Towels Are Revealing

Blaine let out a long sigh as he opened the door that led into his and Kurt's room. He had just come back from spending the morning working on his art project, so he was tired and wanted a shower. Kurt had told him this morning that he was going to go to Lima to spend the day with his friends and family, he had invited Blaine to go with him but he really did need to get his art done this weekend, it was Saturday and it was due on Tuesday. He promised Kurt that he would go with him next weekend if he wanted him too. Kurt had been really happy about that and had given him an almost bone crushing hug. Blaine laughed to himself.

Blaine looped the strap of his bag over the back of the desk chair and then toed off his shoes. He shrugged his cardigan off his shoulders and ran his hand through his hair that he left gel free on the weekends. He decided that he would take a shower and then read or maybe take a nap. He didn't know how he would spend the time waiting for Kurt to come back. Was it silly that he already missed him?

Blaine slid his shirt off and then unbuttoned and slid his jeans off the underwear along with them and tossed all of them into the hamper. He looked at the basket full of dirty clothes and sighed, he would have to do laundry soon. He shook his head and walked into the bathroom...

Kurt didn't know why but he had ended his visiting time at home sooner than he usually would've and he found himself already standing at his and Blaine's door. He had been thinking about Blaine all the time he had been away from Dalton. He let out a sigh of relief and unlocked the door. He had expected to find his boyfriend laying in the window seat reading but he wasn't there. Kurt frowned and then he realized that the room was unusually warm and slightly steamy.

He turned his attention to the bathroom door, it was open and he could hear the water running and a voice drifted out to him.

I thought, I saw a man brought to life
He was warm, he came around and he was dignified
He showed me what it was to cry

Well, you couldn't be that man I adored
You don't seem to know
Seem to care what your heart is for
But I don't know him anymore

Blaine was singing at the top of his lungs, he sounded beautiful.

There's nothing where he used to lie
The conversation has run dry
That's what's going on
Nothing's fine, I'm torn

I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
Lying naked on the floor

Blaine sounded like he meant the words in the song about himself. Kurt sat down on the floor beside the open door, leaning his head back against the wall.

Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see
The perfect sky is torn
You're a little late, I'm already torn

So I guess the fortune teller's right
Should have seen just what was there
And not some holy light

Kurt pressed his hand over his mouth, his eyes closed. He really wanted to know what happened to the boy he loved that made him feel torn...broken...

It crawled beneath my veins
And now I don't care, I had no luck
I don't miss it all that much
There's just so many things
That I can touch, I'm torn

I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
Lying naked on the floor

Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see
The perfect sky is torn
You're a little late, I'm already torn, torn

Kurt almost jumped to his feet and rushed into the bathroom when he heard Blaine's voice crack, full of emotion, on the last torn.

There's nothing where he used to lie
My inspiration has run dry
That's what's going on
Nothing's right, I'm torn

I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
Lying naked on this floor

Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see
The perfect sky is torn

I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I'm ashamed
Bound and broken on the floor
You're a little late, I'm already torn, torn

Kurt could hear Blaine's voice shudder on the last part of the verse. He wasn't really aware that Blaine had turned off the water until he heard the shower curtain open. Kurt got to his feet he was really hoping that Blaine wouldn't be mad at him for being back in the room already.

Blaine dried off and then wrapped the towel around his hips and grabbed a towel to dry his curls. He rubbed at his curls with the towel until they weren't as dripping wet anymore. He sighed after looking at himself in the mirror and then walked out into the slightly cooler bedroom and then he froze in his tracks, Kurt was standing just outside the door and as Blaine stared at him his mouth fell open.

Kurt was completely speechless, he had planned on saying something to Blaine as soon as he heard him coming out of the bathroom but as soon as he saw Blaine his mind went blank. Blaine looked like he was a stone statue after noticing Kurt. The only visible movement Blaine was making was his chest, which had small water droplets running downward that where dripping from the jet black curls, moving in and out slightly harder than usual. Kurt couldn't help but notice his slightly muscular chest and arms, he let his eyes wander down Blaine's body, he had a muscular stomach that had a thin patch of raven hair that started just below his navel and disappear under the white towel that he had wrapped low around his hips, revealing just how gorgeous his body really was.

He shook his head and looked back up at Blaine's face. He had his lips parted and was wide-eyed. Blaine suddenly let out a small squeak and Kurt rushed forward so he was standing only inches from him. "Baby, stay calm...it's just me..." Kurt placed a hand on Blaine's cheek, which were redder than he had ever seen them. Blaine didn't say anything in reply he just stared up at him. Kurt was about four inches taller than Blaine which made it so Blaine had to tilt his head up to look into Kurt's eyes.

Kurt watched Blaine close his eyes, his eyelashes were still damp from both the shower and from him crying (Kurt was sure he had been) and then his tongue darted out and ran across his lips, wetting them. He was so beautiful but Kurt was so worried that he was going to freak out on him. Kurt placed a hand softly on Blaine's side and then pulled him into a hug. He started running his fingers through Blaine's silky, damp curls and he felt Blaine relax against his chest.   

