"Hey...how long have you been up?" He greeted, pouring himself some coffee before sitting down on the opposite side of his husband. Parker looked up tiredly.

"Since 3...."

"like three in the morning, three?" Parker nodded. Sebastian looked into tired eyes with a sullen expression on his face, there was obviously something bothering his husband but he didn't feel like he should ask at the moment.

"Yes like three in the fucking morning..." He snapped back, sighing heavily before sending a sad look across the table. Sebastian got up and walked toward Parker, sitting down in the chair next to his. Parker kissed Sebastian passionately before laying his head on his lover's shoulder.

"What happened love? there's obviously something bothering you...." He sighed, rubbing a comforting hand through blonde hair.

"Blaine.... he... jumped me..." Sebastian's blood started to boil, but instead of getting angry, despite the fact that he was, he got up and led his partner to the bedroom, laying him down in bed and smiling lightly as he pressed their bodies together.

"Sleep darling.... I'll call my father and tell him you'll be in at ten... " Parker thanked his husband and curled up into the blankets before falling asleep.

After an hour, Sebastian kissed his husband's forehead before slowly sliding out of bed and walking into the hallway. He pulled out his phone and dialed his father's cell phone.

"Hey dad, Parker won't be in at the usual 8 today... he's not feeling well, he'll be there by 10 alright?" Brenard frowned over his son's words but sighed and approved. Sebastian leaned against the wall and tried to think of something other than Blaine all over his husband; but he just couldn't.

The blonde woke up smiling, he had had a dream about his husband and it was one of the sweetest he thought he had ever had so far. He opened his eyes and got out of bed, he walked to the bathroom, took a shower, and walked into the kitchen as Sebastian was grabbing his things to leave for classes.

"Hey...why didn't you wake me?" Parker asked alarmed, but as he looked at the clock his heart stopped racing; it was only 7:15.

"Ugh, I only slept for two hours...." He sighed; Sebastian laughed, kissing his husband on the lips before walking out the door smiling. Parker poured himself some coffee and made himself some cereal before heading to his room to get dressed for the days events. He pulled over a casual white t-shirt, some pants, and a sweater; considering it was the middle of November and it was starting to get cold in Ohio.

It was 10:21, when Parker walked into the hospital, he smiled at Chase on the way in and grabbed his clocking card from him. He slowly made his way to Blaine's room, swiping his card over the screen and looking in. Blaine sat quietly on his bed, lost in a thick looking book, when the door opened his head snapped up to quickly for Parker's liking.

"How are you today sweetheart....?" Blaine shrugged, staying silent. He watched the doctor contently as he walked around the room, making sure everything was in place before speaking again.

"Alright....it's fine if you don't want to talk, just know that your going to that party today, your father is kind of making me take you before I go get my younger brother..." Blaine smiled lightly as the doctor talked; Parker always treated him kindly and unlike the last doctor didn't force him to talk; just like Kurt. He felt tears in his eyes at the thought of Kurt laying there on the pavement covered in blood all because of him, he wondered if Kurt had been alive if he would have came to visit him. Blaine remembered the one time he had saw him face after that night, he was in the hallway of the hospital, obviously an hallucination, but it was good to see his face smiling. He saw him during an episode, standing outside the door looking happy and then automatically sad, Blaine had often wondered if he was sad because Blaine had killed him or sad because Blaine was stuck in this hospital; either way Blaine had to live without him.

Parker looked over at the younger boy and cocked his head slightly looking at him. Blaine was fisting his hair and crying softly; Parker's heart broke. He approached the boy gently and put his hands on his shoulders, helping him up. Blaine looked into Parker's eyes, getting lost in the same blue of Kurt's. Parker pulled him close and wrapped his arms around the crying man before letting him go.

"what's wrong Blaine....?" He said, wiping a tear from his face.

"I....killed....him...." He stuttered, crying harder. Parker looked at the boy curiously, there had been no mention of him killing anybody in his file, the only notes on any sort of violence had been three school fights, and a fight with his boyfriend in his junior year that ended up in an episode detailed that the boyfriend had gotten hit by an oncoming car while trying to get him up off the pavement; and that wasn't even his fault.

"You didn't kill anyone sweetie....I promise....it's all in your head Blaine...."

"No! no it's not! he would have visited me by now... he was covered in blood.... I remember! I may be psychotic but I can remember things!" He screamed, pushing the doctor away. Parker stumbled back, amazed by the boy's strength and sighed.

"Okay okay.... it will get better darling, just get dressed into some normal clothes and we can get you out of this awful place for a little while alright?" Blaine nodded and walked over to his drawer, pulling out some clothes and ushering the doctor out before changing into them. He knocked on the door and the doctor peeked his head in.

"all ready?" Blaine nodded; he felt good being in normal clothes again; Orange was not his color. On the car ride to Blaine's house, he was silent and lost in thought. He didn't want to go but to get out and see his old house and family was a plus. He looked out the window and leaned against it, he couldn't wait to see Sebastian, he missed his older brother.

They got out of the car and walked into the house, Blaine looked around; it was still the same. The house smelled like food, cleaner, and babies. His mother's head popped around the corner and she dropped everything and ran to Blaine, pulling him into hug. She smiled at Parker who let Blaine be, walking back out to the car and getting in; time to pick up his little brother.

"You little bastard!" Sebastian picked Blaine by the collar and pressed him against the brick wall. Blaine stayed quiet and looked at his brother terrified; what had he done wrong? Sebastian punched his brother in the face. Blaine's eyes stayed distant as blood trickled from his nose and lip.

"You little psychotic bastard! don't ever lay a hand on my husband ever again!" Blaine looked horrified at his brother before speaking.

"What the hell did I do your husband I haven't even met the guy?" Blaine screamed, pushing his brother back against the wall. Sebastian not being used to Blaine's voice shuddered and punched him again; he knew damn well what he did to Parker. Fists flew everywhere, blood splattered, and screams were exchanged. Brenard and Parker ran towards the scene, pulling the two boys away from each other; Parker grabbing Sebastian and Brenard grabbing his youngest son.

"what the hell is going on?" Brenard screamed at his two sons before looking at Parker who looked back with guilt in his eyes. Blaine looked at Parker, then his brother; Sebastian had his arms wrapped around his husband's neck with his head buried into his shoulder as Parker painted soothing circles on his husband's back. Something in Blaine's brain clicked and he fell to the ground; Brenard letting him go and looking disappointed at his youngest son; Blaine hated those eyes.

Kurt stood in the background, staring at the scene in front of him, locked eyes with his brother and ran out; crying again, like he did that day 5 years ago; he did not expect to see Blaine today; he was not ready for that. Blaine looked to the side and shook his head; Another Kurt Hallucination.