Nov. 7, 2012, 2:49 p.m.
Kill My Darling: The Nervous Mind of Love
M - Words: 960 - Last Updated: Nov 07, 2012 Story: Closed - Chapters: 19/? - Created: Mar 27, 2012 - Updated: Apr 13, 2022 479 0 3 0 0
"Not as mad as his parents are." Rachel said. "Are you going to stay?"
"I don't know..." Blaine said turning to her to look at her sad expression. "I don't know anything anymore."
Kurt opened his eyes a bit and mumbled. "I thought I heard your voice." Blaine’s eyes snapped over to Kurt and smiled.
"Darling." Blaine said his smile matching Kurt’s.
"Looks like we both have scars on our cheeks now." Kurt joked placing his unbandaged hand on Blaine cheek.
"I think you will get rid of yours." Blaine said leaning forward to kiss Kurt delicately.
"I'm sorry." Blaine mumbled.
"For what?" Kurt asked.
"Not being here for you," Blaine started.
"Its okay, I know you don't care for hospitals." Kurt said. Blaine still looked guilty but Kurt didn't even want to go there. He was honestly just glad Blaine was holding his hand right now.
"Here come your parents." Quinn said breaking the gazes between the lovers.
Rachel pulled Quinn to the couch whispering the details of their fight an hour ago. Blaine hung his head and started to fidget.
"Hi Quinn, Blaine. Good to see you out and about." Carol said. Burt stared at Blaine’s back and then to Kurt.
"Blaine, I think you should go. And you know why." Burt said in an authoritative voice.
"No, stay Blaine," Kurt said. "I don't want to do this right now dad."
"I think now is the best time." Carol said.
"Why are you two doing this?" Kurt asked wincing in pain as he tried to sit up. Blaine sucked in a breath looking over Kurt’s bruised body.
"We want the best for you Kurt." Burt said. "We agree that Blaine no longer is that.:
"I am right here." Blaine said coolly.
"You're unbelievable. Get out," Kurt said. "I refuse to listen to my father and his wife tells me to leave my fianc�."
Carol was shocked that she had been demoted to Burt’s wife over mom for all these years. "Kurt," Carol said her pain cracking her voice a bit. "You can't keep doing this to yourself. He is high right now and you're ignoring it."
"You ignore it too Carol." Kurt shot back.
"Yeah well how much longer is this going to go on? Until he hurts you? Or hurts someone you love." Burt said looking at Quinn and Rachel. "And what happened when he hurts himself, he overdoses and over half your life has been wasted on ignoring him twitch."
"Burt," Rachel said unable to stand idle any longer. "Why would you say something like that?"
"Well it’s true." Carol said defending her husband.
"I love him." Kurt shouted at them he pulled Blaine’s face to look him in the eye. "I love you, and we can fix this together."
"Kurt, he won’t stop. 5 years you have been doing this. Enough is enough." Carol said.
"A week ago you were making sure we stayed together, what happened?" Kurt demanded.
"I stepped in your shoes for a week. How often do you find him passed out on the floor? Everything around him screaming death just for him to be fine but you are just short of a heart attack."
"He won’t do that to me. We already talked about this. Blaine darling don't cry." Kurt said.
"They're right." He whispered sniffling. "I should just go." Blaine stood up and kissed Kurt forehead while Kurt held his hand and protested.
"Blaine please don't go, I have nothing without you."
"Blaine," Rachel chimed in "where are you going to go?"
Blaine slipped out of Kurt’s hands and left the room. Kurt shouted his name and started crying. "Why would you do that?"
"Kurt you will thank us." Burt started but Kurt turned to Rachel and Quinn.
"Stop him please," he begged.
"Kurt, Blaine set his mind in the car he said he was thinking about going somewhere for a while." Quinn said. "He was only going to go if you were mad."
"But I'm not mad!" Kurt said crying, "Get out both of you I never want to see you again!" Kurt shouted at Burt and Carol.
A nurse walked in to see what all the noise was. Kurt heart monster was very high. "I'm going to have to ask you all to leave," she said. Burt and Carol left without a word as the nurse walked to the room’s drug drawer.
"I look for him," Quinn says softly.
"I'm going to give you something to put you to sleep Mr. Hummel."
"My name is Kurt Anderson." He told the nurse as she injected the clear medicine in his IV.
"Sleep well, Mr. Anderson."
Quinn was surprised to find Blaine at the house, well leaving the house. He had a duffel bag slung over his shoulder and was flicking a cigarette butt into the street
"Blaine." She called as he got down stairs. She jumped out of her car and tried to stop him.
"There are letters upstairs, for everyone." He said still walking towards his mustang.
"Blaine where are you going?" Quinn asked as he tossed a small duffel bag in the car.
"Read your letter." He said climbing in and turning on the car. She shook her head and ran upstairs to the unlocked condo.
In the bedroom was a stack of card all in Blaine’s neat handwriting.
One addressed to the following: Carol, Burt, Rachel, Quinn, Kurt, Jim. Quinn took her letter and opened it In a rush as.
Quinn.
You are one of my best friends. Since I transferred to McKinley you have been so welcoming and loving. I'm sorry I put you through so much. If I could take away these last 5 years I would. I think I'm going to rehab. No I'm sure of it, I can't change the past but I can fix the future. I love you; you are my family and I just so sorry.
Blaine
Comments
NO! Twas not the right one. :( Intense frown. I want my bbs together!
This is good! I feel so sorry for Kurt and Blaine but im glad Blaine is finally getting help. This is amazing, I love it!
Thank you =D I'm glad you like it.