Blaine stepped back from Kurt so he could look up at him. He didn't know what to say. He knew he was probably looking very unsure.

"Baby, don't panic! I won't hurt you..." Kurt said with a warm smile that he hoped was reassuring. "You trust me...don't you?" He added, he had never really asked Blaine this out loud but he was sure he did.

Blaine walked back a few steps and put his hands on Kurt's chest. "I know you won't hurt me but this is the first time anyone's really seen me exposed like this..." Blaine let out a nervous chuckle. "It's kind of embarrassing! And yes, I do trust you..." Blaine felt like his face was on fire.

Kurt smiled he was very unsure about saying what he was about too, "Well I have to say that you are the most gorgeous boy I've ever laid my eyes on..."

Blaine let out a small chuckle that clearly said he didn't think that was true.

Kurt frowned. "Baby its true..." Kurt was completely baffled that Blaine didn't think he was gorgeous. Blaine looked away from him too the floor. He looked like he wanted to say something but was holding it back. "What do you want to say baby?"

"You're..." Blaine blushed again and looked away from Kurt.

"I'm what?" Kurt couldn't help but smile.

"You're sexy..." Blaine couldn't bring himself to look at Kurt.

Kurt smiled and stepped closer to Blaine. "You are sexy too..." Kurt pulled Blaine too him and kissed him, Blaine let out a small whimper as Kurt sucked on his bottom lip and then he wrapped his arms around Kurt's neck.

Blaine pulled away from the kiss, slightly panting for breath. "You move me Kurt! I've never felt like this with anyone..."   

"I've never felt like this either..." Kurt had thought he was in love with the boy at his old school, but he was really starting to doubt that after feel this way for Blaine. His feelings were really intense, but he knew he had to keep a handle on them and move at a pace that was comfortable for Blaine.

Blaine bit his lip staring up at Kurt. "You didn't feel like this with the boy you liked?" He asked.

Kurt sighed, "No..."

"Why do you feel this way about me? I mean I'm nothing that special...I..." Kurt put a hand over Blaine's mouth and he sighed.

"You really, really need to be more self-confident Baby, because you're an amazing person. When I watch you sing you are so full of life and you really seem happy, but when you aren't performing you go into this little shell, I know you have a bad past, that something really horrible happened to you but I don't want to see it hold you back from living, I know you're not going to forget but...well, I hope I can help you move past it..." Kurt really hoped Blaine was okay with him saying all this. "Baby you are brilliant, clever, funny, kind, sweet, adorable, extremely handsome and sexy all at the same time...and god when you sing..." Kurt finished and then run his fingers through Blaine's curls and took a deep breath.

Blaine just stared up at Kurt chewing on his bottom lip. He couldn't believe that Kurt really thought all that about him. "You really think all that about me?" Kurt nodded at him with a smile and Blaine looked away from him.

Kurt groaned a little in frustration at his gorgeous boyfriend standing in front of him. He reached forward taking Blaine's chin in his hand again. "Listen to me baby," Kurt said keeping eye contact with Blaine, "I...Love...You... I never said that to anyone before besides my dad and best friends, but never meaning it like this..."

Blaine stared straight back for a time without moving. He darted out his tongue too wet his darker pink lips as he stared at Kurt's own rosy pink ones and leaned into Kurt's hand that was now cupping his face. "I love you too..." Blaine knew he could say it because he really felt that he did. It was the only sensible reason why he felt like he did with Kurt and no one else.

Kurt leaned in close and kissed Blaine passionately. He ran his hand down Blaine's side and took a hold of his hip and pulled Blaine as close as he could get him. Blaine let out another whimper into Kurt's mouth and then pulled away. "Are you okay?"

Blaine blushed as Kurt raked his eyes over his body and then watch Kurt's mouth fall open. Blaine let out a small squeak again and then turned back to Kurt and started looking for clothes to put on.

Kurt sighed when he felt his pants growing tighter and was glad that he did have clothes on to hide his current problem. Just seeing that Blaine was getting turned on by just them kissing was enough to get his hormones racing. Kurt could see Blaine in the mirror of his wardrobe his eyes flickered closed and he sighed quietly, the warm blush was still spread over his cheeks. Kurt examined his face in the mirror, his lashes where long, dark and lush making him appear even more utterly gorgeous. Kurt took a small breath before stepping up behind him and sliding his arms around Blaine's waist.

Blaine let out another small whimper when he felt Kurt press against him and his eyes opened and looked at Kurt in the mirror. He slid his hand down over himself trying to hide what was clearly noticeable with just the towel on. He fidgeted slightly in Kurt's arms.

"Baby you don't have to be nervous, I'm not going to make you do anything..."

Blaine nodded at him. "I think I should get dressed though..." He noticed that Kurt was watching his hand and then he backed away from him.

