Feb. 2, 2013, 1:56 p.m.
For us: Chapter 1: It shouldn't have happened that way
E - Words: 734 - Last Updated: Feb 02, 2013 Story: Closed - Chapters: 3/? - Created: Feb 01, 2013 - Updated: Feb 02, 2013 320 0 2 0 0
"Kurt put your hand up to your heart" said Blaine
"Like the song?" responded Kurt.
"Like the song" echoed Blaine.
"Sebastian doesn't mean anything to me and I'm sorry I was drunk" said Blaine.
"Blaine I'm sorry. It was me who suggested going" said Kurt.
"You have nothing to be sorry for. I was a jerk to you. I shouldn't have been near Sebastian, let alone dance with him. It's you I love. It's you I want to be with".
"Blaine its ok" said Kurt.
"No it's not ok Kurt. You are too forgiving. I shouldn't have been flirty with him. It wasn't fair on you". Kurt slightly nodded his head in agreement.
"Kurt I love you and I'm sorry I made you doubt it".
"I didn't doubt it. I just was upset that you were having more fun with Sebastian than boring old me".
"I know it's not a proper excuse, but I was only acting that way because I was drunk. You are far from boring. You move me Kurt" said Blaine. Kurt smiled as he remembered the first time Blaine said that to him.
"Blaine I do believe you that you're sorry and I do trust you. But I just don't trust him" said Kurt. He felt he needed to be honest about this.
"Then I wont see him again" said Blaine.
"But Blaine..." Kurt started to say.
"I want to make you happy. Why would I want to see him, when I have all I need here in front of me?" Blaine gently rubbed Kurt's cheek.
"Blaine...we also need to talk about something else" started Kurt rather hesitantly "After we left the bar...it shouldn't have happened that way".
"Kurt I know. I'm sorry" said Blaine as he looked down ashamed at himself.
"Blaine look at me. It's important". Blaine felt so guilty about this that he would rather not look at his boyfriend in the eyes, but he knew it was important to Kurt so he looked up at Kurt.
"That is not the way it should be. Not in the back of a car. That's just sex. When we do it, I want it to be about love. I want it to be because we both love and care for each other. Not because you're desperate for it" said Kurt as a tear rolled down his cheek.
Blaine felt so guilty that he made Kurt feel this way. He wiped away Kurt's tear and said "Kurt I am so sorry that I tuned it into something cheap. When and if you decided you want to be together, although after the other night I wouldn't be surprised if you never do. Well if it happens, I promise you Kurt that I will make it romantic and special for you".
"For us" inserted Kurt.
"For us" echoed Blaine. "And I know I need to watch my drinking. I've been thinking about it a lot since the other night. I won't loose control again Kurt. I promise".
Kurt smiled as he looked at Blaine.
"Kurt I love you so much and I really am so sorry" said Blaine.
"I believe you Blaine. I love you too" said Kurt.
Blaine leaned into Kurt and gently presses his lips against Kurt's. He started to slowly and tenderly kiss Kurt. He wanted Kurt to know how much he loved him and to know how sorry he was. The two boys kissed for a bit longer.
Blaine pulled back "Artie is having an aftermath in Breadsticks, would you accompany me?" asked Blaine hopefully.
"No" said Kurt leaving Blaine looking a little surprised "I want to go back to your place".
Blaine smiled and responded "Ok". He couldn't believe Kurt had forgiven him. He couldn't believe he was going to share this special moment with such an amazing and beautiful man like Kurt.
Both boys walked out of the auditorium hand in hand.
Comments
This was really good. I loved the auditorium scene in "The First Time" but I also felt that the boys should have discussed what happened a little more. The way you handled it was really beautiful and you definitely did the boys' relationship justice. Looking forward to reading the future installments of this story.
Thank you so much for your review. Your kind words mean a lot to me. I really appreciate it :) Just to let you know, I have added another installment.