The hot water filled the whole bathroom with soothing hot steams, he took lung full of them before stepping under the stream and let the water rush through his hair down to his toes.

Kurt rolled his head and shoulders, trying to relax from a stressful week, but nothing seemed to work. His head was full of chores, assignments and check lists that he needed to finish so he didn't noticed the bathroom door open behind him.

He didn't move even when the shower curtains pushed aside slightly and another person crowded the shower space behind them.

Blaine took one step closer and ran his hands through his shoulder blades, starting to massage them.
Kurt closed the gap between them so Blaine was flush behind him and pushed his head back nuzzling Blaine's neck.

"So tense, love." Blaine murmured to his hair.

"Horrible week" Kurt said, kissing Blaine's jaw.

Blaine reached for the soap and massaged it into Kurt's sculpt. Kurt felt his knees go weak and leaned heavier on him, while Blaine embraced him and turning to lean against the shower wall ending with Kurt pushed in front of him and making both boys to exhale breathily.

Kurt brought both of his hands up and around Blaine's neck and turned his head to kiss him hard while slowly rolling his hips, making Blaine cut off their kiss, closing his eyes and breathing heavily against Kurt's lips. Kurt kept chaste kissing his mouth and grinning at Blaine's expression.

Blaine tried opening his eyes and blinked to shove the water away from them, surprised to see Kurt's gaze on him "You're trying to torture me.. You're enjoying this" Blaine tried to sound appalled but failed completely.

"Oh! So should I stop?" Kurt was faking his innocent expression so good that it took a second for Blaine to notice that Kurt stopped moving.
"Don't you dare.." Blaine said and raise his hands to lock Kurt's hands behind his neck higher, making him push harder against him and slowly lowered his hands stroking Kurt's arms , sides and hips.

Kurt quicken his movements when he felt Blaine's hand reaching between their bodies searching for his hole, while the other hand holding him strong and stroking slow paths from chest to abdomen.

When he felt a finger pushing into him, Kurt whimpered, pushed his head further into Blaine's shoulder and started biting his neck shallowly. "Mm.. more. Please." Kurt whispered.

Blaine lowered his hand and start stroking Kurt when he added a second finger. A few minutes later Kurt was a bubbling mess and whispered nonsense into Blaine's neck when they both climaxed with eyes shut and breathing heavily into each other open mouths.

"I love you so much" Kurt said when he turned around and hugged him tight.

"Love you too" Blaine smiled back at him.

"Kurt?" Blaine placed his palm under Kurt's chin, trying to make him look at him "Did you get your memory back?"

Kurt shook his head slowly "It's nothing.. There are just flashes.. I'm not sure if they are even real." His voice broke toward the end and tears start dropping down his cheeks.

"Hey, baby.. Stop it. What happened? "Blaine held Kurt's face, whipping the tears with his thumb.

"Every moment that passes" Kurt started saying through sniffles "That I don't remember us. You." He raised his gaze from his palms to Blaine's eyes
"I feel like I disappoint you. I can't stand feeling this way anymore."

Blaine pulled his face closer to him. "Don't you get it? I just need you. No matter how"

Kurt smiled sadly at him and slowly bent to kiss him, twisting a curl at the back of his neck.
Blaine pulled him closer, ending up with Kurt sitting at his lap.

"Ow.." Blaine said miserably. Kurt jumped quickly from the bed and checked Blaine as if he might break something.

"I'm so sorry. Are you okay?" Kurt looked at him apologetically.

"Yeah.." Blaine laughed at his worried expression. "Just sit beside me.." He moved a bit in the tiny bed and made some room for him to sit.

Kurt looked like he was debating over it but decided to take Blaine's offered hand and cuddled beside him.

Blaine was starting to dose off when Kurt spoke again while drawing patterns on Blaine's chest. "I did remembered some things.. Or at least I think they are memories.."

Blaine rose on one hand and looked at him "Really?" He couldn't hold the excitement in his voice and regret it immediately when Kurt sat up and put distance between then.

"I'm not even sure. Please don't get your hopes up for nothing.." Kurt said, looking to his own lap.

"Come here.." Blaine laid back and pulled Kurt to him once again. "Please tell them to me.."
Kurt put his head on his chest and started describing the strips of memories that filled his head lately until they both fell asleep in each other's hands.

Blaine got released from the hospital a week later .
Blaine arrived home with Kurt to a home cooked dinner and a romantic table set for two.

"Kurt.." Blaine looked amazed at him. "When did you managed to do all that? "

Kurt felt his cheeks heating up "I did get some help but.."

"It's perfect.." Blaine grabbed his hand and pulled him to a kiss, he tried closing the door while still kissing him and end up pressed to it when Kurt pushed his hip between his legs.

Blaine broke the kiss and put his hand between them, pushing Kurt away from him.
Kurt looked hurt "Did I do something wrong?" He asked, feeling his cheeks reddening again.

"Kurt.. I have to tell you something first" Blaine looked at his feet with shame and felt Kurt pulling further away from him.

"Well then? " Kurt folded his hands, looking even more embarrassed.

"Before the accident.. I went to a party." Blaine felt his chest tightening and his voice started to brake. "I drank too much and James was there for me.. and we made out." Blaine blurted it before he will lose his courage, when he finished he raise his eyes and searched for Kurt's.

Kurt took a few more steps back, trying to put as much distance between him and Blaine. He didn't look at him, his eyes was fixed on the floor as he tried to work around what Blaine just said.

"Kurt. I'm so.." Blaine started walking toward him, raising his hands to touch him.

"No." Kurt shook his head angrily and took more steps away from him. "I can't.. I need.." Before he finished that thought he was already sprinting to the door and going down stairs.

Blaine ran after him crying "Kurt! Please! " He fell to his knees and cried into his hands "Come back.."

After hours of crying, while searching for Kurt around the city, he fell asleep in bed still holding the phone next to him.

The phone call he prayed for all night arrived at midnight.

He woke up quickly, looking at his phone but everything was hazy from the sleep and headache.

"Kurt?" He cried to his phone

"Kurt bagged me not to call you, but I know what we've been through lately and it won't be fair" Mercedes sounded as she still debating over whether she should have called.

"Thanks mer.. You don't know how much I appreciate it"

"Listen.. It's not my business. I love you both so much. Blaine.. He deserved better than this."

Blaine nodded and cried mutely. He chanted the same thought in his head from the moment he did it.

"Just make this right."

"I will," Blaine whispered to himself, still holding the phone to his ear, long after the call was disconnected.