“Blaine?”
“Hmm?”
“Can I ask you something?”

The boys were sat at a table in the cafeteria, Blaine shoving a slice of pizza in his face while Kurt picked at his salad.

“Sure, anything”
Kurt stopped eating and looked over at Blaine.

“How far have you gotten with another boy?” He asked quickly, blushing as he did so.

Blaine thought for a moment, his face hard to read.
“Why?” He asked finally.

Kurt’s eyebrows furrowed.
“Just...curious”

“Far enough”
“You said you were a virgin”
“I am”

Kurt sighed in frustration.
“Why won’t you tell me?”

“It’s none of your business” Blaine shrugged.

“None of my business, Blaine I’m your boyfriend!”

“Then tell me why you want to know and maybe I’ll tell you” Blaine huffed, running a hand through his curls.

“I told you, im curious. I have never been with anyone before” Kurt said ducking his head, suddenly very interested in his salad.

“Kurt?”
“What” Kurt snapped?

A look of hurt ran over Blaines features’.

“If you want me to tell you I will, I’m sorry, but tell me the real reason Kurt”

Kurt kept his head down avoiding any eye contact with Blaine.

“I don’t want to feel like I’m not doing anything for you...In ‘that’ way; maybe you’re used to a more active relationship or something. I don’t know anything about s-sex and I just-“

Kurt sighed trailing off.

Blaine reached over to grab Kurt’s hand that was fiddling with his fork.


“I am a virgin, my last boyfriend went as far as Blowjobs” He said simply, not even blushing.

Kurt finally looked up.
“Why are you so calm about all this stuff?”

“Sex?”
Kurt blushed again and nodded.

“Its natural, and it feels great, why should I be embarrassed for wanting to feel good?”

Well, now you put it like that...

“What’s it like?”
“What?” Blaine asked eyebrows furrowing.
Kurt’s voice was barely above a whisper.

“Having a- getting o- , Blaine please don’t make me say it” He whimpered.


 “An orgasm? Kurt surely you’ve gotten yourself off plenty off times...don’t you...You know?”

“Yeah, of course...well I try, I just can’t...”

“Cant what?” Blaine asked, thumb stroking Kurts knuckles.

“I- I can’t say...” Kurt said, getting annoyed at himself.

Blaine stood and walked over to the other side of the table, sitting next to his boyfriend.

“Can’t what?” He repeated.  “Whisper in my ear”

Kurt lent over, and for a minute he just leant his head against Blaine’s shoulder. Trying to find the Courage.

“Kurt, I won’t judge you, I think I know the answer anyway, just whisper baby”

“I can never c-c”
“cum?”
“Yeah” Kurt hid his face in Blaine’s neck, content in just staying there for the rest of his life.

“Why not, is it a medical thing or?”
“I-I don’t think so” He mumbled.

“Is that weird, are you freaked out?”

“What no!” Blaine caressed the boy’s sides. “Want to go for a walk? We can talk about this properly, we half twenty minutes before we have to head back to Julie”

Kurt nodded weakly as Blaine stood, pulling Kurt up by his hand.

Blaine found a nice isolated spot under an old oak tree, blocking the boys from the hot afternoon sun.
Blaine lent back against the tree, opening his legs for Kurt to sit between.

“Explain to me what happens, when you try to ...you know, does it feel good?”

He asked, running his hand up and down Kurts back soothingly.

“Y-yes” Kurt nodded.
“B-but then I get this feeling, Kinda like I need to pee and my belly goes all funny and warm and it feels weird” He continued.

Blaine let out a light chuckle.
“Yes, that’s normal Kurt”

“It is? I don’t like it”

“Have you carried on, felt what comes afterwards though Kurt?”

“No, it freaks me out and I have to stop”

“Oh Baby, Look. Next time you’re in the shower, tonight, tomorrow whenever just try it...trust me”

Kurt groaned nuzzling into Blaines chest.

“This is embarrassing Blaine”
“No, Kurt its normal, trust me”

“But I don’t like it” They younger boy whined.

“I know, but what you’re feeling is the pressure, building up to it”

“I feel stupid”
Kurt sulked, wandering if his face was now permanently blushed.

“Don’t Baby.” Blaine shifted un- comfortably reaching a hand down to try and adjust himself in his jeans.

Kurt noticed his discomfort and turned, eyes going wide.

