the freshmen, he gave him a high five and sent him on his way.
"That was sweet Blaine, my favorite audition of the day." Thad said.
Kurt was walking in as Blaine was returning to his seat, they locked eyes for a moment before Kurt smiled and took a seat at the piano.
He took a deep breath and hoped this would make Sebastian jealous and Blaine remember what they had. He began playing slowly his voice quickly catching Thad's attention as his jaw dropped on the council table.
Sebastian sat back crossing his arms over his chest, Kurt was good he couldn't deny that. David was mesmerized which doesn't happen often.
Blaine knew Kurt was a great singer but it was each lyric he sung that caught his attention.
"When you're young you have this image of your life: That you'll be scrupulous and one day even make a wife. And you make boundaries you'd never dream to cross, and if you happen to you wake completely lost. But I will fight for you, be sure that I will fight until we're the special two once again." That was it, Blaine’s cue showing him Kurt wanted to be together again.
“And we will only need each other, we'll breathe together, our hands will not be taught to hold another's, when we're the special two. And we could only see each other, we'll bleed together, these arms will not be taught to need another, ‘Cause we were the special two."
Kurt finished singing and the council was speechless. "Thank you, we'll get back to you." Sebastian said the same thing he did to the others only this time the council shot a look at them, Blaine just watched Kurt leave. The door didn’t even hit the frame before Thad started.
"He's the one, plus he has performed more times than I have I front of all sorts of crowds, he has been on TV twice, and he has a voice on an angel." Thad said.
"I agree with Thad, we need him." David said.
"No, we said no replacements this week." Sebastian said.
"He can be our secret weapon at sectionals," David said.
"No, we already have the set list finalize and to rearrange him into the 11 o'clock number would be too much of a hassle." Sebastian said.
"What do you think Blaine?" Thad asked.
"He's the one." Blaine said softly the cleared his throat, "I mean he is the one we need, he's a great performer and very theatrical."
"To a vote of three to one, Kurt Hummel is our new warbler." David said.
"So does that mean I don't have to perform?" The student that walked in while the warblers were arguing.
"Yes, you sing but know that it won't matter because my vote has been over powered." Sebastian said hotly standing up and walk in out another door.
"I'll bring Kurt in for practice today."Blaine said standing up and stepping outside. Everyone put their attention on Blaine.
"Thank you everyone for coming out, you did very well but the council has decided that Kurt Hummel, will be joining us." Blaine said proudly applause rang through the room as Kurt blushed and walked over to join Blaine. Blaine smile and patted his shoulder, "have a great evening gentlemen." Blaine said pulling Kurt along into the warbler rehearsal room. The arguing already started as warblers one by one learned the news.
"Is he performing during sectionals? Sebastian said we weren't replacing Fred." Jeff asked nick.
"Well it’s unfair that he gets in and gets to perform. I swear if we lose it’s all his fault." Trent said.
"Come on guys, give him the benefit of the doubt, the council chose him for a reason." Nick said.
"Can the warblers vote on this because I defiantly don't want a new member?" Trent said.
"Okay can I have everyone's attention?" Blaine said after hearing enough. "Kurt is replacing Fred, meaning he will be beside me and Trent during our performance and will take a b flat harmony. If this offends anyone you have 7 minutes to get over it and get ready for practice." Blaine said seeing Sebastian and hoping he heard everything.
After warbler practice Kurt and Blaine enjoyed dinner with Beat and Sam. Blaine couldn't take his eyes off Kurt, the way he laughed and how licked his lips before speaking. Blaine was placing all these new feature of Kurt to memory. He barely ate his food and the conversations were changing too fast for him to keep up. And before he knew it everyone was standing to return to their rooms. When they got upstairs alone in their hall, Kurt took Blaine hand.
"What are we doing Kurt?" Blaine asked as they stopped in front of the dorm and Kurt opened the door.
"Blaine, you and I, we have something still. You feel it right?" Kurt said pulling Blaine into their dorm.
"I do but is this what you want?" Blaine asked looking down at their interlocked fingers, "you just started here, and surprisingly there are 5 other gays here." Blaine had no idea what he was doing why would he push the best thing that ever happened to him away?
Kurt didn't answer him; instead he looked at their hands then up to Blaine putting his free hand on Blaine cheek."You are all I've ever wanted." Kurt said, "You can kiss me now."
Blaine leaned in and met Kurt's lips to his, shocking each other the smiled and Blaine lips moved gently against Kurt's. Kurt parted his lips and deepened the kiss tracing Blaine's bottom lip with his tongue. Blaine pulled Kurt's body closer to touch his own resting his hand on the small of Kurt's back. He pulled away and sucked in a sharp breath. Kurt rested his for head on Blaine's and took soft breaths.
"Thank you." Blaine murmured.
"For what?" Kurt asked pulling away to look at the glow in Blaine's eyes.
"Doing what I was too afraid to do." Blaine replied. Kurt smiled and kiss the tip of Blaine nose.
"Let’s get ready for bed."
Comments
You were right - I loved this one :D x
I'm glad, I' like this chapter too.
KpokomjodsnvklafvnjfdsmkldsMKLSJDOPmoopjJ...."You can kiss me now" BELLE!!!!! I rip your heart out and step on it but you...you make my heart hurt with all the fluffy!!!! This was amazing and the ending!! I cannot wait for me.
Yeah, it wont be happy fluffy time forever though, I mean sebastian is a jerk!