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Oct. 14, 2014, 5 p.m.


Wordless Love: First time part one


M - Words: 2,232 - Last Updated: Apr 01, 2015
Story: Complete - Chapters: 21/21 - Created: Oct 14, 2014 - Updated: Apr 01, 2015
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Author's Notes:

Hi =) I'd like to apply warnings for this chapter. This is the only chapter rated M in this story. If you don't want to read mature content, you can easily skip this one and wait for the next chapter that is the continuation of this one but without smut. Thanks for understanding. =)

 

As always, I used Kelly's betareading skills in this one. She is quite busy but she still finds some time for me which I'm very grateful for. =)

 

Enjoy!

Blaine found out soon enough that Kurt didn't hesitate to take pictures of him anytime he wanted. He was aware of being captured on camera most of the time but Kurt managed to sneak a few photos where Blaine had no idea Kurt was pressing the shutter. Right now, Blaine was looking at himself, peacefully sleeping in Kurt's bed under the covers. He smiled softly at the memory of the first night he spent naked in Kurt's arms…

It took some time for Blaine to get his head around the fact that Kurt lived near by now. It was a lot to take in. He didn't know how long he just sat there on the couch next to Kurt quietly.

"I like the apartment," he said finally, eliciting a chuckle from Kurt.

"I'm glad you do. I expect you to be around here a lot so it would really suck if you hated it."

"We should toast on your new living space. There is a bar just around the corner, though I'm not sure if it's open so early…"

"No need to go anywhere. I have a bottle of wine in the fridge. My grocery stock is very low right now but I think we can make some sandwiches with what I have here. I'm pretty hungry. I haven't eaten since breakfast." Kurt suggested.

"Sure. We can watch a movie and enjoy the rest of the day here."

"I promise we'll go out tomorrow. I'm just too tired to do anything today."

"It's okay." Blaine assured him and kissed his cheek as he stood up and opened Kurt's fridge, trying to come up with the best idea of how to use the little food Kurt had in there.

They put everything they made on the coffee table and quickly ate it before they started the movie and opened the bottle of wine. Kurt snuggled into Blaine's side, putting his head on Blaine's shoulder. They made themselves comfortable on the sofa, ready to stay there for a few hours. Blaine didn't even realize when Kurt fell asleep on him. He turned the volume on the TV down and closed his eyes. He could use a little nap with his boyfriend too.

He was woken up with sweet little kisses all over his face that slowly brought him to consciousness, tilting his head to nuzzle his nose into Kurt's neck, breathing him in.

"You are the best pillow ever." Kurt told him with a hint of teasing. "I might want to keep you in my bed." Even though it was an innocent comment, Blaine's cheeks went red after what he imagined with that suggestion.

They hadn't done much so far in the intimate part of their relationship. They kissed a lot, always chaste in public and bit more heated in the safety of their homes but, besides a few times when there was some groping involved while making out, everything was very pure, with clothes on. Blaine didn't know what they were waiting for. He was afraid to ask so he simply settled on letting Kurt lead them. Kurt halted every time things got a bit out of ordinary, which got really frustrating as the time passed by, but Blaine wasn't brave enough to tell him to go on.

"What are you thinking of?" Kurt brought him back to earth and Blaine averted his gaze from the wall he was glancing at to his boyfriend. Kurt was observing him curiously, wearing a soft expression on his face. It always surprised Blaine when Kurt looked at him like that. He was a strong and confident young man with piercing eyes and hardly readable features. It was Kurt's way of protecting himself and, even though he had a lot of people around him all the time, there were only few with the privilege to see him for who he was. Blaine was one of them, he was aware of that. But sometimes when it was just the two of them, it seemed like Kurt was revealing yet another layer of himself in front of Blaine….a layer no one except Blaine got to see.

