Kurt was sitting on the swing. There was a silence around him. The night sky was full of stars. They shined much more here in the nature than they do in the city. He didn`t know how long he was there. He was cold but didn`t want to go inside. After long time he felt good and he couldn`t risk losing that feeling. He closed his eyes and with a smile on his face he started to swing faster. Kurt was avoiding Blaine for last two hours. When their eyes had met, his heart race had speeded up and he was sure some butterflies had found a home in his stomach. Blaine was… Well, Blaine was Blaine. He blamed his confusion on alcohol, but in the bottom of his heart he was afraid that alcohol only helped him realized something he should have noticed earlier. Hiding from Blaine was probably the best option right now. 

 “Aren`t you cold? I have a blanket.” Kurt took a deep breath and opened his eyes. He couldn`t hide anymore. And truth be told, he didn`t want to either. Blaine stood next to the swing, blanket in his arms. He handed it to Kurt. “Everybody went to bed.” Blaine had to say something, but he knew he could do better than he just did.

“Are you tired?” Kurt asked him and looked at him, his eyes clear and brave. Blaine was tired, but he wasn`t going to fall asleep anytime soon anyway. There was something between them. And he was determined to find out.

 “I`m not.” Kurt lifted the blanket and nodded to a free space on the swing. Blaine sat next to him and none of them said a word. They looked at the stars above them too afraid of ruining the moment if one of them would say something. After a while Kurt couldn`t take it anymore. He broke the silence by simple “Thank you.” Blaine turned his gaze from stars to Kurt`s face.

“What for?” Kurt smiled at him. “For tonight. You were there for me… Are here for me. You made sure I had everything I wanted…I feel bad, because your evening was about me and you didn`t have an opportunity to relax yourself…”
“I have an amazing evening. I`m glad you let me take care of you.” Blaine couldn`t resist Kurt`s face in the moonlight. It was like a step on the minefield, but he didn`t give a damn at this moment. He caressed Kurt`s cheek.

“I…” Kurt stopped him by putting his index finger on Blaine`s lips. His fingers continued his ways through Blaine`s cheek and jaw until it ended in Blaine`s curls. Everything shot down around them. Blaine leaned to Kurt and pressed their lips together. The kiss was soft and barely there. It lasted just for a while. Their hearts beat fast and before Kurt had a chance to respond Blaine stood up and with whispered “Sorry” disappeared. Kurt was cold and warm in the same time. He needed to feel Blaine next to him again. He wanted to hug him and kiss him. He didn`t care about the consequences. He didn`t care about the fact that Blaine was one of the Mathew`s best friends. He didn`t care that he didn`t know what was going on. The only thing he cared about was to find Blaine.

The cabin was quiet and dark. Kurt could see the light from basement and went downstairs. He saw Blaine standing by the bar with his back to door pouring some vodka to his glass. Kurt closed the door.

“Hey! That wasn`t nice of you.” Blaine didn`t expect Kurt to come. He turned to him and waited for Kurt to come closer. He was sure the slap would be the next Kurt`s action. Blaine put his glass on bar and was ready to accept what was going to happen. He crossed the line and was aware of it. Kurt stood in front of him and was so close Blaine could actually feel skin of Kurt`s hand on his own. He held his breath as Kurt was playing with his hair and whispering: “Don`t start what you don`t want to finish.” Kurt walked by him to the direction of the pool table and Blaine followed him as a lost puppy. Kurt leaned against the table, his elbows on it. It was Kurt`s time to wait for Blaine to come closer. Blaine put his head on Kurt`s shoulder, kissed him on the side of his neck and said: “It`s not that I didn`t want to but I couldn`t continue…” Kurt let his hand rest in Blaine`s hair. He couldn`t remember the last time he had wanted someone so bad as he wanted Blaine right now. They hugged and stayed like that for a few moments. Blaine wouldn`t hesitate for a minute if Kurt weren`t Mathew`s ex-boyfriend. Kurt pulled away from Blaine`s embrace. “You are right. I am sorry. I`ve made your life complicated enough so far. I don`t want to cause more problems between you and Mathew.” Kurt sat on the couch. Blaine knelt next to him and put his hands on Kurt`s knees.  

