"why are you yelling at me?" He asked, furious that he would even raise his voice at him, over something as stupid as sex. Then there was flash of black, Kurt was laying on the ground, covered in blood as Blaine stood over him, hands covered in blood. Another Flash and Kurt was standing, blood dripping from his every pore. He moved quick, floating behind Blaine and whispering.

"Because you killed me you worthless piece of crap..."

Blaine awoke with a start, his heart pounding, and sweat soaking his clothing. His mind racing, spiders crawled up and down his legs, arms and stomach. He jumped up and heard a crunch, looking down and retching over the sight of four spiders bleeding to death on the floor under his feet. He walked slowly, stepping over the hundreds of spiders crawling about the floor. He stepped on another one, feeling his stomach turn as the sight of it laying there, twitching. He fell to the floor and clutched his head as the voices started yelling at him.

Your worthless Blaine.... fucking weak! You killed the only one who will ever love you Blaine!

"Shut up!" Blaine shouted, running towards the door and banging his hardest on it, trying to attract someone's attention. He wanted out; he needed out, this illness was eating him alive from the inside out. He slid down the wall and ran his hands through his hair, covering his ears as if covering his ears would shut the voices up but they kept yelling. Blaine looked up to see the spiders rushing towards him, running up his legs, biting him fiercely and when he went to open his mouth to scream, they crawled in his mouth and down his throat. Blaine threw up, sending the contents in his stomach splattering onto the floor. He cried harder, curling up into a ball on the floor and waiting for it to stop. He heard laughing as the spiders crawled all over him, still biting and making him bleed.

Parker walked briskly into the building, grabbing his clocking card out of the drawer, and walked towards Brenard's office. His father-in-law had asked him to stop by on his way to see Blaine so they could talk about the upcoming party at the Anderson's in which he had a special request for him to take on. He knocked on the door and opened it slowly. Brenard looked up from his desk and smiled at the younger man. He motioned for him to sit down and he took it, sitting down and relaxing back into the chair.

"Good morning son!" Brenard greeted. Parker smiled.

"Good morning to you too..."

"How are you this morning?"

"Great, just a little curious, what did you want to ask me?" The older man smiled brightly and stood up. He walked over to a filing cabinet and grabbed a piece of paper off the top before handing it to Parker and sitting back down. The blonde looked it over and looked up questioningly.

"What's this?"

"An Invitation, to the Anderson Family Reunion tomorrow...." Parker sat there and stared at his father-in-law. Attending the famous Anderson Family Reunion sounded amazing, but unfortunately he had to work with Blaine, he wouldn't be able to go as much as he wanted, he also had to pick his little brother Kurt up from the airport. He shook his head and placed the piece of paper on the desk.

"Brenard I can't.... Thank you though... Sebastian would have loved it..." He felt a pain in his heart knowing that his husband had declined the offer, but they needed the money to support themselves now that they were on their own and Sebastian still studying in University, they only had his income to live by month to month. Of course Sebastian could have gotten a job but Parker didn't think he needed anything to take him away from his studies. Brenard cocked and eyebrow and stared confused at his son-in-law.

"Why not? I could get Hannah to take over your responsibilities, my assistant Heather is going to be taking care of mine." He smiled.

"I actually have to pick up my little brother Kurt, he's coming back to Ohio for thanksgiving this year and I sort of promised him I would....' Brenard smiled mischievously, his eyes getting small and his smile getting bigger.

"Well why not bring the guy! if he's your brother then he's like family to us!" Parker smiled happily but hesitated before answering. He didn't want to upset his inlaws but he also didn't want to leave his work responsibilities to someone who Blaine didn't know and would be upset with. Even though the boys hadn't talked much, he could sense that Blaine was comfortable around him, not enough to talk but nothing enough to be afraid like he would be with a complete stranger. Brenard smiled; time to ask him for more than I should.. he thought, intertwining his fingers together.

"I have something to ask of you... and I know it's a big task but...." he paused and figeted slightly, debating whether or not he should ask this of his son's husband.

"I would like you to bring Blaine along.... " Parker stared at Brenard in confusion. "Now I know it's a tall order, and a big responsibility to bring a schizophrenic patient out of the hospital but.... he's been stressed lately, I think some fresh air would do him good... and my mother wants to see him...." The blonde doctor smiled weakly and remembered Sebastian; the way he talked about his brother. He nodded and Brenard smiled. Kurt was twenty-one, the same age as Blaine was, so maybe.....Parker thought; they would get along....