Blaine just groaned. “Damn Kurt, you have impeccable timing”
He pulled his hand back out of his jeans and gave Kurt a grin.

“What?”

“Well, I turn around and your hand is down your pants”

“Well observed” Blaine giggled.



Kurt just continued to stare blankly at him.

“Kurt I was just uncomfortable, you weren’t meant to see”
Kurt gave a slow nod.

“Do I really have to break it down for you?” Blaine asked, amused.

“I wish you would” Kurt said honestly.

“All the talk of you jerking off in the shower made me hard.”

Oh...Oh!
Kurt Blushed.

“In fact it’s beginning to hurt” Blaine pouted.
Damn why is he so relaxed? Kurt thought.


“Hey, just lay back like you did before, okay?”

Kurt did as he was told; a second later he heard the zipper of Blaine’s jeans.

“What are you doing!”
“Relax Kurt, I’m not joking its painful! Im only undoing my button”

“Why do we have so many awkward encounters?”

“Because you are not as informed on sex as you should be?”
Kurt sighed.

“It’s just so embarrassing”

Blaine sighed in relief as he got his trousers open, pulling Kurt back against him.



“Better?” Kurt asked shyly.

“Yeah, Kurt please don’t be embarrassed around me, what you have told me today must have been really hard for you, and I promise I’ll do what I can to help you, I want you to feel like you can come to me about anything”

Kurt nodded, resting against Blaine’s chest.

“There is one more thing, on this topic”
“what’s that babe?”

“Can we maybe try something tonight?”
“Sure, like what?” Blaine said, insides churning with anticipation.

“I’m not really sure. Just more, I want to try more. I  trust you”
Blaine smiled, pressing his lips to the back of Kurt’s neck.

“Okay, whatever you want Kurt”

“hmm, you smell nice” He mumbled into Blaines neck.
Blaine grinned.
“Thanks!”
“Hmm” Kurt pressed a kiss to Blaine’s neck experimentally, causing Blaine to shiver.

“K-Kurt how about we save that for later?”

Kurt giggled.
“Does it feel nice?”

Blaine nodded.
“Come here” Blaine said, doing up his trousers now he’d calmed down. He pulled Kurt into his lap.

“What’s wrong?”


“Nothing, I just wanna cuddle. Please Kurt?”
Kurt grinned wrapping his arms around Blaine, legs sprawled out over his lap.

Kurt met Blaine eyes and lent forward very quickly pressing his lips to Blaine’s, not even giving the boy chance to react.

“Hey!” Blaine pulled Kurt back towards him, giving him a lopsided smile before pressing his lips against Kurts.

“Hmm” Kurts eyes fluttered shut.
“Kurt, Can I try something? You’ll like it I promise...It feels nice”

Kurt nodded nervously as Blaine lent back towards him, capturing his lips once more, this time more firmly.

Kurt whimpered lips parting against Blaine’s.
Blaine took his chance.
He slid he’s tongue against Kurts lower lip, assuring Kurt wouldn’t pull away before dipping it into the younger boys mouth.

“Nghh” Was the sound that left Kurts mouth as Blaine’s tongue met his.

Blaine laughed breathlessly as he pulled away.

“Nooo, why?”

This time Blaine did Blush.
“S-sorry, getting worked up”
Kurt nodded, lips redder than before.

“That was really nice” He said finally, blushing as Blaine grinned knowingly.

“Hmm, we have to head back now. But maybe later...” He trailed off.

Kurt nodded quickly, brushing himself off as he stood.

---

Practice was finally over. Kurt and Blaine, after declining on practicing for tonight’s open mic were sent around to help others.

They also made arrangements for Katie to stop by for a movie marathon later on after the BBQ.
Much to the girl’s excitement. Kurt was beginning to really like her, it was hard not to. Her bubbly behaviour was rather infectious.

Blaine smiled as they walked back to their apartment hand in hand, his insides churning with nerves as time got closer. He was planning on singing tonight. But the song had to be perfect. He needed Kurt to know.
He sighed softly as they walked.
Any normal person would just come out and say it, it wasn’t that hard just three simple words.
But Blaine just couldn’t bring himself to say it.

So...Blaine Anderson was going to tell Kurt Hummel he loved him the way he knew best...through song.

Blaine had decided it was from fear of being rejected that was keeping him from telling Kurt eye to eye.