Kurt's eyes went soft, just like now, and there was a glow and some kind of awe in them. Like Kurt couldn't believe Blaine was right there next to him, even though it didn't make any sense to Blaine, because it was him who was constantly amazed that Kurt was actually his. Usually those moments passed quickly, leaving Blaine wondering whether he just made them up or not, but today Kurt was still watching him with a half smile, raising his hand to play with Blaine's curls that managed to escape their gel cover.

Blaine was one hundred percent sure he was already head over heels in love with Kurt and though they never said those words out loud, when Kurt was staring at him like this, Blaine knew his feelings were reciprocated.

Blaine's need to be closer to Kurt overwhelmed him and he suddenly moved forward, catching Kurt's upper lip in his. He cupped Kurt's face and tilted his head so he could deepen the kiss and Kurt hummed appreciatively, diving in just as passionately as Blaine. Their mouths slid together seamlessly, as if it was second nature, hands roaming, gripping, pulling at any accessible part of their bodies. However, it wasn't enough for Blaine. The angle was weird as they were half sitting, half kneeling on Kurt's couch and there was too little physical contact between them. He yanked at Kurt's shirt and tugged him against his chest, adjusting himself so Kurt could easily land in his lap. The second Kurt straddled Blaine's thighs, he pulled away.

"We should cool down…" Kurt said pitifully and tried to sit next to Blaine but Blaine didn't ease his hold on Kurt's waist so he was forced to stay right on top of his boyfriend.

"Or we could continue…" Blaine proposed hopefully, caressing Kurt's lower back with his thumbs.

"Blaine," Kurt gulped and rested their foreheads together. "I don't think I'll be able to behave myself if we carry on…"

"I don't expect you to," Blaine whispered, peppering Kurt's jaw with small pecks. He could feel hesitation fading from Kurt's body and when his hand slipped under Kurt's shirt, he knew he'd won.

Kurt lost his inhibitions, that much was obvious, as his fingers unbuttoned Blaine's shirt, pulling it down his shoulders. He attached his lips to Blaine's collarbone, sucking and licking, his hands running up and down Blaine's chest. It was like all he needed was Blaine's permission and now he could do whatever he wished. Blaine thrust his hips forward, just slightly but the action didn't go unnoticed by Kurt and soon they were rutting against each other rather frantically. Blaine got rid off Kurt's shirt, moaning when their bare torsos collided. Everything felt so good. Kurt skin was soft and when he kissed it, it was warm and a bit sweaty but Blaine loved it. With every swipe of his tongue against Kurt's gorgeous neck Kurt whimpered and pulled at Blaine's hair, grounding his hips down harder. He squeezed Kurt's butt in his hands, forcing him to go faster. He was going to come in his pants, he was sure of it. It had never happened to him before but there was no time to do something about it now.

"Would it - oh, Blaine - would it be - " Kurt tried to say something but Blaine silenced him with a kiss in a fear he would want to stop again.

"Jesus, baby!" Kurt hissed when they pulled away. "Would it be too forward of me if I went for lube and condoms?"

The world stopped turning. Blaine gaped at his boyfriend with his mouth wide open. This was really not how he assumed things would go. Not that he minded. God, he didn't mind at all! He welcomed it!

"Depends on whether you have them or you have to go and buy them." Blaine stated after his mind was ready to function again.

"They're in the bathroom."

"Go and get them!" Blaine pushed Kurt off his lap and in thirty seconds his boyfriend was away, he took off his pants and boxers. When Kurt came back, he hungrily sized him up before pressing him to sit down on the couch again. Blaine grabbed a still standing Kurt by his waist and unfastened his belt and quickly unzipped his jeans, slipping them down his long legs. Kurt kicked them off, peeling his briefs off as well. Everything went so fast. Blaine had difficulties with breathing, he didn't know what to look at or touch first. He had Kurt Hummel naked in front of him and he was barely able to outstretch his hands to put them on his boyfriend's beautiful body. Kurt didn't seem to have the same problem. He returned to his previous position in Blaine's lap, this time gloriously undressed, and resumed kissing Blaine like his life depended on it while stretching himself. Blaine was in a dazzled state as Kurt put a condom on him, too soon in Blaine's opinion, because there was no way Kurt could be open enough for him.