„Kurt, I don`t know what`s going on. I am usually in control but I lost it today. The only explanation I have is that we were drinking. But we didn`t drink that much. I know both of us are sober now.”

“I don`t understand either…” Kurt needed to do something. He took a remote control and turned the music on but Blaine immediately turned it off. “Everybody is sleeping.” Kurt nodded. He didn`t want to speak. He was angry because he had to keep Blaine away from him. The chemistry that had appeared between them today was unquestionable. He was sure Blaine felt it as well. Maybe there was a time to say something…

“What do we do now?” Blaine was curious if Kurt could read his thoughts. He had the same question on his mind. Going to bed wasn`t an option. He wanted to be with Kurt but sitting on the floor and looking at him wasn`t enough. He craved for touching him, hugging him and kissing him senseless… He shrugged his shoulder instead of answering Kurt`s question. Kurt sat next to him on the floor. “Maybe we should go to sleep.”

 “Do you want to go to sleep?” Kurt recognized disappointment in Blaine`s voice.

“No.” He answered with confidence. “What do you want then?” Kurt looked in those hazel eyes and took the risk. “Exactly what you want…” With that sentence Blaine`s last barrier fell. He leaned to Kurt and kissed him. Kurt`s lips were soft and sweet and they kissed him back with the same amount of enthusiasm as his kissed them. Kurt wrapped his arms around Blaine`s neck in the process and Blaine pulled him closer. When the need for air came to consideration, they let their lips disconnect but rested their foreheads against each other. “Are you sure?” Kurt asked him but the only respond he got was wide smile and another kiss. Suddenly, Blaine`s lips where all over his face. He put kisses on his forehead, his eyelids, his cheeks, his jaw… Kurt enjoyed every one of them. When Blaine finally found Kurt`s lips again Kurt opened his mouth and his tongue slightly touched Blaine`s bottom lip. Blaine took a hint and the next second there were two moans as their tongues entwined. Kurt tangled his fingers in Blaine`s hair and turned his head little bit. New angle gave their tongues even better access to each other. They kissed passionately for several minutes and Kurt considered them the best minutes of his life. He had never felt so connected with someone.

Their heart beat was speeding up and time had stopped. Blaine`s left arm held Kurt waist tight, it seemed like he was trying to make Kurt a part of him and his right one travelled from Kurt`s hair through his neck to his back and from his back through his neck to his hair again. The only sounds that filled the room were moans and groans and happy sights. Kurt decided to return the favor and peppered Blaine`s face with small kisses. Blaine tried to chased Kurt`s lips because no matter how good they felt on his face they were meant to be on the one specific spot - namely his own lips. Kurt every now and then let him connect their mouth for brief moment and then came back to kissing every inch of Blaine`s face. He played with him, had all the power against him and loved the way Blaine allowed him to take control. He pulled away and the blue eyes met hazel one. Blaine cupped Kurt`s cheek with his hand. He couldn`t believe this was happening. He had Kurt in his arms. 

“You are beautiful.” Blaine broke the silence. He had to tell him. Kurt had to know… In a while their bodies, lips and tongues were moving in a perfect harmony. Blaine pulled Kurt into his lap and Kurt wrapped his legs around Blaine`s waist and his arms around Blaine`s neck. Blaine kissed his ear and whisper: “Hold me tight.” He put his arms on the couch to gain balance and stood up, Kurt still wrapped around him. He carried him across the room, never stopped kissing him. He laid Kurt on the bar and his hand found its way under Kurt`s shirt. He caressed Kurt`s back and was rewarded by a gasp, the sexiest sound he had ever heard. In that moment Kurt needed more. Kissing and hugging wasn`t enough. There was too much of clothing. Kurt wanted to feel Blaine`s skin on his own. He took situation into his own hands and started to unbutton Blaine`s cardigan while Blaine continued kissing his neck as he ran his arm under the Kurt`s shirt…

 “What the hell? Are you crazy?” They were disturbed by loud voice coming from the door. Wes was standing there looking at them with amused expression. Kurt took a deep breath and jumped from the bar.