What if Kurt thought he was crazy?  They had only been boyfriends for twenty four hours, even Blaine thought that sounded crazy. But he was so damn sure...

“Are you okay?”
“Hmm? Oh yeah, M’fine”

Blaine was brought out of his trance, squeezing Kurts fingers gently as they entered the elevator.

“I was maybe thinking or going for a shower, before we head to the BBQ” Kurt said, biting his lip and blushing.

“But you had one this morning?”
Realisation suddenly dawned on him.

“Oh, are you sure? You don’t have to rush into this Kurt, the whole thing is about respecting yourself”

“I know, I want to try”

“Okay”
Blaine said simply, wrapping his arms around Kurt from behind, tiptoeing to place his chin on Kurts shoulder.

This would give him time to find a song.
He thought happily.

“Hey, I’ve just thought, you’ve been pretty...well you, all day!” Kurt said grinning.

Blaine smiled against his shoulder.
It would be so easy to just say it now...

The elevator doors opened with a ping and the two boys exited, Blaine fishing their key card out of his wallet.

Kurt walked in flopping down on the couch.
“Hmm”

“Tired baby?”
A smile spread across Kurt’s face.

“I like it when you call me that.”

Blaine chuckled, hanging up his jacket before sitting at the piano.

“Why are you all the way over there?”

“Just fancied practicing. You go have your shower its five a clock, we have to be down by the lake for half six, I’ll be right here if you need me. Promise.”

“Okay, I know you’re planning something Anderson” Kurt grinned, kissing Blaine’s cheek as he passed.

And with that Blaine set to work, pulling out his phone to scroll down his playlist for help.
He heard the water turn on in the back of his mind, concentrating on finding the perfect song.

He began to play around a little on the piano, none of them seemed to be right.
Finally after nearly ten whole minutes he had finally gotten somewhere.

A quick look at the lyrics online would be helpful; He had a tendency to forget lyrics.
He opened a new tab on his phone typing in the title ‘Silly love songs-Paul McCartney lyrics”

Cheesy? Maybe. But he was reassured as soon as the lyrics popped up on the screen. There was more to the song than people think.

Just then Blaine heard Kurt call out his name a soft whimper.

“Sweetie?”
Blaine got up and leaned against the bathroom door.
“Are you okay?”
“N-no I c-can’t”
“Can I come in?” Blaine asked a look of worry on his face.

“C-can you hand me s-some boxers first?”

“Sure baby, One second.”

Blaine ran as quickly as he could to their room, flinging open Kurts drawers and pulling out the first pair of underwear he could find

“Kurt, open up.”
Blaine heard the lock on the door click open followed by the creek of the door.

Blaine kept his head turned away, handing Kurt the item of clothing.
He heard the rustle of clothes on skin and waited for Kurt to give the ok, before turning to face him.

Blaine took no time in pulling the taller boy into his arms.

“What happened?”

“I freaked out.” Kurt mumbled into Blaine’s shirt.

“Its okay”
 He pulled Kurt closer; ignoring the fact the boy was still hard and pressing against his thigh.

“No, it’s stupid”

Blaine bit his lip before saying.
“What if, I told you I could help you later? After the BBQ...after Katie leaves” He corrected himself. “We wouldn’t have to take any clothes of if you didn’t want to” He added.

“T-then how?”

Blaine shook his head. “I’ll explain later, but is that something you’d want?”

Kurt Blushed but nodded.

“Why not now?” He asked.

“Because I don’t want it to be rushed or forced, just special”

Kurt felt his eyes water.
“Kiss me?” It was more of a question than a demand but Blaine did as he asked.

The kiss started slow and gentle, Kurt’s fingers finding themselves to Blaine’s curls, causing the older boy to whimper against Kurt’s lips.

“Can I?” Blaine asked elaborating by tracing his tongue over Kurt’s lips like he did earlier on in the day.

“Hmm”
Blaine took that as a sign of agreement. Slowly parting Kurt’s mouth with his tongue, kissing Kurt with a hint of desperation now.

Kurt moaned and Blaine could feel Kurt’s cock harden against his thigh.

Reluctantly Blaine pulled away.
“L-later” He breathed. The tightening in his own jeans starting to get uncomfortable.

Kurt pouted making the curly haired boy laugh.
“Aww Kurtie”