Three days have past since Michael took over my body, there wasn't much I could do with Kurt anymore. He looked at me like I was crazy, I am, but I wish he didn't know that.
I was walking home from an unsatisfying animal blood dinner, when the neighbor saw me. She freaked out and started running rum me. It pissed me off so much I just wanted her to shut up. I caught her, "I swear I'm not going to hurt you. Please stop running from me."
" ti si čudovi�te, a vi morate umrijeti!" She spit on me and pulled something from her pocket and cover my mouth with it.
I inhaled the contents in her hand and started choking. I pushed her away stepped away from her. I held the wall to try and get away from her as fast as possible before she did anything else to try and kill me. I opened the door and fell to the ground throwing up blood.
"Blaine?" Kurt ran to my side, "what's going on? What happened?" His voice started to fade as the room went black.


"Blaine." Kurt whispered in my ear, "I made breakfast, its your favorite, veggie omelets."
I rolled over and saw his brilliant blue eyes looking down at me with a soft smile. He looked different, his face was softer now he looked younger. "Morning handsome." He said.
"Morning." I mumbled trying to sit up. Something wasn't right, I was human. I looked down at my arms and saw all my scars and scratches from the past.
"Are you okay?" Kurt asked me as I began feeling myself and searching my mouth for fangs.
"I'm not a vampire." I looked at him and felt heat radiating from his skin. "And neither are you."
He gave me a funny smile, "you've been watch way too much Being Human, I know Aden is hotter then me but dreaming were vampires is too far." He kissed my forehead and took my hand trying to pull me out of bed. I had no idea where we were. It was a beautiful large loft with pictures and bookshelves with all sorts of things. It was so homey, as if we lived here for years.
"No Kurt I'm serious. What happened last night. That crazy voodoo lady poisoned me and I passed out." I said as he pulled me into the kitchen.
"I don't know what you're talking about. Did Rachel give you something? I leave you two alone for one night and she has you all messed up." Kurt said and the door next to the kitchen opened.
"I didn't give him anything I swear." Rachel came out of her bedroom in her pajamas with a grin. Then Quinn came out with the same smile, "but I did."
"Quinn? When did you get in town?" Kurt exclaimed.
I stared at her in awe, she was alive, smiling like the best memories I have of her. "You cut your hair..." I said just before I fainted.
I opened my eyes and I was back in Chicago, Kurt was pacing and shouting on the phone, "vervain doesn't grow anymore Chandler! The originals made sure of that in the 19th century."
I closed my eyes and opened them again and saw Quinn's worried face over mine. "Don't move Blaine just take a few breaths first."
I sat up slowly and looked at Quinn, "I've missed you." I said wrapping her in a hug.
She returned the hug and replied, "I'm sure you have, but I've missed you more."
She helped me to my feet and back into the chair, Kurt and Rachel, stood close by worried. "No More Looking for molly with you babe." Quinn said I shot her a strange look but Kurt was already starting his angry rant.
"You gave him ecstasy are you crazy! That could have killed him." I quickly put my hands up and spoke over Kurt.
"I'm fine, its doesn't even matter I'm fine." I looked up at him "see, nothing wrong I'm fine."
Kurt sighed, "okay, we will just forget it happened."
"I've got great news that I was going to save but I think now would be the best time, I'm transferring to nyada, Yale gave me a great recommendation so sophomore year, we'll be together, Blaine. That way the world won't seem so big."
"That's awesome! Perfect timing too, Blaine could barely keep up with us. But graduating top of my class with Kurt was better then performing on Broadway and now you two get to do the same." Rachel said with a bright grin.
"I agree, you two will own the school next year." Kurt said with a smile. My mind was trying to keep up but I was so confused. I guessed we were in new York, and Quinn and I were sophomores and Kurt and Rachel just graduated. But I couldn't remember what nyada stood for, or why and how Quinn got into take and wanted to leave.
"With that, I think we should play a little something. Blaine?" Rachel gave me that look that I practically forgot. Her eyes lit up and she had a shy smile that made me sad if I said no.
"But Rachel, I haven't had time to rehearse." I said.
"Oh come on Blaine, I'm sure there is something on the tip of your nose." I shook my head no and have her a shy smile.
"Fine, I let you off this time, but tonight, we are going to Callbacks. So you better get something ready." She said.
I remembered callbacks, Rachel would always talk about it when she was in new York. It was a talent seeking bar in the university area.
"I'll be ready then." I said. Quinn took my hand and smiled at me before turning over to look at Rachel.
I wasn't processing what was going on right now. My life wasn't this not in any way shape or form. I was in an alternate reality where we were all human. I was looking at what my life should've been like. Sophomore year at a college in new york with my best friends and my boyfriend. I was angry and happy at the same time. I never wanted to leave but I knew I could never stay. I was vegetarian here and it was beautiful everything was beautiful; But I didn't deserve any of it.
"Blaine, are you okay?" Kurt asked.
"I'm fine. Just thinking." I said with a sigh. "I think I'm going to lie down for a moment. I don't feel very well." I replied.
Kurt looked so worried for me but he nodded his head and walked me back into our room. "I'm going to come check on you every so many minutes okay." He pressed a kiss to my lips and just looked at me with absolute adoration in his eyes. "I love you."
