Kill My Darling
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Nov. 7, 2012, 2:49 p.m.


Kill My Darling: I Wake Up Alone


M - Words: 781 - Last Updated: Nov 07, 2012
Story: Closed - Chapters: 19/? - Created: Mar 27, 2012 - Updated: Apr 13, 2022
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Author's Notes: The next few chapters will be told in Blaine's pov for obvious reasons. sorry about the delay. Ive been writing my other story Second Chances. but i promise i will balance the two out more.
Blaine sat back in his chair as a small man put a wire mic through his shirt. Sierra came into the room with a few printouts and a mug of coffee. She gave him a wide eyed smile, "lots of questions from fans," she shook the print outs. She took her seat and the little guy put a wire on her. He stood behind my camera and counted down, "Sierra White back with the wonderful Blaine Anderson. Blaine let me just comment Coming Clean is beautiful, that song speaks volumes to fans."

"Thank you, I hope they like it, the album overall is just for the fans," Blaine said.

"With that in mind, lets answer some question." Sierra scanned over the paper and said, "stevenstrings35 asks " I'm a huge fan, and inspiring artist any tips?"

"Don't stop making music man, its a great beginning place to get a band together, and just practice. I was found on the streets, that's where talent lies. Tweet me a link I'd love to hear something." Blaine smiled.

The questions were all similar, a few asked personal questions about his drinking which he answered vaguely. Others were about the covers he was doing and what inspired him the most. About 40 minutes of A&Q and the Music Now cut it.

"Alright, how about some more music." Sierra said to Blaine. Kurt waved Blaine to come over.

"Sure give me a second." Blaine said walked over to his hubby.

"I gotta run, I love you." Kurt wrapped his arms around Blaine neck.

"Aww you're going to miss Darling," Blaine frowned.

"That's okay, I'll TiVo the show and buy the DVD and the magazine." Kurt smiled and kissed Blaine's nose. "I'll be back in an hour." Blaine watched Kurt leave until his name was called.

"This song means a lot to me, I wrote it at one of my lowest parts in my life. Here is the final track Darling." Blaine said into the camera.

"I thought that I could save you with a song. I was wrong, so wrong. I thought that I could keep you when I'm gone I was wrong, so wrong. Tonight I'm coming for you, So take all you can carry. Spend my life running for you And darling, I won't let you go Darling, I won't let you go."

"I wanted to believe in you Because life was almost gone. I wanted just to hear you say you were wrong. Because I was wrong for so long. Tonight I'm coming for you, So take all you can carry. Spend my life running for you And, darling, I won't let you go. Darling, I won't let you go. The seeds are in the grass And when it seems like it will pass It gets so strong it pulls you down. We're dying everyday that we're around."

"Did you know? Did you know? That you'd gain so much control when you let go That takes a man to know. And I know. but darling, I won't let you go Darling, I won't let you go. The seeds are in the grass. Seeds are in the grass Darling, I won't let you go."


Blaine got a phone call as Music Now began taking more pictures for their magazine issue. "Hey I'm on my way, do we need anything?" Kurt asked.

"Nope, I'm about to record what 'I Wouldn't Give', then call it a night." Blaine said hearing the echo to tell him he was linked through the car speakers.

"Okay, we should paper view a movie," Kurt said.

"Oo my favorite," Blaine said in a devious voice.

"You're such a perv." Kurt laughed.

"Holy shit!" Kurt yelled causing Blaine to jump as he heard the tires screech and something hit the car. Blaine's heart stopped as he heard glass shattering, mettle scraping, and airbags popping.

"Kurt!" Blaine yelled gaining the attention of the room. He listened closer as the wreckage on the other side came to a teetering halt.

"Kurt," Blaine's voice was thick with fear and distress. He let out a sob "Kurt!" Jim came over to Blaine to see what was going on.

"B what's wrong?" He asked standing next to Blaine watching the tears stream down his face. Blaine shook his head and ran his hand through his hair. "Fuck." Blaine walked around Jim and towards the door that eventually led out side, "darling, I'm on my way, talk to me." Blaine cried.

His breathing was labored and his hands were shaking to hard to open the car door. Nausea hit Blaine suddenly as he turned and threw up his lunch. His knees buckled sending him to hit the concrete, he had a death grip on his phone, waiting for a sound. The silence dug a trench in Blaine's heart, "Kurt," he whimpered.


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