"Well, Kurt is the same age as Blaine, maybe they could meet each other...." Brenard smiled at these words and nodded, looking at the clock and gasping.

"You better get to your duties! it's almost 10:00am" Parker looked up quickly and he too gasped, jumping up and walking briskly to room 19, swiping his card and opening the door, hitting something hard as he tried opening it. Parker pushed his way in and almost threw up at the smell, followed by the view. The room smelled like sweat and vomit. He opened the door a little more and walked in. He looked around the room; Blaine wasn't in his bed, there was vomit all over the floor followed by streaks of blood. To his horror Blaine was up against the wall on the far side of the room. His heart shattered as he saw the young man curled up on the floor, tears falling from his eyes and vomit dripping off the corner of his mouth. Parker rushed over to him and knelt down, placing the back of his hand on Blaine's forehead. Suddenly Blaine's hand shot up and slapped his hand away, he looked scared; too scared and it was starting to worry Parker.

"Come on Blaine.... get up..." he said, placing his hand cautiously on the younger boys shoulder. He flinched but didn't pull away. Parker helped him up, as he stood Blaine turned to face him and started crying, pushing the doctor up against the wall and pressing his lips against Parker's. As soon as he did he regretted it, pulling himself away from the doctor and falling to the floor. Parker stood there, watching the patient who had just assaulted him. His eyes looked terrified as he started rocking back and forth, singing itsy bitsy spider over and over again, trying to calm himself down. Parker regained control over his body and moved toward the young boy, who cowered under the man's shadow. He smiled and helped Blaine up, walking him over to the bed and sitting him down. He called for a nurse to get the janitor so the puke would be cleaned up instead of being left on the floor.

"I'll go get you some new clothes alright? then we'll give you your medicine and lunch...." Blaine nodded but didn't look up; he felt ashamed for assaulting the doctor like that, but he looked like him, the guy he loved but killed. Blaine missed Kurt, he hadn't meant to kill him but he was just so angry and scared, and after being turned down Blaine felt like he couldn't do it anymore. He started crying, the tears finally flowing from his eyes for the reason he had wanted to cry over since he woke up back in the hospital.

Parker stopped outside the door and leaned against the wall; Blaine had kissed him, he wanted so badly just to hold the boy at this moment, he had looked so scared as if Parker was about to hit him or hurt him in some way. Parker's mind fell to Blaine's lips and the kiss; the kiss was passionate, just like when Sebastian kissed him; they were obviously brothers. He walked into the medicine room, grabbed Blaine's medicine, water, new clothes, and a cold cloth before heading back to Blaine's room.

He opened the door to see the janitor cleaning up the throw up while Blaine laid on the bed, hands behind his head and looking at the ceiling. Parker couldn't help but smile; Sebastian did the exact same thing when he was thinking about something. He walked in quietly and set the medicine and water on the table, walking over to the boy and sitting on the bed, holding the new clothes. Usually the patients had undershirts, socks, and underwear in their rooms at all time, however, doctors had to administer jumpsuits. It was a silly rule but it was a precaution that the doctor's had to follow through with. Blaine took the jumpsuit, eager to get out of this wet one. The doctor waited until the janitor left the room to leave himself and waited outside. A few minutes later, a soft knock came on the door. Parker opened it to see Blaine staring at him sadly. Blaine then took his medicine, and sat back on the bed, not looking at the doctor.

"So tomorrow, we're going to get out of here for a while..." Parker smiled, walking over to the chair next to the patient's bed and sitting down. Blaine looked scared for a moment before smiling a bit.

"You know that day you wanted with your older brother?" Blaine nodded, showing a bit of excitement. Parker loved his smile and excitement.

"Well, tomorrow, your father asked me to take you to your family reunion tomorrow" Blaine's smile disappeared; he hated that event, he had only been to it once. When he was 16 years old, the hospital saw fit that he would be able to get out and try to lead a normal life while on medication, and that year at the family reunion, his grandfather had called him crazy and he had freaked out.

"Do you not want to go?" Blaine shook his head no, and Parker laughed a bit, handing Blaine his lunch before sitting down and eating his own. Usually doctor's and patient's didn't eat lunch together, however, since Blaine was family he saw no reason not to treat him like a regular person; because well, despite his illness, Blaine was still a regular person.