"And I love you so much Kurt. I feel like I don't say that enough nor do I show it, but you're everything to me. There isn't another person in the world that can compare. You're the best." I said looking deep into his eyes.
He put one hand on my cheek, "never feel like you don't show me. You changed everything for me, left your school, family, friends. You don't need to bring me nice things and tell the world you love me. You show me in the smallest of ways and that's what I love about you." He kissed me again, this time slower more compassionate. "Get some rest." He muttered on my lips.
I closed my eyes and opened them feeling agonizing pain as I was back in Chicago. Kurt wasn't in the room but there was an empty blood bag next to me and the smell made me start vomiting. Kurt ran to the living room and saw me but I started to loose vision again. Slowly I went back under and opened my eyes late afternoon in new York.
I walked out to the living room and saw Rachel sitting on the couch. She looked up at me and smiled patting the chair eager for me to join.
"Kurt and Quinn went to pick up dry cleaning." Rachel said.
I nodded my head and yawned. "Kurt said you had a bad dream, want to talk about it?"
"Not really. I mean, I lived in a world that you hatted me, I dropped out of high school, Quinn was.... well she was dead,by my own hand, Kurt was hanging on the every fiber of our relationship and it wasn't looking good." I paused, "but this this is nice. Being human is nice."
"It is. I'm sorry, that seems like the worst dream ever. I'll be sure no more drugs make it your way until a doctor has approved." She said putting her arm around me. Kurt and Quinn walked in just then with their hands full.
"Time to get ready, its been too long since we had a night out on the town." Kurt said rushing to the bed room. Rachel laughed at him but we stood up. She suddenly wrapped her arms around me and kissed my cheek.
"I could never hate you Blaine." She said before walking into her bedroom. I stood there for a second trying not to cry. Shaking it of I walked to the bedroom and Kurt was starting a shower.
"We have had shower sex in a while..." he commented with a wink.
"We have 15 minutes," I replied throwing my shirt off rushing with him to the bathroom.

When Kurt and I were finally ready Rachel was pacing the living room shaking her head at us. "I've been living with you two for almost 3 years and every single time we go out you two have sex in the shower." She said grabbing her handbag and walking to the door.
"I'm sorry." I said laughing as Kurt took my hand.
"You're always sorry Blaine. Don't worry. I know its Kurt, it always is." She smiled as we squeezed into the elevator.
Once on the first floor we hailed a cab and got to callbacks just as the open mic night was announced. Rachel looked at me with a grin.
"Do you want to sing with me? Or solo? Or with Kurt?" She asked.
"Umm, solo, I have this song stuck in my head." I said she nodded and walked over to a handsome gentleman writing names down.
We sat towards the back near the bar. Kurt kept looking over at me with his worried face. I put my arm around his chair and kissed his cheek. "You okay?" I whispered.
"You look really pale, maybe its the lighting." He said scooting closer to me.
"I'm fine." I said before directing my attention to the stage.
"All the way from Canada here is tegan and Sara!" The mc announced. I was starting to feel lightheaded as I listened to the girls. I wasn't sure what was going on anymore but I knew I had a lot to focus on. The finished and my name was called. I shook my thoughts off and stood up.
I picked up on of the guitars and looked over at Kurt. "This is for the love of my life."
I began to strum and sing, "There's so much craziness surrounding me, There's so much going on it gets hard to breathe When all my faith has gone, you bring it back to me, You make it real for me." I looked around the bar and started seeing familiar faces but how I knew them baffled me.
"When I'm not sure of my priorities, When I've lost sight of where I'm meant to be. And like holy water washing over me, You make it real for me. And I am running to you baby, You are the only one who saves me That's why I've been missing you lately, 'Cause you make it real for me." I knew who they were now. The people I've killed. The gas station manager, the college kids stupid enough to stop and pick me up of the road, the campers, runners, entire families. I tried to focus on the song my fingers were going numb.
"When my head is strong, but my heart is weak," I sung taking a deep breath in, " I'm full of arrogance and uncertainty. When I can't find the words, you teach my heart to speak." I looked at Kurt and he was standing up worried, " You make it real for me." I muttered before passing out.
I wasn't sure I knew what was going on. Everything was different now. I smelt my surroundings, I was back in Chicago, and I was home, I smelt Kurt. I opened my eyes and Kurt was sitting beside me.
"Are you really awake this time?" He asked. I closed my eyes and opened them. I didn't go back to the bar. My dream was over and reality was back.
I only had Kurt. "I don't want to be." I said. I felt my eyes tear up, "we were human."
"I bet that was nice." He said pushing my hair off my forehead, "are you hungry?"
I shook my head no, "can you just hold me for a while. Everything hurts and my brain is foggy."
Kurt lied down and wrapped his arms around me, "I was really scared Blaine. I never want to see you hurt. I think its time we went on our way."
"Okay." I muttered but my mind was still elsewhere.
I don't know what that was, or why being drugged caused me to dream i was human but i wanted to go back so bad. of course it hit me after, "A man must dream a long time in order to act with grandeur, and dreaming is nursed in darkness." Jean Genet said. If I truly let myself go and sleep. i see Michael. I'm drugged and teetering death I see Quinn. life was bitter.