“You should go to bed. I`d rather don`t want to know what would I found if I had came here later.” He kicked them out of the basement and assured himself they actually went to their rooms. Last thing he needed was another problem with Mathew. If Mathew wasn`t sleeping in one of his room and wasn`t Kurt`s ex-boyfriend, he would be more than happy for Blaine. But in this situation... Wes had a feeling they ended up together somehow either way, but not this weekend, not in Mathew`s presence. He would make sure of it. 

Kurt sat on his bed and stared to the wall. He tried to understand what had happened. After a while he realized it would take some time and went to the bathroom. He was happy guys let him stay in room with en suite bathroom. He showered in cold water. He had to cool off. He thought about Blaine. He hadn`t wanted to have sex with him. He had just wanted to feel someone`s interest in him. He was attracted to Blaine. Blaine was hot. He had always considered him sexy but had never thought something might have happened between them. He was Mathew`s friend. He was out of reach… But Kurt felt so good with him. He was sweet and caring. He liked being Blaine`s friend. He liked his personality, his attitudes, his passion for music, his love for his family and friends, his hair, his eyes, his lips, his kisses… And he had to stop thinking about him and calmed down. He decided to go to the kitchen and grabbed some water before he would go to bed.

Drops of cold water were streaming down Blaine`s body. He could still feel Kurt`s kisses and he knew very well it wasn`t good. Wes had come in the right time. Their primary goal wasn`t sex, but he wouldn`t have put his hand to fire that it wouldn`t have ended that way. Making love to Kurt…yeah, it would be amazing. Thought of consequences cooled him off immediately. Cold shower worked.

Blaine entered the hallway and closed bathroom door quietly. He didn`t want to wake anybody. The door on Kurt`s room opened and when he saw Blaine, his heart was pounding so hard he was sure Blaine could hear it.

“I am going to the kitchen to take some water.”

“You don`t wear shoes.” Kurt sent him confused look. He didn`t understand Blaine`s sentence at all.

“You can`t walk here without shoes. You could get sick. I`ll bring it to you.” Blaine was thrilled he would have an opportunity to speak to Kurt before they went to sleep. He had to talk to him. He wanted to know his point of view on their evening. When he came back, he put a bottle of water on Kurt`s night stand.

“Thank you.” Kurt was sitting on his bed waiting for what would happen next.

“Maybe we should talk…” Blaine said and sat next to him. He struggled not to continue where Wes had disturbed them. Kurt was so hot in his pajamas with his hair wet.

 “I don`t want to talk about it. I don`t know what to say. I don`t want to get to conclusion that you are sorry for what happened. Because I`m not.”

“I am not sorry.” Blaine took Kurt`s hand and made him look into his eyes.

“I am not sorry.” He repeated once more to make sure Kurt got it. “I realize it wasn`t right. I also realize that if it had been Mathew who had found us my friendship with him would have been over. But I need you to know I don`t regret any second I spent with you, Kurt.” Kurt shook his head. “We couldn`t make it more complicated, could we?” Blaine laughed. “Probably not. See you in the morning. Goodnight, Kurt.” He was ready to leave Kurt`s room when he heard Kurt`s voice.

“Are you tired?” Kurt had already asked him the same question tonight and he hoped the answer would be the same as well.

“No. I don`t think I could get some sleep tonight.” Kurt rested his back against headboard.

 “Can you stay for a while please? You promised to tell me how to make those drinks you made for me.” Blaine was on the edge. There were thoughts in his head which told him not to expose himself to another temptation but they were replaced by those which told him how much he wanted to stay with him. “It can`t be worse” was his last thought before he returned to sit on Kurt`s bed. Rest of the night went smoothly. They talked for a long time, none of them mentioned what happened in basement and it seemed like it was one of the ordinary conversations that they had been having many times before in last few weeks. The tiredness finally took them over and they fell asleep with sunrise.