They ate their lunches in silence, every now and again Blaine would look over and a small smile would tug his features. He seemed to react well to having human interaction as if the voices only started when he was alone. Blaine pushed his plate away, stomach not able to handle anymore.

"Finished?" He nodded. Parker took his plate and put it near his briefcase, so when he left he could easily just bring it down to the kitchen. Since the doctor knew that Blaine wouldn't talk, but he would write, he had gotten him his own notepad that he could write on when he had asked him questions.

Blaine picked up the notepad and started writing in it. Parker watched the boy curiously while he wrote. - my dad hates me .... I'm a disappointment to him...- he wrote, tearing up a bit. Blaine had always wanted his father to be proud of him but every time he would have an episode, his father would look so hurt and disappointed that it made the episode worse.

Parker swallowed a lump in his throat as he read the messy handwriting. Brenard could be hard on his son's but he would never hate them or be disappointed in them, especially Blaine, he talked so highly of his youngest son that unless you read Blaine's handwritten words, you wouldn't even guess that one of his son's felt that way. Blaine leaned against the wall and watched as Parker finished his lunch and set the container back in his case. As soon as Parker sat down Blaine got up, straddling the doctor who looked surprised but not scared this time. Blaine started kissing his neck, making Parker shiver; if he were to say he didn't find Blaine and this situation attractive he would be lying. Blaine licked his neck, caressing the soft skin with his tongue. Blaine looked into Parker's eyes and grinned, removing himself from the doctor's lap, and pulling him towards the bed. Although Parker knew he should stop he didn't. He wasn't thinking at all; ever since Blaine started making him feel good his mind was else where. The doctor was pressed gently against the bed as Blaine slithered up his body, removing his lab coat as he went. Parker got butterflies in his stomach when Blaine leaned up next to his ear and breathed heavily, before doing something that made Parker's breath hitch and arousal grow.

"I ...want...you" Blaine breathed out, voice slightly groggy from disuse, which only added to the heat of the moment. Blaine rubbed teasing circles on the front of Parker's pants, grinning slightly before kissing his way down and looking up at the blonde, who nodded and slid his pants down slightly revealing himself. Blaine loved the doctor for minutes before the doctor finished, shuddering violently. Blaine sighed lovingly and turned over on his side, watching the doctor come down from orgasm before smiling to himself. Parker sighed, and leaned into the bed as the cosequences to his actions came flooding into his mind. Blaine sensed his uncomfort and spoke again.

"Just....tell them I jumped you.....and your husband too if he asks..." Blaine said, pulling the blankets over himself and curling into a ball. Parker couldn't think straight, he got up quickly grabbed the things he needed and left. He walked quickly down the halls, passed the doctor's and patients in them, and finally got to his car. He took a sharp inhale of breath and let tears fall down his face; not because he was sad but because Blaine seemed so lonely, and new to sex. He felt bad for Blaine, the poor boy had been locked up in the mental hospital since he was four years old and never really had the experience to spend time with other people, he probably would never be able to get married, have kids, or even go to school or get a job because of his illness, and Parker was not feeling good about that. He wiped his eyes and put the key in the ignition, starting the car and driving off. The entire two hour drive home was filled with regret, crying, lies, and most emotions than you could ever expect to happen, flooded the man's body within two hours.

"Hey baby..." Sebastian greeted, kissing his husband's cheek and setting the table with two plates filled with rice, chicken, and vegetables. Parker took off his coat and set it on the hook before walking to the table and sat down with Sebastian.

"How was work?"

"Alright....how was classes?"

"awesome actually, how was Blaine?"

"Different....he was really bad this morning, found him laying in a ball"

"Was he okay?" Sebastian asked alarmed.

"Yeah, he was fine, just had an episode when he woke up...and I found him laying on the floor crying..."

"I'm sorry babe....anything else happen you wanna talk about?"

"Nope not really. Just wanted to take a shower and then head to bed, I'm exhausted"

"alright, can I talk to you about something first?" Parker looked up from his plate and studied his husbands face before he spoke; he looked deep in thought.

"baby I was thinking.... we're 28 and 30 and.... We've never talked about kids and I just don't want it to be too late when we decide to adopt or decide to use a surrogate and I just ...." He trailed off; Sebastian had for sure matured.

"I know it's sudden but... I want that with you Park....I've always wanted that with you...." Parker smiled softly and grabbed his hand.

"I love you, and I want the same things..... but I was thinking about quitting my job...." Sebastian looked horrified; his husband loved his job, what the hell?