Nov. 29, 2012, 4:23 p.m.
Back to the Start: Chapter 2 Better than Before
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It was November 8th 2010 it was the Monday before he met Kurt.
Blaine was so happy that he was in hysterics. He was laughing and crying; excited about the possibilities and relieved at the literal absolution of his sins.
This was a better outcome than he could ever have imagined. He would be able to change so much more than he had thought.
True at the time he met his godmother he was drunk with the goal of no longer thinking; so, he hadn't put a lot of thought into what he would do if a fairy granted him this kind of gift. But this had to be better than what he would have come up with he was sure of that.
This wasn't fixing something that was broken. This was the chance to create the magnum opus of relationships. There will never be excuses to cheat or any attempt wound one another. This time it would be perfect.
There won't even be an attempt at befriending a manipulative mildly sociopathic guy. Sebastian had only been away for Blaine to boost his ego anyway. Blaine just found it hard after going from being treated like an idol to being treated like an inconvenience.
There are so many things Blaine will change this time.
Blaine won't waste time on a useless alcohol induced identity crisis. That scared the hell out of him making him wonder if he was bisexual or worse that people had been right and it was all a phase. Maybe this time he'll avoid alcohol completely.
He could prevent the Gap attack; Blaine would be able to avoid asking Kurt to help him humiliate himself in the most publicly embarrassing manner possible. What was he even thinking throwing himself at that guy? Especially after meeting Kurt the closes thing to perfection Blaine has ever seen.
Blaine smiled to himself thinking of how it would go this time. Blaine would be able to serenade Kurt on their first Valentine's Day together. He could even tell Kurt that he loves him for the first time; it would be so romantic, just what Kurt deserves.
Blaine threw himself on his bed imagining getting to be Kurt's first kiss; he even planned how and when he would kiss him for the first time.
The thought of being Kurt's first kiss made Blaine think of all the other firsts. Firsts he had already been to Kurt and would be again. Needless to say that led to trying to mimic the feel of Kurt's touch. Blaine reminisced about the taste of Kurt's lips, his mouth, and his body. The flavor of Kurt's sweat was luscious but it was nothing compared to the addictive tang of his pleasure made palpable. Blaine could almost hear the whispered promises of eternal love they had shared. Blaine's mind raced with images of flawless straining muscles and the beauty of marble like skin. Blaine feels the rushes of passion that overwhelm his senses until they had to be released physically.
Blaine rushed to get ready even though he had been up since 4 AM - or 6:30 AM a little less than two years from now - either way he wasn't tired and he was hoping to drive past Kurt's house on his way to Dalton.
Blaine was so grateful he hadn't gone any farther back then age 16 as he rushed to his car. Blaine was pleased he wouldn't need to make up an extravagant story for why his Mom needed to drive him past Kurt's house.
Everything seemed right with the world; even the song playing was perfect: Michael Bublé - ‘Haven't Met You Yet'. Blaine sang along at the top of his lungs.
Blaine knew he was being a bit of a creeper by trying to drive by Kurt's house but he just needed to see him. To look into those beautiful eyes of Kurt's when they weren't filled with hurt and disappointment.
As Blaine pulled into Kurt's driveway he saw a ‘For Sale' sign in the front yard.
"Damn it" Blaine shouted as he rubbed his hands over his face in frustration.
Kurt hadn't moved here until after Burt and Carol got married. Blaine didn't know where Kurt's old place was. They had always met at the Lima Bean or one time at McKinley until after Kurt moved.
Blaine sat in the drive way for a moment trying to calm down "This isn't a big deal you're going to meet him soon" he repeated to himself.
Blaine decided to try the Lima Bean before heading off to Dalton. Blaine rushed inside but still no Kurt, but there was someone he knew. Or he will know them after he meets Kurt.
- - Yes, - No, I tried to be as vague as possible in this chapter I thought I should check with you guys first.
Comments
I am really happy that you chose to only take Blaine back to the Monday before he met Kurt because I think that is where he really needs to fix his actions. I am loving this story and can't wait to see who Blaine sees at the Lima Bean. There are pros and cons for him meeting Karofsky because what if something happens that changes the path that him and Kurt had been on at the time of their meeting. Oh well I will just have to read the next chapter to see.