The rest of the week went really well for Kurt. He and Dave kept their friendship a secret. They had stolen glances, and would sneak into empty classrooms to kiss occasionally but most of their contact was limited to when Dave would go over Kurt's house. They hadn't progressed past gentle make-out sessions and hands never ventured lower than the shoulders. Kurt still wasn't sure if he wanted anything more with Dave. When they kissed, it felt nice, but it wasn't nearly as amazing as it was with Blaine. On Saturday, they were sitting on Kurt's bed watching Jersey Shore and making fun of Ronnie and Sammi's dynamic.

"Sammi needs to see that Ron is just using her. It's pathetic!" Kurt laughed as the final commercial break started. Dave turned to him and furrowed his eyebrows.

"Kurt? What are we?" He asked, "I mean, we hang out, we kiss, I like you, and I think you like me. Are we dating?"

"Uhm, I don't see why we have to put a label on it." Kurt got up and busied himself with reorganizing his desk.

"I want to know how you feel. If you're my boyfriend, then I need to tell my parents and friends that I'm gay, cause there is no way in hell I'd want to keep you a secret." Dave crossed the room and began rubbing Kurt's shoulders.

"You know why I can't let anyone at school know about us even being friends…." Kurt's voice dropped to a whisper.

"Blaine? Really? I thought you were past that." Dave threw his arms up in frustration. "I am trying Kurt, I'm really trying here. I like you, a lot. And before you say anything, it has nothing to do with you being the first guy I liked. Trust me, before any of this happened, I had plenty of dating opportunities at the bar, but I only want you. I like you. I want to be with you. I am in love with you!"

Kurt stared at him wide eyed. "You what?"

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It was 3am on Monday morning when Blaine snuck back into his house. It was well past his curfew and he hoped everyone was asleep. He had gone over Sebastian's house every night that week. They only ever got as far as frottage, and Blaine had always remembered the correct name when he came. But this night was different. This was the first night that they took the boxers off. And somehow seeing Sebastian completely naked broke down all his walls. Before he knew it, Sebastian was balls deep, thrusting into him until he was sore. When Blaine left, he felt dirty and sick. He hated himself for what he just did. It wasn't what he wanted, he wanted Kurt. He didn't want Sebastian. He didn't know where everything went wrong.

"What the hell is wrong with you?" Blaine jerked his head up to see Katie watching him try and sneak up the stairs.

"Go to bed Katie, We have school in five hours." Blaine tried to rush past her, but he was still sore.

"You had sex with that random, didn't you? God, considering how in love with Kurt you claimed to be, you sure jumped into that guys pants quickly! I'm glad Kurt's dating that Karofsky kid now, I don't feel as bad for you!"

"Katie, you don't know what…wait… did you just say Kurt's dating Karofsky?" Blaine felt like someone had punched him in the chest.

"Yea, it's so obvious the way they look at each other. And I saw them making out in one of the English classrooms on Thursday. I wasn't going to tell you cause I'm not an asshole, but since you're sleeping around, what's the difference." Katie then turned on her heel and returned to her room.

Blaine walked into his room and fell on the bed. It wasn't until a puddle formed near his head, that he noticed he was crying.

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It was the second person to ever say that to him, but this time, Kurt felt dirty. Kurt looked up at Dave's face. "I'm sorry, Dave. I can't' do this…. I am still in love with Blaine. And I want him back."

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Blaine rolled over and pulled his phone from his pocket and sent a text.

I'm sorry Seb, but I can't do this anymore. I only want Kurt. –B

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Kurt waited by Blaine's locker, hoping to catch him before the homeroom bell. Blaine was coming around the corner, walking slowly towards his locker. He looked up and met Kurt's eyes. "Kurt? What's up?" Blaine shifted uncomfortably but there was still a slight pain in his ass from his night of regret. And if Blaine was being honest with himself, it was a whole week of regret.

"Blaine, do you think we could talk? I wanna apologize." Kurt's eyes were watery. He never felt so remorseful. His doubts towards his relationship with Blaine had him jumping into the arms of the last person he ever should be with.

"Don't you have to go meet your new boyfriend?" Blaine hissed. Blaine new he wasn't perfect, but how could Kurt date Karofsky? Of all people?

"What are you talking about?"

"Karofsky. Katie told me you were dating." Blaine's eyes were red as tears slowly formed.

Kurt sighed and placed his hand lightly on Blaine's arm. "I think we should talk some place more private." Kurt pulled Blaine towards the choir room. It was one of the few rooms without a homeroom. "Blaine about Dave, we were never dating. I only ever kissed him. I was trying so hard to be with someone else but then he told me he loved me. I felt dirty and like I was going against the laws of nature. I missed you. I love you and I want to be with only you."

Blaine looked up at Kurt through wet eyelashes. "But why did you want to be with someone else at all? Why couldn't I be enough?"

"I was being stupid. I was scared that we were moving so fast. I was so in love with you that I felt like I was going crazy all the time. And the whole Sebastian thing was too much. The thought of someone like that stealing you away… I hate being jealous. I wasn't thinking and then my stupid pride wouldn't let me run right back to you." Kurt leaned forward, "Please forgive me. Please take me back."

Blaine sat there looking into Kurt's eyes. "Kurt…. I have to tell you something."

"What is it?"

"I had sex with someone."