Kurt watched Blaine collect his clothes and then walk into the bathroom and close the door behind him. He was now trying to control his breathing, to get it to even out, to calm himself down, but he could feel his heart beating at full volume in his chest. He knew that they would both get turned on a lot while they kissed but he wanted to do his best to control him-self in the situation.

"It's going to be hard but I can do it..." Kurt said to himself in a whisper, but just then he thought of Blaine in the bathroom fixing his own problem and he let out a groan and palmed himself through his jeans. Kurt jumped when he heard the bathroom door open and he moved his hand a few more times and then sat down on the bed, with a sigh.

Blaine came over to the bed and sat down beside Kurt. Kurt looked a little tense. "Are you okay?" Blaine asked and then climbed up on the bed on his knees so he was sitting behind Kurt. He put his hands on his shoulders and started giving him a massage. Kurt let out a groan that clearly said it felt good and Blaine felt him relax slightly under his hands. Blaine smiled when Kurt let out another groan. "Does it feel good?"

Kurt closed his eyes and then groaned again. "It feels amazing, your hands are..." Kurt didn't know what word he wanted. "I'll be right back..." Kurt moved away from Blaine and walked into the bathroom, he needed to take care of his problem before he made a mess in his pants from Blaine just giving him a shoulder massage.

Blaine sighed and lay back on Kurt's bed. He wished Kurt would hurry up he wanted to kiss him some more now that he was fully clothed and didn't feel so exposed anymore. He closed his eyes and let out a sigh. He didn't hear Kurt come back out of the bathroom so he jumped when he felt the bed move and someone hover over him. Kurt closed the distance between them, brushing his lips against Blaine's gently, and he smiled when he heard the quiet gasp that escaped his mouth and then he start moving his lips against Blaine's lightly, and it didn't take long for Blaine's lips to act in response in the same way.

Kurt lowered his body down on Blaine and felt him fidget under him and he pulled away from the kiss. "What's wrong?" He asked raising an eyebrow.

Blaine blushed and looked away from Kurt. He was really trying to be okay with this type of contact but he was still a little nervous. "I'm just a little nervous..." Blaine decided to tell Kurt because he didn't want to lie to him.

Kurt gave him a smile and then rolled them so Blaine was on top, he laughed when Blaine let out a squeak at the fast movement. "Are you more comfortable this way?" Kurt put his arms around Blaine's waist and pulled him down so there hips touched.

Blaine sighed, "I think you like hearing me make that noise..." Blaine was aware he had done it at least four times already.

Kurt smiled at him and then kissed him. "I do think it's cute..." Kurt wasn't going to deny it.

Blaine pouted at him and then kissed him again. He let out another squeak when Kurt spread his legs making Blaine drop between them and he knew Kurt did it on purpose. He nibbled on Kurt's lower lip before he pulled away. Kurt was smiling at him. "You know you're right..."

"What am I right about?"

"I can't keep letting what happened to me effect my future....my future with you. I'm not promising I'm going to start being okay with everyone touching me...that freaks me out, but I'm going to try not to let my fears affect us..."

Kurt grinned but then his face turned serious. "I won't let people touch you..." Kurt automatically thought of Alex, Tom, and Theo.

Blaine nodded, "I love you..." Blaine liked that Kurt wanted to protect him he had never had that before.

"Mmhmm, I love you too..." Kurt said and then pressed his lips together again. Kurt slid his hand up under the back of Blaine's shirt and smiled into the kiss. He rested his hands on the dimples in Blaine's back that were just above his butt. They were sexy. Kurt moaned into the kiss and Blaine pulled away.

"Are you okay?" Blaine asked nervously.

"Yep..." Kurt replied simply and then attached their lips again.

Blaine shifted his hips a little and he heard Kurt let out another moan. He tried not to think about what was going on down in that region of their bodies but when Kurt's hips jerked up, he let out a moan and then pulled away from the kiss and hid his face in Kurt's neck.

"I'm sorry..." Kurt started running his fingers through Blaine's curls again. He hadn't meant to do that but his body acted on its own accord. He hoped Blaine was okay, oh wow...Kurt felt Blaine's erection pressed against the inside of his thigh when Blaine shifted his hips again. And he had to remind himself to keep his hands to himself because he knew Blaine wouldn't be ready for anything like that. "Baby..." Blaine wasn't saying anything. He felt Blaine's lips brush against his neck and he shivered.

"I'm just not used to being..." Blaine didn't know what he wanted to say. He rubbed his nose against Kurt's neck, he smelt so good.

Kurt didn't want to embarrass him so he decided not to help him finish his sentence. "It's okay...I understand..." Kurt kissed Blaine's neck.

  After another long make out session Blaine finally pulled away panting for air again. "Maybe we should calm down a little..." He suggested and then slid off to lie beside Kurt. Kurt just nodded at him and pulled him close. Blaine rested his head on Kurt's chest and closed his eyes. Even though he wanted to make out with Kurt more, his brain was telling him he was tired. Kurt must have been too because Blaine felt his breathing slow and he was really quiet. Blaine sighed and breathed in the scent of Kurt, he could get used to sleeping like this. He felt safe...