"Wait," Blaine stopped him as he was positioning himself, getting ready to let Blaine slip inside of him. "Let me." Blaine took the bottle of lube and covered his fingers, finishing what Kurt hadn't done properly.

"I could have taken it, baby." Kurt whispered against his temple. "You feel so good, shit Blaine. I'm ready, I need you!"

"Just a bit more."

"You're gonna kill me...come on..." Kurt murmured and groaned. His patience was hitting its limit and after one very successful stroke over his prostate, he snapped and yanked Blaine's fingers out, sliding down on the real thing before Blaine could blink.

"Fuck! I'm sorry!" Kurt framed Blaine's face in his hands as soon as he bottomed out. "Shit!"

"What's wrong?" Blaine asked warily, watching his boyfriend's terrified face.

"Do you want us to stop? I shouldn't have just jumped on you like that. Fuck, Blaine. I'm so sorry."

"Are you serious right now? If you aren't hurting then start moving or I'm gonna die here, Kurt!" A small smile appeared on Kurt's face and Blaine could feel it in their next kiss. It was surprisingly calm and languid, the exact opposite of how the last few minutes had been. Kurt slowly began to raise himself up and down, his lips never leaving Blaine's face. Blaine closed his eyes and threw his head back, drowning in the warmth and tenderness surrounding him. He ran his hands from Kurt's knees to his thighs, caressing them and enjoying how Kurt shivered under his fingers. Blaine cherished every soft moan that escaped his boyfriend's mouth, every whimper and whispered praise. It was him who made Kurt fall apart. It was him who Kurt swamped in kisses and gentle touches.

Blaine was almost there, right on the edge from how perfectly Kurt fit around him. A flash of insecurity struck him all of a sudden. He didn't know anything about Kurt regarding intimacy. They skipped all the steps that might precede full intercourse. He was drawing a blank about whether Kurt was close too, or not, because he'd never seen Kurt in such a situation. How the hell did people have hook ups when they didn't know anything about the other person? Was he about to disappoint rather than satisfy his boyfriend?

"What's wrong, baby?" Kurt's soothing voice and a sweet kiss on his lips calmed him down a little. He was tense, his hands gripping Kurt's hips firmly but all in all he wasn't moving. It was all too overwhelming. Maybe Kurt had been right. They should have stopped.

"I-I'm…" Blaine took a deep breath. Kurt already sensed something was wrong, he may as well come clean, there was no reason to hide anything. "I'm not gonna last. I'm sorry."

Kurt raised his eyebrow and tilted his head a bit. "You're sorry?"

"That this will be over even though it barely started…" And then there it was again. The look in Kurt's eyes that always made Blaine melt. The one that Blaine dared to hope meant Kurt loved him.

"It will. But it's nothing to be sorry about. I'm not too far from coming myself, baby. We have plenty of time to perfect this, but now, I just desperately need to feel you move inside of me and let go. I've been dreaming of this since we got together. I wanna hold you, and kiss you and make you feel good."

"You do...you do make me feel good, Kurt."

"Great," Kurt whispered against his lips as he slowly lifted himself and sunk back again. "You make me feel incredible, Blaine."

Blaine surrendered into a heated kiss and turned his brain off. His body acted of its own accord. He attacked Kurt's neck with his mouth and wrapped his hand around Kurt's length, stroking him with the rhythm of Kurt's movements for a few moments before he was tripping over the edge. He lost all sense of reality for a while. He was aware of Kurt still on top of him, panting and moaning, but all he could do was remain in his own world of afterglow.

Kurt collapsed against him, shaking and he put his arms around him at once, bringing him as close as possible. They stayed like that for a long time before Kurt adjusted them to lay down and throw the blanket over their bodies. Blaine had no idea, when he fell asleep for the second time that afternoon.

End Notes:

Well, that's it for today. The rest on Saturday. =) Thanks for reading. You are amazing. =)

 

Nika


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